Another day

昨天不知why心情超闷超糟。 (actually it was since monday)


think i had too much caffeine during the day i felt agitated and wanted to kill people =.=


probably low DA in the body

was gonna clean the room... but fell asleep half way texting... (i slept at 10 O.O)


today will be a good day~

我要把负面心情改变成正面能量


God.. in You i put all my trust... please lead and guide me to wherever You want me to go

NZ

i miss new zealand so so much!

habits + etc

最近多了几个好习惯...

1 multivitamin a day

breakfast (cereals) every day

bedtime before 12 during work days (that is because i am so tired lately from work zz)

no takeaway coffees/lunches (but i have a cup of coffee with breakfast at home.. hmm )

plenty of nuts every day (with breakfast and lunch)

refrain myself from shopping (and hopefully.. going from interstates.. )

make full use of my phone credits (ok.. probably not a good habit haha.. but at least i am using what i am paying for... i very very seldom text/call anyone and sembang.. if i do it's a once in a while thingy.. unless the person is my bf.. or when stressed..)

contact home more often (我这个不孝女haha mum always nags when i have wings i fly far far no news)

oh, i discovered something interesting! (ok discover is not the word for it.. i don't know).. using voice memo instead of blog.. too lazy to type haha... but when i play it back.. it feels weird listening to yourself... but nevermind.. not like im going to play it back or post it x)

keep up to date with what i have to do!

rarr rarrrrrr i still have not looked for a job yet.. so slow so late i know.. but didn't want to look for 1 before when i have no confirmation about my registration T_T

Ielts

By the end of this week, I can get myself registered as a pharmacist (non-supervised!)!! didn't realise it is that quick until i counted my hours that I had completed..

and, finally.. my confidence is sorta back! passed my ielts...! was quite worried because I did not finish my writing paper T_T... really worried... i know i am competent.. but knowing that you are competent, yet unable to show that you are from unable to fulfil or achieve a task (stupid ielts)... i felt so...... = wanted to slap myself.... would start scolding myself.. why did i go out till late the night before exam... why did i not study for it (but like Thong and york mentioned.. u couldn't really study for an english test... or for essays... u get a topic and u write about it)...

i was stressed because if i didn't pass i wouldn't be able to get registered.. next available ielts test would be midjan next year!!!


but guess what.. managed to score above 7!

on top of that, scored 9 for both reading and listening!!!!!

at least i proved to myself that, my english improved since 5 years ago =) (YESSH my overall band score is better than 5 years ago too~~~ so glad, don't think i can score better in future unless i perfect every sections)..

"knew you could do it".. "we never doubted you for that"..."i have faith in you all the while"..

Thank you for that! well i have no faith in myself!

and thanks to those who wished me good luck.. indeed i must have received lotsa luck! (KN MZ JK DT????? xD)


after all the stress, i found out that i did not have to sit for it O.O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

apparently if i scored above 7 for every section for previous ielts test (i did 1 in nz 5 years ago), i could use that for exemption provided that i fulfilled every other requirements (Eg studied an approved course/ worked full time ever since)...

so yea... =.=

waste of money? not really... i can use that for my PR application now... extra points..=)

一步一步走

Now.. im learning to do things... 1 step at a time....


doing too many things at once is no good... (not all the time though of course!)


take things slow ba =)

Tears of JOY

Tear of happiness...


that's what I'm experiencing right now...

and i finally understood (as in why people shed tears of joy when tears are usually meant for sadness)...

When you thought you have no hope, and u were suddenly given 1... the heavy burden = lifted and gone...

真的轻松多了！


I am so glad

Thank you Lord.. you blessed me so much!

random #6 害怕

不说不代表没事没问题。

其实我也很害怕。

dream #4

昨晚梦见他！

1st time =)


not a bad dream.. 我好像是在转达些讯息

then i woke up shortly after

hi Summer 2011

what a way to begin my 1st day of summer


WOken up partly due to my alarm at 6.. partly due to my stomach


spasm/cramps... i was like.. crap... in pain... (and till now i have no idea why)

and decided to call in sick.. (have plenty of sick leaves left might as well)

was supposed to start at 12.. but did not want to wait till 11 to see if pain subsides.. what if it didn't, then they will have less time to look for someone else to cover

managed to get a few things done... booking done, hmr letter done, went to the immigration office to enquire about my visa done...

OK.. gonna be a very busy day tomorrow.... BIG oRDER coming in for first week of the month　T_T (at least i don't have to do the ordering today xD)

now i wish that i work weekend.. i can get so many things done during weekdays that i can't on weekends (since it is very likely that i'll spend my weekends out with friends... plus most shops/banks/offices do not open on weekends hmmm)

Doggie doggie

i want a pomeranian or short legged scottish terrier ~_~




and a slave to look after their eat sleep crap hahaha

random thought

it has been a month since i realised about 1 thing...


something that I've never ever experienced before


I like the idea.. i can't do anything about it (i probably could but just couldn't bring myself to risk it)

I am sad about the idea


haha i don't know what im talking about now =P


keep it to myself ba for now

感觉

以前都不曾有这样的感觉&想法...

loved

想想，我其实蛮受宠的..

朋友家庭...

甚至被宠坏了... 有时候

要知福啊..

hair dye

i have always wanted to dye my hair... RED...

I don't know how to describe the red that I like, not the bright red of course

Few factors that make me abit reluctant to dye my hair

#1 It may damage your hair

#2 What if the colour that turns out is not what I've wanted? (i will hate myself)

#3 My hair is not blackish (can be brownish.. my hair stylist thought I dyed my hair before, can be a good and bad thing = my hair was really brown, my hair was in bad damaged condition).. in a way it is sorta like, I don't need to dye it (last week Th thought i dyed my hair when he looked at it under the lights)

#4 I've never dyed my hair before.. so just for the sake of it... haha


i still would like to try red... 1 day!

i wonder if it would suit me...


(We tried it on Dao last week, it was cool haha.. )

11.11.11

this is just like every other day.. a unique special day... just like every other day..

i had a good day... good day at work... good day after work...

oh happy day =)

can't be bothered?

懒惰交新朋友，是因为懒的重新交dai自己的人生


so true..

秘密

我发现了... 连自己都搞不懂的秘密。

一个连部落格也无法告诉的事情。

有点沮丧啊


连我自己都不懂呢

too nice

can u stop being so nice?

=.=

人太好... not good not good

(not saying me of course xD)

friends for life

I really really like the photos of these 2... the smiles in there.. the people in there

i think i can be friends with them for a very very long time

(dunno what would happen though if 1 of them gets into a r/s.. well i know what would happen to me.. coz i always disappeared on them in the past.. now they keep paying me out/sus me out whenever i disappear again)...

i promise this time that i would officially let the 2 of them know/intro if anything happens... (although again, i did say the same thing after david's incident lol)..

oh wellz, for now i wanna be a single freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee person~!

friend

“熟悉让我爱你变得好困难”


saw this while i was streaming my series...


so true... so true

then i read this...


他們一開始是一大群死黨，
後來漸漸變成三人行，
最後兩人墜入情網，
另一人傷心離去。
戀愛中的人們，
通常不會再與死黨聯絡，
因此，甚至在他們分手多年後，
他們的朋友還是弄不懂，
當年到底發生了什麼事。
愛情總是無言地迫害著友情。

by 幾米的童話城堡

that's why my best friends/close friends and i, we are always just best friends/close friends =).. 想都不想 ~ don't want to affect the bond anyhow

passed my exam woohoo

i haven't officially mentioned it here yet..

