Blossom Cherrie

I've changed my blog title..

Why?

I was bored 1 day... randomly looked up other blogs by typing random blog address..

There was this other blogger with similar blog address..

with the same blog title as mine (Pandora Bxx) WTH??!

Call it co-incidence... (also remembered last time there was a blog with similar title also called Cheryl!)

Plus, (out of boredom again), i googled Pandora... or Pandora box.. wondered why chose that to begin with.. (I think i just liked the word Pandora that was why .. =.= )...

Quoted from wiki : Today the phrase "to open Pandora's box" means to perform an action that may seem small or innocent, but that turns out to have severely detrimental and far-reaching consequences

Sounds very negative yoooo... *touchwood* *choi* *badluckevilstuffgoaway!* 

never my intention for you all to read all the evil deeds i did ;).. or receive evil vibes (ok.. now I don't know what I'm typing... blame it at my local time its 12am I'm sleepy and hungry)..

Anyways, that prompted me to change my blog title..

and that took me days...

..

don't know what name I should change to... (Cheryl box?? hahaha)

Finally I thought.. why not just blossom cherrie! I used this nickname/username/msnname etc since middle school (when we kids back then heng using all sorts of nicknames for msn/icq/yahoo/messenger ! I love anything japanese since as early as then, especially sakura, so I started using this nickname .. it sounds happy (at least that's what I think), plus i've been called cherry almost my entire school life (damn 99% of the teachers who didn't know how to pronounce my name).

Used that in my online RPG character too

my blog address..

and now my blog title xD


Next, I hope I can give my blog a makeover... ~! time for new template!!

Monday not so blue

Just downloaded blogger app on my phone (hooray!) So it's more convenient (attaching photos wise .. since I usually take photos on my phone nowadays.. and I hate blogging words and no picture!)

Anyways woke up this morning at 7.30.. jumped out of bed and got into shower.. thinking it's a Tuesday.

Then realised.. its actually Monday. And I don't work Mondays :))))... by then I was wide awake. So started my usual b4 work routine eg check mails, fb, juice, criminal case (fb friends could tell I'm hooked to this game lol.. I just love finding missing pieces bit!)

Glad I didn't sleep in since I have been doing that quite a lot lately on my days off (thanks to staying up late). Definitely not a good habit! 

Gonna slowly cutting off korean dramas (tv dramas in general), criminal case (the intention to delete it off fb popped up in my mind today, well its a good start!) ETC.. slowly weaning off koreans bcoz the hosting site is constantly down.. HAHA

Had a breakky date with 2 of my colleagues... Went to coffee barun.. Despite being less than 10 minutes away from my place I've never actually dined there b4. They are known for their awesome coffee ( I think A Mother's Milk got their coffee seeds from here). Anyways ordered Sauteed mushroom mixed in sour cream + poached eggs (got them to changed it to scrambled) with sausages and toast

I loved it! didn't think mushroom goes well with sour cream (but mushroom goes well with anything haha).. the scrambled eggs were perfectly cooked too! Often encounter alot of scrambled eggs that were too soggy or just aint fluffy enough.... This one... DELISH! 

Sauteed mushroom, sour cream + sausages+rockets+toast+scrambled eggs @ Coffee Barun

Finished 95% of it as I was hungry before (tried not to touch the bread at home before heading here!)

Great to catch up with those 2 colleagues as we are normally to busy to talk at work.. Spent 4 hours altogether! Karen (1 of them) showed us her ultrasound photos (she's pregnant with her fourth :D).. baby looked so quick sucking his thumb! (actually, don't know the gender yet, but the head looks like a boy's head haha silly me!)

Now I have a gap till work time... Well, I mentioned that I have mondays off. But because I feel awesome yesterday/today, I offered to work tonight (since I don't think boss like working monday nights.. and his birthday was yesterday :)). and, I live close, time better spent at work then on internet :))

Now something random, while I looked into the mirror today, I realised (and could see clearly) my iris were brown! I remembered back in the days, my eyes were black, tried very hard (even got my friends to look at it) and agreed that its either black or very very very dark brown (well, i supposed black is not very possible, so lets just stick to dark brown)..

So am surprised when they look different today, or now. Makes me wonder if adult's eye colour change? (I know infants do)... Googled for answer LOL .. briefly got the idea that they may, depending on sun exposure? I don't know. Even my hair colour changes at times from dark brown to brown to black xD.. Anywayz haha just something got me curious about. :)

Fatty lifestyle (and a messy room)

HAI..