I PASS my PHARMACY ORAL EXAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


the next thing to do, submit my long due intern program portfolio (to be honest, i haven't finished it swttttttttt, will do it for the next 1 hour and submit it to uni later)


and 1 more, ielts.... no ielts.. no pharmacist T_T how sad... stupid ielts...


and final 1, complete my intern hourssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss~!!!!

then i shall expect pay rise and upgrade! =P


but.... stress is coming... need to find a new job haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... starting to feel... VERY stressed...... why laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

脑袋有点乱七八糟

告诉自己，我没事

委屈，小事

帮了忙反而被说成是应该的，应该感激，我无话可说


或许一些事能忍就忍，毕竟是在食物链最低层嘛，

不好意思我一定会加几句意见，别人忍，你当成理所当然，我能忍不代表我会

random 1

就算你留戀開放在水中嬌豔的水仙
別忘了山谷裡寂寞的角落裡
野百合也有春天

听见幸福的声音

因为某些原因，让我重新打开这本充满回忆的书.. 被同学们开玩笑说像圣经一样的书（因为很厚）


好怀念


有时间的话我会坐下好好的翻阅一下

一定

=）

make own food!

instead of going out for desserts.. i shall start making them from now on...


cut down on going out for meals/desserts... less fattening.. more healthy.. save cash xD


which means... to cook more often too!

gourmet food i shall say good bye to u for now (probably won't totally avoid it... maybe just less frequent xD.. and only food that i am interested in!)

good sleep!

hmmm.. i did not know how i fell asleep last night... was in the middle of a msn convo (haha sorry i fell asleep!)

but it was good =)... had less then 5 hours sleep (in total) for the weekend... plus i worked.. so zombified... xD (昨天早上被朋友的phone call 吓醒=.=.. was meant to wake up early for breakfast due to friend's farewell.. but i did not wake up till they were outside of my house waiting to pick me up)

after breakfast.. zombified at home the whole afternoon =.=... finally got the chance to use my face mask xD... wanted to beach it initially but it started to rain T_T.......

at least managed to tidy up my room abit...

no more fei hua... more after work! ;D.. somehow in a blogging mood ~

till death do us part

Couple married 72 years die holding hands

till death do us part..

my favourite quote from the marriage oath..

在这年代，到底还有多少married couples 相信且 practise this vow?

i don't know.. but i still believe in it =)

meals

just realised these 2 days.. if i have a good breakfast in the morning, i could survive without lunch...

and if i have a proper breakfast and lunch... i could survive without dinner....

HMMMMMMMMMMM nice!

好累

好累

daily tasks

time for...

moisturiser+sunscreen q2h

H2O q1h prn

breakfast mane

coffee mane

multiV mane


i love to use our medical shorthand :D (good for lazy people)

apparently there was an earthquake yesterday... (news all over facebook.. trust adelaide to have something more exciting).. whoa i did not feel it.. but somehow i woke up at that time.. probably due to falling asleep at 9 with lights on and everything on =.=...

i need money!

now that i've finished my exam... things to look into pop up 1 by 1...


sigh i need money... who wanna buy my phone? $600 negotiable! (i really really wanna sell it.. i can survive without an iphone =))

shud start using my android if im getting rid of that iphone

spent $100 for first aid

approx $350 for ielts

$350 for my stolen toy T_T

need $3000 (at least.. i think?) to apply PR

driving lessons/test (dunno how much haven't looked)

HMR accreditation (probably gonna abandon that now that i have no moneyyyyyyyyyy)

another %500+ electricity bill =.= )split with housemate i still have to pay for my brother's and mine!)


have been making own coffee (no more buying coffee during work!) and instant noodles!


i'm sad

i know i have this impulse spending habit especially when i'm stressed (bought i think 3 tix prior past 3 exams/uni due tasks)!...

hence now im not getting that iphone 4s (if i can help it xD)! unless if it's via contract i supposed..

would even sell my ipad, but it has a few scratches and dent, not comfortable selling something not as perfecto.. i'll keep it

songs

最近一直狂听歌(especially after jacky's concert)... after exams, 开始追星光，然后又开始听很多情歌

越听就会越想唱k to try out the good songs...

越听就会越想开始谈恋爱 (imagine him singing to me hohohoho)

有时间的话要开始听听些老歌~~~

haih test

don't wanna think about how i did in exam today... make me feel even more scared..


T_______________________________________________________________T

well, at least i got a hot looking examiner...

adam philips is still as good looking as ever (.. but... still remembered that he nearly failed my AP EBM test)


at least i have 2 weeks of temporary freedom!!!!


really hope that there's gonna be a supplementary exam


this is what happen when u start studying 2 days before exam =.=

and btw... BUDDY thanks for studying with me!

hypoglycaemia

i think i am able to self diagnose some symptoms (especially after trainings etc)...

i was soooo thirsty today... mouth went really dry.... then started to feel dizzy and lack of energy... heart rate, dun remember.. wasn't like my normal self.. i assumed it might be caffeine...

after having some dinner.. my headache was gone.. i felt better...

i realised... it could be hypoglycaemia - low blood sugar levels.....


still abit dehydrated at the moment though... im glad that the headache is gone for now...


need plenty of rest

friend

每个人都有伤心难过的时候，有时我们会惊奇的发现，每次在你难过时听你哭诉，陪你伤心的总是那么几个人。在你快乐时，他们也许不会出现，但当你难过时，他们总是第一时间出现在你身旁，好朋友是一辈子的事 ♥

end of r/s

两个人的长距离恋情就这么结束了。

i feel sad for her, since she put in so much effort, u know she wanted it to work (even flew all the way from the States to stay over for 2 months... to see if the relationship was gonna work.. and took the board exam here.. just in case she is gonna be permanent here in future)..

according to chun, wilson seems fine... hmm but im sure, deep down probably not... it was very rare for him to get into a relationship in the 1st place.. (aka settle down since he can be quite picky)


but i dun blame her... imagine having the ex, the complicated, the female bestie and the current (herself) all in the same house... without considering/consulting how she would react/feel... we all agreed that was a total GG..

plus bits and pieces of others...

no motivation no OHM

craving for cake, icecream, and some adrenaline...


haih....

post kaboom event

just got home.. omg freaking 3am (but i fell asleep for an hour or 2 before that oh wellz)

and as expected, did not get any study done for today...

damn it still slightly traumatised...

when i think of it, accidents etc.. could have easily happened to anyone.... recalling how i dealt with things without thinking too much of the harm that could be involved.. could be quite dangerous... have to be careful from now on... it could have been me..


good thing i have private health insurance (BUT CHOY dun wanna have to use it!).. many ppl said young people dun need this kinda of thing.. but man, u never know... things could just happen... medical expenses are freaking expensive in australia!


on the positive note, it could have been worse... GOOD thing no injuries to eyes! nor throat...

good thing that you're still alive

haih means saturday not going to good food and wine show anymore... who wants my tix?

things happen

sometimes, things just happen.. u duno when.. u dunno wat..

it can just come out of no where... catch u by surprise

just that this time, it's an unpleasant one..

to be honest, shocking..

the last thing u would wanna do now is to be emotional..

but to giv support

pray

stressed liao

feeling the enormous stress............



final exam.. u better pass Cheryl! add oil~

rants.. again

i need 灵感 to write up my assignment =.=......

exam in 1 week's time.. and im in melb GG (ok, i booked this long time ago before i know the actual exam date.. i thought my exam was gonna be at the end of Oct haih)...

but it's good... i find myself, being able to actually rest.. and breathe properly (aka taking a break from work) when i was here away...

weren't able to rest properly even though i was not working when i was in adelaide (maybe because there were many other side stuff going on)... i should stay home more often.. but somehow.. i couldn't rest properly (friends would call me and then out i went.. but lately, i have been trying to be antisocial - financial crisis =.= xD)...

stuff lining up awaiting me - intern stuff, portfolio, exam, first aid, ielts english test, PR application, HMR accreditation (MAYBE?????), look for car! and learn to drive!, decide whether to go back early next year... JOB????? where to live next year?????

crap i have so little time T_T... i tried not to think of so many things and kept myself busy..

now that im home and have time and am trying to do my assignment (failing big time).. T____T .. starting to think alot alot alot... haihhhhhhhhhhhh... rants

start thinking.. or maybe not

感到好压力...

so little time.. so much to do.. alot to think about

Germs

Wilson checked my ears and said they were ok (even though they gave me such pain last week)

I felt better somehow the day after.. but damn it yesterday i felt horrible again (congestion etc), especially at work

plus the monthly visit =(.. stomach discomfort especially from standing whole day..


good day today i hope! at least, i managed to finish off the tasks that i wanted to, including today's! i'm awesome haha =D

Random convos about car

as much as i said i wanted a 2 door manual hatchback.. i could foresee myself ending up with a 4 door auto...

AND NO.. NO SEDAN!

Wilson: but i thought u didn't want hatchback or 2 door???

Me: why wud i want a family car when im still young!?????

Wilson: that was exactly wat i said last time!

Chun: she changes her mind like changing underpants

Me: =.=...

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Me: i hated a 2 door car before becoz i was the passenger.. now that im going to be the driver i don't care its my car im not gonna sit at the back =DDDDDD

Chun: exactly!

btw.. Chun, Wilson and Lorna all own a 2door manual hatchback.. that was how i hated 2 door cars back then becoz i had to sit at the back of their cars all the time lol (k Wilson's not exactly a hatchback, it is a coupe ).. they said they are gonna change to 2 seater convertible 1 day just to be selfish housemates LOL... (imagine only 2 housemates could go out together in 1 car GG)

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Me: maybe I should get a manual

Chun: but Ivan said he preferred auto

Me: i want a manual so that less people can touch my car

Ivan: nvm.. im a fast learner hehe

Me: =.=

*i can foresee Ivan to be the one using my car most of time if i get 1 in future*

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dun know what carrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... and $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

and.. still do not have the courage to drive on the road!

:)

"你在笑什么？＂

Then I realized.. I've been smiling to myself

Imagining things.. pretty things.. Happy thoughts

U

sinus pain TT

don't wanna wake up with ear aches and blocked sinus every midnight/morning T_T

more than 1 week already!

wonder if its allergy but not runny becoz the weather here is dry? (OMG im gonna fail my exam with such crappy theory)

i do have a history of allergic rhinitis plus other random food allergies in the past back in malaysia though.. but pretty sure this is not hayfever




ranting ranting ranting

finally, dramas

was very tempted to click like on fb when someone mentioned about me hating working at my place..

LOL i dun hate working at my place, i just don't like someone that's working there.. she is just stupid and rude.. full stop.


finally, someone (another staff) resigned today, and it was so obvious as to the reason why... i could understand.. i mean.. for me, i won't be permanent there.. i just think that i have to endure the rest of this year.. and im free from her.. i swear i would not take any shit from her when i become officially registered.. for now, 我忍！i know i can be very very patient (PLUS ignorant) if i want to.. but for that staff, she is a full time.. the only way to end her unhappiness is 1 of them quits.. she got offered another job so she quits.. fair enough... worst is the root of the problem didn't even feel any guilty but just try to put the blame away.. (oh wellz, the quiter didn't actually say the reason why, but when i asked her.. oh well.. we know why).. just hope that the manager realises the root of the problem....

already understaffed.. now this is even worse than b4.. im ready to take up extra shifts.. and my PIC is ok with it.. if that stupid lady gives me any more shit about shifts i seriously won't care anymore they can deal with screwing up the whole dispensary


anyways, whatever mentioned here stays here.. not even to your friends please

marriage and age

few weeks ago when we were in Melbourne.. had this convo about marriage while we were in da car driving towards somewhere i forgot

we were talking about 闪电结婚，whether u wud do it or not..

4 of us in da car...

so 1 said no (i think?).. 1 said maybe.. 1 said yes...

me? given some time to think about it, I would eventually not 结婚.. but knowing myself, I could make some spontaneous weird decisions when i am up for it (have to do that immediately though if not very likely i would change my mind)..

but... try not to la.. not good for da heart..

then, we talked about age.. would you (girl) date someone younger than u?

3 said yes as long as they are matured enough (or was it 2? and 1 was ok with same age younger by months).. me too... up till high school, i used to be against younger guys though (mum's advice + maturity).. then after that, i am ok with people of the same age.. then after, i find that pointless to get someone older when they act like kids as well.. so as long as he is mature enough dun care about age )ok maybe max 2 years apart)..

but now, i don't know anymore.. maybe someone that i could relate to...and importantly mentally stable!

diet plans

have to manage my diet properly.. being sick lately and i still haven't recovered!

feels like my body is lack of vitamins.. fruits.. veggies...

had too much junk past few weeks... my throat is so sore still!

at least my weight is back to the healthy range(gained whole 2 kilos)! just in time to detox! gonna pick 2 days to be my fruit and veggie days (have to make sure that they have all the nutrients i need though)!

maybe i should go back to gym... or run in the park or torrens...

im so motivated now hope it stayz this way (knowing me!)

lots and lots of water (reminding myself)

fruits every morning plus a cup of green tea!

生病

生病了



throat is very very uncomfortable right now =((((((

too long no blog

lots in mind.. no time to write...


2 words... STUPID people...

portuguese tart

my baking mood is back!

i feel like making some Portuguese tarts !

colleague made it sound as if it was not very hard to make.. well i hope so!!!!

so much to do so little time...


hopefully i will able to find some time for that :D


so excited!

dun need to go to for dimsum place for that anymore if i succeed hehehe

1st day of spring., and I was 45 minutes early for work..

Was planning to shop ar rundle mall.. But with work clothes on, kind of lazy to try on clothes..

Didn't realise I hopped onto the bus too early.. When I arrived at work my colleagues asked why I came to work so early.. Then only I realized it was 11.15am -.-...

Oh well oh well..

Killing time now..

And crap.. Boss not working today.. ( he got a replacement last minute) I guess I will have my 1st experience taking bus home at 9.20pm tonight at this danger zone! Please be safeeeeeee

diary

i like how i am using (just started) my computer idiary now.

It is very useful, just to note down whatever u want to, homework assignments events whatever happened for the day etc...

it is like an organiser too, u can add stuff for dates in advance =)

btw, hi spring! the season of blooming love xD

Salsa

me: i had my workout (exercise) for the day
York: really? so proud of u! (because he always nags about me not going to gym)
..............
................
York: wait.. did you consider Salsa as your exercise? =.=





YES i so did! it's like Steps, but fun =D... 1st time giving that a go... and it's free teaching (just basics of course)! but i always have this bad hand feet coordination =.=

GG to my gym membership... but again.. if i really wanna gym.. i could go to Wayne's.. since he has gym facilities at his place .. and it's a walkable distance and i have keyssssss xD

feet

Cl: wait till she (me) has a pair of feet...

work log

trying to keep track of my work progress.

I think I did well yesterday (if not, good enough).

It was a chaotic day, customer lost her drivers licence, some painful customers etc.

I was pretty calm in situations like these (people could perceive that as being ignorant though, i don't know about that).

But ya, alot of work needs to be done today, as end of the month gets closer, just 2 days away!

默契

你知，我知
你不（向别人）说，我不说
你不（向我）提，我不提
我们依然是好朋友

=)

corset

finally bought a corset top!

finally able to fit into 1 actually.. last year feb 2010.. i tried 1 before.. and it was a big fail (size 8 too big.. size 6 too tight T_T)

always wanted 1.. but it is not my type of clothing that i wud usually wear.. and it didn't fit before...

then last weekend liyin and i went browsing some shops to kill time after our high tea session... she spotted some on sale.. both size 6.. so she made me try it.. and it fitted!

and so i bought it =.=.. dunno when i'll be able to wear it though... it doesn't look casual unlike the 1 i wanted last year

the one from last year looks like the photo below (found from ebay):

cute?

i like mine too... but... perhaps not able to wear it just anytime... unless i have a top to cover it lol..

my mission: do not gain any more fats..... if not i won't be able to fit into it!!

work

想明年就头痛。

how to be better?

sticky notes

the sticky notes that i got from a colleague who is very guai gu... when i was at work... last year

can be on the bench.. stuck on my workbook... or behind my back .. and even on my hair =.= (very embarrassing when u walked out to serve customers without realising)...

nevertheless.. makes my workdays more interesting =)..

wuliao that i still kept them.. too much rubbish lying around.. so decided to finally get rid of them ~

time

alot to blog about, no time to write... and too tired to... might blog more during the weekend =)..

i can foresee the my weekend will be super busy again though =.=

not sure if God heard me...

the RM's attitude changed a little... to the better...

i could work in peace... for now... (hope it will be ongoing)...

i don't take shit from people who simply accuse me just because u think u could even if you are the manager (especially if I know it's not my fault).. i'll voice it out (that can be a bad thing hmmmmmmmmmm)

anywayz, thanks for the prayers dear buddies and family!