I vowed to blog more, then i got lazy (AGAIN)..

just like  how I vowed to tidy my room... and it still remains... MESSY (&UNtidy)..

felt like life can't move on when room's not tidy (WTH? )

for example,

I was telling myself to go out more... to shop.. to go for gym.. go for breakfast .. ended up staying at home because my head was telling me.. NO.. you should tidy your room..

when I looked at my room... man... it's so messy.. so much stuff...

even googled how to tidy a messy room xD...

still don't know where to start.. what to do with random items...

Then

I walked back to my laptop.. and surfed internet all day...

this routine continues and repeats without fail daily on my days off work..


So ya..

Life has been sedentary ... feeling so fat from lack of movement LOL...


before I finish, here's a shot of my unTIDY room

LOL such shame I fail being a woman



Ta-da

Failed sick leaves

last night, woke up from a really really bad abdominal cramp. Lots and lots of wind.

I was in agony for what it seemed like hours..

By the time I went back to bed it was around 5am.

Thinking to myself, if it occurs again gonna ring my boss telling him Imma sick couldn't go into work.

So it happened again, I rang him, surprisingly he was up already, and I could hear loud classical music on the background on the other side of the phone, Geesh he was up early (I thought to myself), but then he has kids to send to school so that was probably why.

After getting approval, I went back to sleep.

Then I woke up, only to realise, it was a dream.

Then went to work, saw him, told him, he sent me home.

Then I woke up again, wth it was another dream??????!!!!! don't remember what happened but I  could recall getting off work again because I wasn't well.

However........ shall I repeat what happened again??

altogether it happened THREE TIMES!!! I called in sick THREEEEEEEEEEee TIMESSSSSSSSS in my DREAM?????!?!!!!!!

Last but not least, it was around 7am probably, or just before, I could hear my door open, or was it not shut I don't know. My brother went out for work. It was raining.

Then I heard from the bathroom there was a sound from the drainage, then I squeeky sound, as if something crawling, from the bathroom drainage up, coming closer straight into my room, sound gets louder .. up onto my bed (I didn't see it but could hear it getting closer as the sound was getting louder, all within less than 2 seconds!) I jerked awake, feeling really shocked.

Then I thought to myself, was it another dream? I couldn't be sure this time. Since there has been rats in my house (we caught 3 using the mousetrap last week, not sure if there's more). I searched under my pillows on my bed, couldn't see anything, couldn't hear anything.

the sound I heard in my dream, must be the sound of my stomach playing up........

T.T

this was a total nightmare...

I didn't even bother ringing up my boss anymore. Must be fate that I was meant to go to work!


PS: seeing how pale I looked, my colleagues sent me home for the day. After making sure stuff was done for the day and the store was quiet, I left near around noon.

and had a good rest/sleep for 6 hours, FINALLY

想到世界各地

以前（也没多久就去年而已）某人说且本人也认同，人要乘年轻时，有体力少负担，多工作多赚钱 （老了有家庭了可没办法太拼命要兼顾家庭啊）。筹钱买房筹钱以备急需之用。


没多久，却改观了，尤其是自从到日本去旅行回来后。


真的好想到处去走走看看。没有AL不打紧，能的话我甘愿申请unpaid leave 再来个1-2 months break...


好多地方好想去看一看，一个人去也ok。


甚至念个short course overseas 也想试一试，重新当个学生在不同的环境念书. the diference is, this time i have the financial ability to do so, and to study what i am interested in.. and just immerse in the local culture...

以前小時曾經有個夢想, 就是要環遊世界!

小時還覺得是個很難達成的夢想,畢竟這要花很多很多的錢,感覺像是有錢人才能辦到的夢..

不過現在不一樣了,多了很多budget airlines, budget accomodations... new tech... 以前覺得是個不實際的夢, 現在不在是夢了,不難達成..


所以只要有機會,不想錯過..

畢竟青春是短暫的!


imagine old liao go climb here and there carry a bagpack on my back OMG i think i can die (even now I think I will struggle badly~ haha)

so now, where next? I don't know? anyone care to share any good places??


ps: this was a post created in feb/march as a draft but wasn't published.. so I thought I would do it now :)

回顧 old blog posts

Sometimes, often, after abandoning my blog for a long long time (eg now)..

I would go through my previous blog posts again, read them 1 by 1.. just for the sake of it ..

and then, TRIED to delete whatever that I felt kinda stupid HAHA...

Well I emphasised on the word TRIED, because alot of times, I couldn't get myself to delete them =.=.. call me a HOADER lol.. I like to keep memories of all sorts of things, be it significant or not...