无聊

should i save up or should i go for pharmacy ball??



最近超无聊想做些无聊事~~~ （although work and uni have been very very very very busy!)

must start doin my assignments!

spent part of my night doing my discussion board... including the ones that i didn't do when i was sick (still haven't emailed them my sick certificate.. have to do that by end of today)..

and i have lots of assignments....... doomed! and my long due appraisal form...

today is gonna be a good day... HOPEFULLY xD

do you call that a date?

received a text.. asking me if i wanna hang out and have coffee together last weekend..


i don't know him well... we just worked together few times...


to be honest...... i don't think i ever went out for things like coffee with a guy that i am not close to (except for my dad's friend last time becoz i was told to lol)... i don't mind if it's a good/close friend we could just talk about anything... i don't mind if it's a movie since i don't have to pay attention to that person...

the thought of hmmmm ... sitting down... having coffee.. having to make conversation... hmm kinda 让我怕... 我怕我不知道该说什么... lol...

should i gym???

during the weekend, i had the urge to check on my weight since i haven't done so for.... more than a month i think...

so i bought a bathroom scale from harris scarfe! (on sale)

after all the food i had from barossa.... i am a good 38.1kilos!...

i hope calibrated my scale correctly xD


i was still constantly nagged to go to gym...

but u know.. so busy.. so tired (plenty of excuses)

Barossa Gourmet Food & Wine festival 2011

went to gourmet food and wine festival held in barossa valley's wineries this weekend...

it was really good.. they had a really good admosphere, live bands in every places we went to.. the food was of fine dining quality.. at only $15 each... they were very yummy (except for 1 of the dessert.. the pudding was abit dry... overcooked i reckon).. went to 5 places out of the total 18!!

and there was free wine tasting.. so i tried a few sips for each wine.. love the moscato from Jacob's creek... some yuck some good overall lol (i am never a fan of alcohol... or wine... but since York wanted to try.. and could tell he didn't want to do it alone LOL..... Liyin didn't have much coz she was supposed to drive)..

the live bands were good.. from pop songs to country... every wineries were pretty much crowded with people.. i think we were the only Asians there lOL (except for jacob's creek where we saw some other asians as well).. the weather was perfect!

and.. i spotted lots of cherry blossoms!!!!! lotssssss... didn't know SA has cherry blossoms... and some lamb chops as well!!!! i guess i don't need to go to new zealand just to see them now =D...


really shouldn't have that full glass of wine in a short amount of time during the final stop... (but didn't want york to drink alone so haha 奉陪咯）

stomach was abit weird i nearly wanted to chuck up when i just got home...

feeling better now though =D...

other than that.. i had a really great day! worry about homework/work later =)... hmm maybe now T_T

ended up not going shopping.. was planning to buy stuff today... as i walked passed the shops yesterday after church...

well this trip was kinda in-prompt-to so couldn't help it i guess (only thought of going at 2am this morning lol)... xD... 我和shopping没缘！

work stress

i really wanna cry when i think of my work place.. and the situation that i could be in... it's quite depressing...

pray hard.. that God will provide me a way.. guide me...

噩梦

昨晚做了个很噩很噩梦

且很真实

home alone

brother not at home again.. should have follow him out T_________________________T


but.. have a bday dinner.....

just took a tablet.. hopefully will feel better soon!

lock

ok.. im glad that i don't live alone now...

some friend got locked out of his house yesterday.... spent $500 to drill his house door and get a new lock...


ouch.. no more going out for food... miso soup + noodles everyday! (yessssssssss my friend who thinks miso soup issssssssssssssss goooooooooooooooooooooooood!)

oh crap i better go to church.. blog later

having a cold.. AGAINN

DEAR BOSS WHY DO U HAVE TO SPREAD UR GERMS TO ME WHEN I JUST RECOVERED!!???????

boss was full on sneezing+runny nose...

now i came home with it =.=


T___________________________T

travel

一个人旅行？？

sounds like a good idea..

sounds like a plan =D


yesss i got to start planning

1 step closer to achieving my dream

let the picture do the talking

:D

just woke up

very tired still after a 12 hours sleep...

and the weather is freaking cold..............


and.. it feels weird to still be at home.. when the day is.... DAY....


wish i could just stay home！！

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm which reminds me... how am i getting home tonight =.=........


will figure a way out

noob bendan

some bendan just woke me up..... just to tell me some stupid lame joke...


LOL............


and no.. i still hate that song... NOOB

tired much

不知道是不是因为病还在恢复中，今天特别累！

早上时他们还说我脸色很差... but can't help it.. shouldn't stay home longer... alot of work for me to do!

i thought i was ok by lunch but when i tried to read, my headache got worse.. i napped instead =.=

glad i finished most today~~


my methadone patients 还蛮关心我的lol.. (including that eye candy!).. i haven't been working for a while and he was asking if i felt better (the week when i took time off to study!)... others asked how i did in my exam =D...


明天上晚班，可以好好补眠

u r nothing i supposed

我没想到... 我对你那么重要.. 你竟然要那么费劲心思到处去向你我所认识的人诉说我的不是（非事实） for all these years。


受伤..难免吧..毕竟我曾经重视过你.. so not a gentleman...


the truth is... i can't control what u want to do.. if u want to spend the rest of your life torturing me bitching about me i can't do shit..

and i know.. i have friends that trust and believe in who i am... be myself that's all that matter

疼

我知道被疼是一种运气 =)

zodiacs

朋友曾经告诉我... 属同element的星座的人都比较合得来。

我是属风向星座的... (水瓶）..其他的风向星座有双子和天秤...


then i realised.. both my ex 都是风向的(天秤+双子）... my bendan好友是双子.. my dear buddy 是天秤...

and lots more..

what a coincidence...

oh ya.. my housemate is libra too...! i love her to bits lol

body immune system down

deciding to work or not tomorrow....


so tough!


i know im very sick at the moment..

took med yesterday... woke up way past work time this morning... with plenty of miss calls..

i heard no alarm clocks... or phone calls..... (that was how ill i am)

and i stayed in bed whole day today slept more than 12 hours (sleep wake sleep wake in between)

but i know we don't have enough staff in the dispensary...

and i know they wouldn't be happy to have not enough staff...

and i don't know what to do...


i have my sick cert covered till tomorrow.. if i really have to take another day off

sick

肚痛...想吐...感冒


really wanted to call in sick tomorrow.. but manager is not around and a locum is working...


can someone just kill me???????

wake

should i take a cab tmr? still wide awake now lollllll tiredddddddddddd

that's what happened when u work nite shift.. brain still alert from work

dreams

2 seriously WEIRDest dreams ever!


what did that mean?

Oh they were just dreams...

CNS never stop working even while in REM sleep i supposed

I whine!

i thought i could get more rest after exam..

but the week is busier than i thought...


so tiredddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd..............

long day today long day tmr... long day on fri... OMG

shouldn't have gone for movie marathon (not.. lol have been anticipating that since pre-exam.. no regrets!)....... Pool hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... see how i feel after dinner

back to work

dispensary claim was a disaster when i got back today =.=..........


DDA was a mess......................!


my brain is still worked up...


need to settle most of those stuff hopefully by tmr!

两情若是久长时，又岂在、朝​朝暮暮

《鹊桥仙》 秦观
纤云弄巧，飞星传恨，银汉迢迢暗度。金风玉露一相逢，便胜却、人​间无数。
柔情似水，佳期如梦，忍顾鹊桥归路。两情若是久长时，又岂在、朝​朝暮暮。

(stole this from KLN's status muahaha)

Happy Chinese Valentine =)

牛郎织女请别哭（damn it's raining here in adelaide can't spot the constellations!)

church vs exams

last year.. and the year before.. if exam was just around the corner, i would skip church totally, telling myself, hmmm i need lotsa rest for my brain later...

not today...

although my stomach is killing me T_______________T..... skip not skip? xD

might as well down some nurofen and head off now byebye

words /= mind

口是心非

surprise not

stupid menstrual cycle 你早来不来竟然选今天来！！！

no wonder... i was sooooooooo drowsy... this whole week.....

(and that explains my sudden breakout of pimples =.=)

must补充体力 T__________T


thank goodness it's Friday night... Sabbath.. i have a good excuse not to touch my books

countdown 2 days

最近开太多冷笑话...


考完试后我是不是就可以好好大哭一场呢？


还有两天

stressed muchr

brain dead..

stressed..

brain dead...

stressed........



STRESSEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!

yawn much much

3 more days...

oh no the days are getting colder again.......




gives me narcolepsy

.

i don't understand why he was telling me one thing, and did otherwise..

none of my business.. (i didn't even ask in the 1st place right?)

but..

was it that hard to just tell the truth..

just did it on purpose..?


算了吧...


Cheryl u r just having ur PMS moment.. don't get too upset

就是不喜欢被骗的感觉.. 一路来

pain

whatever i ate before.. did not get absorbed.... straight out...


i guess i should not touch any caffeine tonight...


what a pain T_T

plans nxt year

i told mum... that.. i might consider... Port lincoln next year (has the best TUna there apparently!).. if my old boss wanted someone there...

My mum was not for it...

she wants me to stay in adelaide..


oh well just a thought.. might not happen anyway... might end up still in boring old adelaide..

but again... anything can happen


chris is lucky.. at least he definitely has a spot at his work place.. from what he said.. good thing he didn't choose other job that was offered... dangerous

topeng

是不是在别人面前展现自己开朗的一面，就可以顺便把自己也一起给骗了？

LDR

Long distance relationship, is it even possible?

Yes I believe in it (as long as the biggest issue, trust is not a problem)

learning how to trust is the first step of developing faith in God

i read this somewhere... i think it is very true

Although, majority of ppl i know would agree that, it is nearly impossible... and tough to maintain a LDR...

but... i think...

When you have God in your r/s equation, things would different.. still tough... but.. better

i know of a few examples... that walked into marriage... eventually...

of course, 1 end must compromise, to move... to unite with the other... while the other, must show, the appreciation for such sacrifice too... it's not easy to move to a total stranger land, leaving your own comfort zone, spending probably the rest of your life there..

Wish Wilson luck.. can't wait to see him coming back with his future bride! :D

Tiramisu recipe wanted!

the coconut impossible pie was a success afterall!

my 1st time baking this year... after......nearly 3 years?????

my 1st time baking on my own without any help (i refused to receive any help LOL)....

glad everyone that tasted it like it! ;DDDDDD i only ate tiny bits and pieces the rest went into stomach of others (LKN u had the biggest portion of all LOL!!!)

it took longer than i thought though...

spent whole day not studying... =.=

felt guilty...


hence not gonna bake anytime soon...


BUT...

feel like... making tiramisu LOL

bet its hard =.=

瑰宝

我把一个星期后要干的事，今天中午终于finished 了


SWTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

22 episodes in half a day...


my mum was not happy BOUT THAT lol... T_T


and..


stressed liao

一年半

昨晚某人突然fb msged 我....


他说，他对之前的事感到抱歉。


他打了好多字..

说了很多很多..

偶尔显得很脆弱.. 很不像他。

结果，问了他一句...

醉啦？

猜中了。

一年半了

不知今天醒来他是否会记得

what a beauty

the weather is =)..


was planning to take my power nap to rest my eyes..

the weather is too good though.. don't wanna miss it

understaffed

1 day, i shall try some methadone and see how it tastes like...

was gonna do that with TA today... too bad.. was so busy after


ahhh tired

so many colleagues called in sick this week... understaffed...

uni dayz

was looking at my old mails... sorting things out..

came across stuff from uni...

and i :)

last year i did pretty crap(as in, didn't put much effort into studies.. i was sooooo sick of uni after finishing my honours project hence skipped alot of uni classes)...

still managed to pull through with a Uni Merit award (top 20%)! ;DDDDD have no idea how i did it.. but oh wellz... be grateful!

nothing to be proud of.. though it looks better on my CV (at least was awarded something every year, would look bad if i missed out my last year!).. haih.. need to update it soon.. for next year's job seeking...

am very slacked this year.. didn't even hand in my assignments on time, or contribute much to discussions.... work life just makes everything even harder (but, that applies to others as well.. i shouldn't be making these excuses)...

let's hope i survive my internship... man i dun wanna pay another 550 dollars if i fail my exam!

1 Tim 6:10

貪財是萬惡之根。有人貪戀錢財，就被引誘離了真道，用許多愁苦把​自己刺透了

- 聖經提摩太前書6章10節

For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil, which some reaching after have been led astray from the faitgm and have pierced themselves through with many sorrows


recently, being told of a lot of things, some that seemed very unbelievable..

some were once God's preachers... you never thought they would do things that were so wrong...

really do not like politics, however it exists everywhere even in church...hospital...

i guess it's human nature.. to be greedy.. to want more? (power/money/status)

there are many sides to a story.. but, i chose to believe the person who guided and helped me with his care, wisdom and generosity of course.. and i don't like it when the people i care get involved and hurt...

oh wells, pray hard for the "RIGHT" team

new phone wallpaper

always maintain positive thoughts... which then yield happy things as well? =)

realised that i did not have any wallpaper on my iphone since i swapped to the new 1..

just added 1.. everytime i use my phone, that picture would pop up, which made me smile ;)

how could u not smile by looking at that cute lil thing???? xD

wanna know wat it is? try kidnap my phone 1 day for few seconds X)


stomach is still hurting... hmmmm ate too much lately?? i could hear it making very weird sounds... (sounds like muscle spasm or something =.=)..no.. it's not diarrhoea

T_T

in great pain great stress

Dream

A dream is a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep

Pinocchio

“Prove yourself brave, truthful, and unselfish, and someday, you will be a real boy.”

- Blue Fairy from Pinocchio

delete

previous post deleted =)...

since u deleted yours... felt better?

talk to me X)

Proverbs 31:8

Proverbs 31:8
"Speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves, for the rights of all who are destitute.
Speak up and judge fairly, defend the rights of the poor and needy"


read this somewhere on fb

Success

after a messy post, here's something to balance that...



"In the end, the extent of your own success will be measured by the accomplishments that you have helped create in others"


Saw this in the toilet of Clare pharmaacy.. i like it..

although not all view success the same way


小时候想长大时当个女强人（i still believe.. i can do it)..不过，现在..多了选择.. 当女强人，有时也会很累，想有个肩膀依靠.. if i have kids, i would give up 90% of my work to nurture them... at least that's what i have in mind now, i might change my mind in future =P (maybe husband can be househusband and look after kids while i go out to work hahaha just kidding)

http://www.adelaidenow.com.au/property/news/suicide-box-student-unit-plans-condemned/story-e6frefgc-1226098639824

This news article reminds me of East West Apartment (where i used to live). That place WAs really like a suicidal box! i felt depressed everytime i tried to study in that tiny puny room (or live in there, wonderful that i survived not 1 but 2 years!)

I shouldn't complain, it's not cheap (compare to living in the suburbs).., just 5 minutes walk away from my classes (not just uni itself)... shopping places/eating places are just 1 minute walk away (behind my apartment).. grocery shopping is 7 minutes away...

It's relatively new/modern... the space.. was just too... cramp... for 3 people to live in... dun have enough space to breathe, no ventilation in the rooms...

it will be good that the government stops these developers from building more of these apartments to scam foreign students' money LOL...

Empower Me

Nobody knows, how weak I am, better than You

i woke up, with this song stuck on my head...

Empower me =)

more quotes

Missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you have seen them or the amount of time since you've talked. It's about that very moment when you're doing something and you wish that they were right there with you

"i miss how happy i was with you"... "i'm really hoping that you miss me too"


saw these quotes...

could u relate to it? myself.... maybe? sometimes?

at the moment..... couldn't really... too stressed..

i just wanna be pampered~

occasionally i still miss the people i care for... when my mind is less busy =)

had a bit of dramas going on at work today... it was hell of a day... felt... REALLY... TERRIBLE...

like a pipe went loose or something...

but it all ended alright... im glad =)


LOL.. im gonna start adding random quotes that i come across and like... xD

head and eyes are so sore right now ='(

work = "wonderful"

seriously, not happy...

today's work - horrible

hate it when people simply accuse you, in a rude way

to have quite a bit of experience in management... i was very surprised/shocked to see the way she acted / interacted with people... very bad PR or whatever you call it.. just not appropriate and RUDE

i gave her a benefit of doubt.. many times... could stand it no longer

i was glad, some colleagues understood... and felt my frustration..


please give me more patience!

solution to 2

2 saturdays ago, i was emo from the sermon that pastor preached.. a topic on 2 stuff...

which i could not figure....