也有一些文章, 以前因為不想太公開是什麼(搞神秘wth????? klar I just didn't wanna publicise it but still wanted to vent it out somewhere which happened to be my blogspace poor you people who read it), 所一些連現在我回去讀了都讀得一塌糊塗的 (aka I forgot the contents)! I guess it is a good thing, most of them were probably not happy memories, and I don't remember any of them now :)

Move on re my old posts... 

most of my 2012 posts, I realised.. were about my work life lol... I guess that was the time when I first registered, I was quite passionate about it (work life), I was eager to earn big bucks (ok not that big but its good to feel like you're finally independent! financial wise).. I worked alot... and I really mean... ALOT... even now, I don't quite understand how I did in.. but glad to say, I did enjoy.. It's not all pros though, I sacrificed quite a bit of my own time too... and health... and friends (when events were organised I was either too tired or working).. I hope that now I can balance me time, work time, and social time wisely..

have to admit not the best in terms of self management... (Eg.. I still have yet to fully unpack ever since moving into my new rental place in January!!!! help me unpack pleaseeeeeeeeee.... and.. I still haven't done my 2 years worth of Tax return OMGOMGOMGOMG)..



Hmmm I did not blog much in 2013... Have to rethink what happened during that gap hahaha..
Err 1 thing for sure,
I still haven't bought my laptop!!!!!!!!!!

and during the year, the day that I decided to let my laptop go to sleep (because I barely or you can say NEVER shut down my laptop)...  it decided to hibernate and died... Well didn't actually die die, it was resuscitated lol replaced the hard drive.. but gone were everything else... plus vista.. T.T .. now running on super slow win xp which is not even supported by microsoft anymore haih haih I need a new laptop.. Mac perhaps?

So.. remember to BACKUP all the time... (still not learning my lesson, still have stuff floating around on my desktop)...


Move on...

still yet to get a puppy... (in an old post I mentioned that I wanted 1)! I really wanted a cute scottish terrier...
but damn, so so so expensive!!!!!!!!!!!! (at least AUD 1k... and that might even be a dodgy 1!) broda offered to pay 400-500 as my birthday gift though, I have such an awesome brother!

I know alot of people/friends teased that I should look after myself first/work less/ travel less before I get a pet... but hey, how do you know that I won't travel less for the sake of my cuties?? I don't travel because of work *which is unavoidable*, but leisure .. and can't say that everyone out there that owns a pet do not have full time job.. IMO dogs are not that weak ..

I'm not in a hurry to get 1 (I was eager at 1 stage).. if a suitable 1 comes by, by all means I will grab it! if not, I will wait.. till I have my own house, so my dog has run around the house carefree wth LOL.. :)))

Here I attach a photo of the cutie..

Ah Oops..  That's not a scottish terrier.. X).. but a sulky Persian cat.. If any of you friends remembered, back in MSN days, I used that as my profile pic.. super love this cutie... didn't know it is a Persian till I googled persian cats yesterday and it popped up in 1 of the millionsss results LOL... LOVE the pao face

K who can resist these cute Ninja scotties?????? can't say no to them!

If only I can have both persians and scotties (am I being too greedy????)

kkk.. I think I summed up enough Re:thoughts about my old blog posts... tired d... time to nap facebook clean house

遇見幸福

昨晚我遇見幸福

說遇見,其實是夢見吧

很真實呢．

那時候感覺像是在馬來西亞．

至少我記得車門有大馬國旗的標誌ｗｔｈ？？？！

說到那個夢, 夢里與一班朋友,好像是一起去遊玩.

夢里有我的他.. 我與他,微笑的看著對方

我與他,還有一班朋友,大家都很高興的,乘坐一輛大型的車, 像是要去個地方

夢里能感覺到, 幸福感很充實..有一直不停微笑着的


覺得夢真的很奇怪...very mysterious..

無論夢里多不邏輯,卻會覺得很真.

醒來了會覺得, wth what was that??

夢里的那個他, 現實中我知道他是誰.. 是認識的...

不過, 與他半個撇都畫不上

我甚至現在懷疑自己,有沒有記錯人, 畢竟夢醒後很多事情難免不太記得 了.

我一開始夢醒了也不記得我做過這個夢.

只是印象中我的夢很美好,所以拼命去想去到底夢見了什麼

現在記起了,想要寫下來記下來.


Sometimes I wonder what dream is. Why people dream? Why it felt so different in a dream world? Things are so blizzard can feel so logical and real.

Don't know when I will meet my Mr, I really don't have a clue. Having being single for this long felt strange, but not in a bad way. :) of course if he comes into the picture, I will welcome him with open arms ROF, share everything that I love/found.. Till then, I am enjoying exploring different new things.. and the me time..

Nevertheless, thanks for the sweet dream. Although it was just a dream, it made me happy/smile in a way that I hadn't felt for a long time

I hope everyone else have a wonderful dream too (although its day time now hahaha, time for nap???!)

祝大家也有個好夢吧 ~

Love~