HOW to...

i couldn't do both... i could do the former... but not the latter... or the latter.. not the former.. then i realised, i couldn't do either...

which made me sad...


i found my answer last saturday.. via another sermon (unrelated)

as for what were those 2 things, and what was the answer for it (at least i think that is the answer... i might be wrong? LOL).. shall leave it for next time =).. time to sleep

no more desserts! hmm maybe less

all work no play makes Cheryl a rich kid...

OK no more desserts! (at least not three times or more a week)...

less eating out....


if i do so... could save up at least 500 half a year on desserts ALONE... (definitely alot more if i eat out less)...

Galatians 5:6

For in Christ Jesus neither circumcision nor uncircumcision has any value. The only thing that counts is faith expressing itself through love.

Proverbs 17:22

A merry heart doeth good like a medicine: but a broken spirit drieth the bones.

Proverbs 17:22

workload

so tired...

very exhausted

the thought of workload and internship tasks are slowly haunting me.........


stress is crazily building up

......................


keep a cheerful heart and mind!


i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me! Phil 4:13

After not using my Optus number for a while.. Just realized that it got hacked.. Lol

Have to abandon it? But it has such a nice number!


Very extremely exhausted lately, from work. Ppl noticed that I looked tired.. Especially after work, just wanna cuddle under my quilt and sleep..


Very very tired.. And I haven't finished my cases for tmr.. Damn it sleep time

SE

feeling nauseated...


it's all in the mind i will be ok!


would love to skip training though... unpaid work early tmr i need the rest (have to use my annual leave to work =.=)!

BUT...

it's important to have good work ethics in order for the people above you to be impressed and not complain (i need a good resume for next year haih)

and i need a massage =/... very sore back i feel so old with these sorts of complains

blog walking

got my jab today... i hope i dun fall sick this time!

came across these when i was blog walking

hehe i like!

男孩婚后对自己的妻子比婚前更好。一次聚会朋友笑他：“怎么结婚了还那么腻…？”他讪讪地笑着说：“结婚前很多男生都想追她，很多男生会对她好，我只有对她更好才能追到她；结婚后对她好的男生越来越少，我只有对她更好才能不让她失落。”我所做的就是想让她幸福。说完，在场的朋友都沉默了。

it's very sweet =)

2nd 1:

“如果胖的我跟瘦的我同时出现，你会选哪一个啊？” “当然是胖的那一个啊。” “少骗人了，哪有人会选胖的啊。” “……因为，胖胖的你没有人疼。”记得，当时我哭了 。 也许这是他对我说过，最浪漫的话。


to be honest, i don't prefer guys that are too thin.. not as nice to hug/pillow!

其实幸福不难，不过to realise how simple it can be achieved, can be a difficult thing

Day off again

Got my day off for this thurs and fri..

Better make full use of them :))

Wasting my annual leaves randomly -.-

Hanhdorf Drive

Yesterday, out of no where... we ended up driving to Sterling

i felt WOW coz i was actually thinking of that place just a night before

Saturday, when i woke up..feeling rather gloomy... went to church... spent the morning.. the soup was very yummy (i wanna try reproduce that brocolli soup!)

After lunch and youth meeting, we weren't sure of what to do.

and we didn't want to go home and sleep, what a waste of the day (even though the weather didn't look good)..

Then Chun suggested to go for a drive (he drove not me of course).. i was up for it (since i love car rides alot haha).. i was like HMMMMM Sterling? He then said.. That was where he was planning to go... oh yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaa hi five! great minds think alike xD...

Sterling has some really nice european feeling... would be really pretty in autumn!

drove to Algate.. explored slightly further.. but turned back coz we weren't sure where we were heading to...

then we went to hanhdorf.. to a place where he accidentally discovered last time..

it was a VERY PRETTY PLACE.. vineyard.. again.. would be lovely in autumn full with grapes ready to be harvested

ivan and alex were sleeping at the back of the car =.=.. i would fall asleep very easily.. (at 1 point i did! so tired).. but as the passenger next to the driver, i was told last time that i shouldn't

uni memories

i kinda miss my uni friends.. and times when we were in 4th year.. (and some during 3rd year)..


happy times.. i met lots of wonderful people


sad times (stupid thesis)


there will be some moments that i will cherish for a lifetime

food = procrastination

study makes me procrastinate... (well im sure it does that to everyone)

and makes me update my fb more ... my effort from last 2 months went down the drain ROFL..


craving for French cuisine now................... does Adelaide have good French restaurants??

exam stress =.=

an old poem once taught

If - Rudyard Kipling

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!

sleep

i love being able to sleep in during the weekends


but

everytime it hits weekends... especially winter...

i wake up... with a 沉重的心情... the weather outside... is rather gloomy...


not a very pleasant feeling

road trip plan #1

i was told that Sterling is a pretty place

would like to drive there 1 day! it's not even far.. hanhdorf distance~

Cold weather

Went to gepp cross for lunch..

Had cold roll at some Vietnamese restaurant..

The weather is soooo damn cold!

and the stress... begins

after this weekend... there will be 4 whole week of stress T________________T



aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

July's devour

devour's dessert was better in June compared to July..

haih mandarin souffle no more

but at least their desserts are better than eggless or aviary or sugarbowl

drive

i will not drive a car that does not belong to the person who lend it to me..

or a car that does not belong to a friend of mine (except rented cars)

and when the owner probably doesn't even know that i am offered by somebody else to drive their car

that's not the way to do it.. but anywayz.. 谢谢你的好意

productive day doin unproductive stuff

remembered how i mentioned i was supposed to go to Chun's house to study?

ya we ended up going!

before that, Wayne, who's currently on holidays .. had nothing better to do as well, suggested to try some pastry/cupcakes at a cafe somewhere in the city


since i had my day off and had a light lunch/snack at home only (we decided not to go to stag because we weren't hungry enough).. so yes off we went (good thing he lives only 5 minutes away from me!)


we found the cupcake cafe... and when we walked in the customers there were mostly girls LOL... it was quite packed as well.. the environment was quite nice... Wayne liked it alot (although everything was so pink =.= LOL)

there was where i got my coffee and hence couldn't sleep last nite (brain too worked up by the caffeine)... the cupcakes were good =).. not too sweet, yet good..

were there chitchating for a couple of hours.. then chun rang me... he just woke up from his sleep... and was bored.. and hungry LOL... and wanted company for dinner.. both of us were still full from the cupcake and drink.. and it was still early! not even late tea time.. (plus someone else asked me for dinner.. although at that time i wasn't sure if it was gonna even happen).. but then we decided to accompany him

so ya he came to the city to pick us up back to his house =.=... we chilled there till my brother came back from Melb and went to the airport to pick him up since the house is very near the airport

i was trying to study at their place.. borrowing Wing's pharmacology book that's there.. but the 2 of them kept talking about games.. LOL i got distracted xD

after picking Ivan up from the airport we went to IKEA nearby for dinner (chun had to work at 7 so all decided to have early EARLY dinner)... well actually, the rest of us just had some snacks XD they were pretty good..

and i went window shopping.. i love shopping for furnitures in IKEA.. they have all sorts of interesting stuff!

then, back home.. watched masterchef!

i had a productive day =) (doing unproductive stuff HAHAHA)

still awake!

the coffee i had this evening is keeping me awake now =(((((((((

broda

it's good to have ivan back home =)...


a pile of dishes waiting in the sink for him LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

food

it's a good thing i ate beforehand


oh wellz oh wellz ;) (seriously.. no point to get angry or anything when u know that's gonna happen.. however... nvm i was just speechless.. 所以说我直觉有时还蛮准的 xD)



damn watching masterchef makes me crave for fine dining


$$$$$

thank goodness billy is back! i think he was the reason why REd team won! =DDDD

addition of another chef

found myself another chef ;DDDDDDDDDD

can't wait can't wait

corned silverside and yorkshire pudding i shall be the guinea pig xD

day off

was planning to go to Chun's place to study/sleep/do watever..cook? today... but i overslept!!!

my alarm clocks failed to wake me! (ok maybe got woken up once but i went back to sleep)...

by the time i woke up night shift had ended hours ago and chunnie would be happily sleeping at home (he worked in the city could have gotten him to pick me! i still dunno where exactly they live never actually notice around whenever they picked me to their place)

used to study/eat/sleep/skipuni at their place in 1st year (although it was a different house and location now!)... i can never study at home.. too much distractions!

so far i have read 10 pages of AMH.. did some laundry cleaning.. ok i guess not too bad yet xD

stag has 50% off for steaks (weekday lunch specials)... i forgot about it coz i never go for it (since i dun have the chance to.. i work weekdays office hours oh wellz T_T).. by the time i remembered.. i already snacked on some food at home and not hungry anymore.. wayne too!

... anywayz.. i love my day off!!! i wish i have more days off from work!

goin out for afternoon tea =DDD

wat to do

what shud i do on my wednesday offfffffffffffff????

kang ying couldn't come to adelaide anymore... housemate decided to go to melbie to meet her


T___________________________________________________________________________T


aiyerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr


no chance to drive car LOL

KIDS

after watching colic baby on utube in today's seminar..

i dun think i wanna have kids... they are scaryyyyyyyyyy...


and postnatal depression and mastitis and everything...


be a mum - phobia


dun get me wrong i still love kids.. some of them... just... scary

the thought of being a mum is scary

uni work semi done

yesterday i didn't even know what i fell asleep or what time i woke up again...

i remembered falling asleep at 12ish .. set my alarm clock at 1... woke up.. type 1 sentence.. went back to sleep... woke up at nearly 4... laptop still on my lap... went back to sleep.. woke up at 6 again... put my laptop away (becoz i could feel the heat on the quilt.. dun wanna overheat it!)... went back to sleep again till 7... =.=


not satisfied with my work.. but ... that's wat i get for not doin it early...

not looking forward to the grades...

seriously.. i did so crap =.=


well at least get over and done with.. i wanna focus on my exam! instead of stupid assignments sighhhhhhhhhhh


i am bringing my V drink to uni!

med

how many people took up medicine because their parents tell them to? because it is a prestigious career? because they reckon smart ones shud go for med?

how many of them genuinely have passion for it?

stress building up

昨早醒来就不太舒服,病了两个星期加上考试压力加上凌晨四时才睡，所以请病假了。


每次考试近了没做准备，就很压力，大小事都容易emo。

昨天看到外面天气那么好我心就超不爽。也觉得不该一直睡浪费这么好的天气，虽然病了要多休息。

Since I did not go to work, Cl picked me up earlier than planned to their place.

I fell asleep straight away when I got there. A very restful sleep.

everyone in the house were sleeping except da chef, cooking his ramen away... since he needed to feed old man wing before he went for his night shift.. poor thing..

心情

words .. hard to describe... how im feeling.. now...

你懂我懂

im the 1 who should say thanks..

but... thank you.. is not enough..

hence why i said.. hard to describe

有想哭的感觉...

good weather bad mood

正妒忌着外面的好天气

脑袋很空白


stupid i spent so much time reading a useless stuff... not 1 but 2...

computer has too much crap to clear..

got to backup stuff... but need to find a HD...


and...

i think im starting to feel stressed.. and i hate that stressful feeling

sleep sleep sleep

i dun think im the only 1 that remember guaaaaaaaaa


nevertheless... oh wellz =)

july one

start of the new financial year...


time for tax return soon!!


finally.. it's friday..

gonna be a very busy weekend i supposed

last day of financial year

work today felt like fri... it was a very busy day...

road trip next week??? =DDD


where to?

tired but caffeine high

今天一直被上司灌可乐to make sure that i dun get too tired ROFL


忘了我不能喝可乐(more like can't drink too much).. oh wellz... there's always nexium!

late thursday

could easily waste my morning doin nothing except for lazying in bed

dun quite like winter it's abit gloomy.. not much sunshine today

mid winter tomorrow onwards!

alot of assignments due this weekend... uni this weekend...


stressed much? yesyesyes! need some distractions =D

发呆

im amazed that im still wide awake.. looking at how much sleep i had yesterday (which was barely)..


发呆ing...


thinking of what to do tomorrow morning

突然间.. 有点想去海边

another day to complain

gonna start late tmr and end late =.=..

have to close and process dispensary claims after end of trade thanks to end of financial year

T__________________T

well at least i get to wake up late and do something productive before work?


wonder i should reapply for my proof of age card since i misplaced it (no time to properly search for it =.=)..


seems like alot to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dunno where to start

better day tmr hopefully!

just bought an AMH online =.=... gonna sell it to my boss if i regret later lol... expensive.. but i guess i need 1

毁容pt2

u know how previously i said i 毁容了？

it wasn't that obvious since it's near my eye.. and i have dark eye circles.. so kinda camouflaged...


but my retail manager noticed.. and asked me what went wrong.. did someone abuse me?? in a very serious tone (i usually joke abit with her xD)...

it was just an accident of course =.=... still hurts though

but the back pain from the fall is getting better... i can sit without complaining that it hurts anymore =DD...

talk about 祸不单行 ahh...


yesterday, i tried to open my new jar of vegemite (my bro chuck away my old 1!!!)... it was so hard to open i injured my palm from doin so (friction ==)...

at least i get to eat my vegemite xD thanks to my housemate (she took a lot of tries too before succeeding in opening the jar!).. what a stubborn vegemite

and.. 胃不舒服... damn it

i wanna call in sick.. but i shouldn't..

alot of work waiting there for me =(

caffeine overload

thanks to caffeine im still wide awake!

maybe just too much in mind..

but p was right, no harm done = should be grateful about that


thanks for the consolation...

time to try to get some sleep? =]


nitenitenite

A good apology

A good apology has 3 parts:
1. I'm sorry 2. It was my fault 3. How can I make it right?
But usually people forget the 3rd part.

Came across this from LSH's status update..

So true..

sometimes, we even ignore the 1st 2...

i did realised b4, and am trying to make amends haha... let's hope my dear friends will forgive and forget xD (told them to tell me off straight away next time if i offend them even in the tiniest ways.. but again, i should be less ignorant, and realise it myself and not wait for them to tell me off? lol)

work is very tiring!

this year would be good if i don't have to do my internship.....



work tired home sleep...


i cannot sleep in peace knowing that i have so much things to do arghhhhhhhhhhhhh



T_T

nevertheless... brain dead... sleep time...

sigh did nothing today except sleep.........


so dead tired

weekend's over

enough of Vitamin D...




sweet dreams sleep tight! =)

food and workout

38.4kg few days ago...

i still can't believe that im under 40~~~~~... it's not JUST under 40... 1.6 kilos... alot to go to get back to 40 teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee



i can eat with no worries~~~~~~~ and i did...


followed by meat+mcd+food+more food+desserts


ended up with indigestion now


i should start working out =.=... to increase my metabolism... so that i can indulge in more food xD

paiseh very full of myself now keep boasting... this is a once in a lifetime man who knows later u see me being fat again... haihhhhh...

letters to young lover #1

came accross this passage (letters to young lover)... from mother to child who just got married.. thought i shall copy and paste it here..

although it's a Christian's writing (by Ellen White) ... i find that it does apply to all marriages... good advice i would say =)



Edson was the second of Ellen White's four sons. Because of her extensive travel and other responsibilities throughout her busy life, she had to be away from her children. A large collection of her letters to them has been preserved. The following letter was written to Edson and Emma in 1870 shortly after their marriage, and represents a mother's hopes and prayers for the home that has just been established. The counsel shows a loving mother's care for her son, but carries the added dimension of her own experience in receiving divine messages from the Lord in visions.

Camp meeting Grounds Clyde, Ohio
September, 1870

Dear Edson and Emma:

You, my children, have given your hearts to one another; unitedly give them wholly, unreservedly to God. In your married life seek to elevate one another. Show the high and elevating principles of your holy faith in your everyday conversations and in the most private walks of life. Be ever careful and tender of the feelings of one another. Do not allow a playful, bantering, joking censuring of one another. These things are dangerous. They wound. The wound may be concealed, nevertheless the wound exists and peace is being sacrificed and happiness endangered.

My son, guard yourself and in no case manifest the least disposition savouring of a dictatorial, overbearing spirit. It will pay to watch your words before speaking. This is easier than to take them back or efface their impression afterward. Ever speak kindly. Modulate even the tones of your voice. Let only love, gentleness, mildness be expressed in your countenance and in your voice. Make it a business to shed rays of sunlight, but never leave a cloud. Emma will be all to you you can desire if you are watchful and give her no occasion to feel distressed and troubled and to doubt the genuineness of your love. You yourselves can make your happiness or lose it. You can by seeking to conform your life to the Word of God be true, noble, elevated, and smooth the pathway of life for each other.

Yield to each other. Edson, yield your judgement sometimes. Do not be persistent, even if your course appears just right to yourself. You must be yielding, forbearing, kind, tender-hearted, pitiful, courteous, ever keeping fresh the little courtesies of life, the tender acts, the tender, cheerful, encouraging words. And may the best of heaven's blessings rest upon you both, my dear children, is the prayer of your mother.

Mother -- Letter 24, 1870

face

我毁容了

T_________________________________T

face in pain now

dog craving

我想搬家！

currently, i have no reason to move house... well my family prefers me not to, since Ivan is still studying, that will be more convenient for him.

The only way for me to move house = landlord wants my place back; rent becomes too expensive (unlikely, since i have another housemate to share the cost); if my workplace is tooo far for me to travel aka countryside

the sole reason i dun mind going country to work... is ... I want a puppy ROFL!

wanting a puppy = 1 of the reasons i feel like moving to a different house that allows me to have 1

unless someone can take care of my puppy for me.. i just have to visit and play with it (ahahahahaha how convenient)...

have been puppy craving for a longgggggggggg time since the start of this year

but i guess it's impossible for now... =/


i want a moodle / cavoodle / yorkshire terrier / pomeranian !

miss home

i miss home!

Ivan is away for 2 whole weeks

he and chun packed a few lunches in my fridge so that i won't actually starve to death =.=

hope this 2 weeks will past really quick, if not i will be so lonely T_T

你开心就好

glad that you are smiling now

guidance

Trust in the Lord Always. And Lean Not On Your Own Understanding. In All Ways Acknowledge Him And He Will Make Your Path Straight.

老地方

老地方

病好！

Took med and rested napped slept...

finally.. feeling so much better! throat is still bit weird.. but at least it's not sore now (and not later hopefully!)

=)

another day another dollar

fat boss 报平安

i know the title is kinda SWT.. ROFL pardon me

fat boss is back...

a very tired one~~~~

damn skipping gym today... sorry york... very sorry.. i know he is gonna be so disappointed in me again (oh wellz, he already did)..

didn't keep track of time, slept too late yesterday..

okie updates! =), for the one who called me fat boss =.=...

a few of u might have asked me already whether im ok..

TO be frank...

things were going according to what i imagined it to be (im not saying it's good or bad)... =)

past few days, i was actually alrite xD

okie... i dun wanna jinx myself... emo again later or whatsoever..

but so far.. im alrite~

wellz,

i am a rational person... (可惜我是水平座啊xD)

there are a few things that i could never tolerate.. 背叛.. dishonesty

once u cross the line, there is no going back =) (again, dun wana jinx myself.. i think i always do lol oops)

what doesn't kill you only makes u stronger

我知道我是个遇强则强的人（ok im simply abusing chinese idioms probably using it incorrectly.. what i meant was, i will not let tough situations get into my path that i want to go xD..)

have better things to do than to waste my time on things that i consider insignificant

Such a messy post I shall edit again later

Hypog & dehydrated (too much heater) today nearly fainted x.x

Good thing is we have junk chocolates in my pharmacy .. Felt much better after

Wth with this hypo thingy.. I went to maccas 3 times for the past 2 days should have enough glucose/energy not the opposite -.-

Maybe due to lack of rest as well during the weekend.

Good to catchup with my gurl~ she has been studying and acing her subject now thank goodness..

So hard to date her lately with her being bz and me being lazy.. But she was in a random mood yesterday so she sorta dragged me out while thork were at a bday party.. (would hav dragged them as well oh wells xD)..

It was funny how we have such different personalities yet we get along pretty well..,

We just filled each other with goss.. Talked about the Old days.. How 2009 was abit of a drama for both of us.. I'm glad that I'm actually over c now.. It dragged for a while.. Funny thing was the first thing she asked about me was not what went on lately, but how was c and I..
we just zone out and daydreamed at maccas that we didn't realize it was 1 -.-

simple things

little simple things make me happy..

this evening, kinda surprised.. and happy =D


made my day <3

Fear

痛，多少都会有的

知道痛的来源，知道会痛，就很自然的不要去接触了。

我也会害怕痛，很怕

from morning

LOL this morning.. had some 感触ing moment regarding my 2 close buddies while i was browsing photos from melbie...

im used to arguing with york about anything random.. poor thong has to be da peace maker

nevertheless.. they are 2 good people =)

i might lose touch with other ppl from uni after grad.. but i will keep trying to stay in touch with them

anywayz.. blog later.. shower time

NOOOOOOOOOOOO

just found out that my exam is at the beginning of August, not end of august


i haven't touched my books yet =.=


and i was plannin to go to melb just before Aug T_______T guess i can't now sobbbbbbbbbbbbb

need to start studying...


oh uni .. love and hate relationship we have here

reminder phone!

must not forget my phone again today....!!


damn it thought i left it at home yesterday.. freaking bored at work.... then we had staff meeting till late at night

by the time i got home it was 8.30.......... T___________________T... no rest no rest


today is gonna be a busy day~

holiday mood

damn it.. didn't shop much during the last melb trip..

was in too much pain thanks to period coming right on the first day!

and lack of sleep... goodness i fell asleep at the bar lounges and karaoke on sat and sun (was gonna escape from them and find minzhao.. but they were right, i wouldn't be able to spend time like this with them next time when we are fully busy at work.. so might as well.. plus paiseh to disturb minzhao who is still busy with her project)...


shopping... nope.. didn't shop much... while the girls went all out on monday.. i went back to the hotel to play bridge with the others... and then went sightseeing instead... missed out on all the sales T_T ..but.. when i have no mood i dun shop.. so meh why bother

and then prepare to go to the airport to board my plane... and then got my flight cancelled...

i was actually happy XD.. (get back my airfare refunds!!!!! they are freaking expensive =.=) feel very sorry for my workmates though..


haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........... adelaide has nothing to shop T_T... more like... i wouldn't be bothered to shop when im in adelaide because im at work most of the time!!!

why did i agree to work this saturday haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiihhhhhhhhhhhhhh...... need to figure a way to get home after =.=

teehee

1st thing Stef said when she saw me: Cheryl u lost a lot of weight!

XD xD im happy hehehee...

and and.. i fit into a size Xs t shirt perfectly now! =DDD.. i remembered trying the same Tshirt 3 years ago in melb... but didn't buy it coz it could trace out my fats =.=... i wasn't as fat as last year at that time...

of course, if i do put on any weight at all later, that shirt would not be perfectly fitted anymore xD...

no workout required.. u just got to work full time like me =P... and travel more xD


need to work on my eating habits though... once i miss a meal my stomach will play up.. i suffered during melb trip =(... but PMS+caffeine contributed towards it as well!

improve

lack of experience in a relationship makes me realise that, i have so much to improve on.

i want to give my best in it; if things don't work out, at least, you know you gave your best you could.

good news

just a while ago i told mum that I don't wanna get a full time job next year even if it means i can't apply for PR then (well i don't mind that much as long as i have a valid working visa)


but now the good news, retail/hospital pharmacists are gonna be added back to the Skilled Occupation List (SOL)!!! effective as of July 2011.... rolling on my bed with joy now hehe

make me less reluctant to move to country areas to work... since.. i know i don't have to be stuck there for at least 2 years! i can just stay there for a year =D

Somehow, bits and pieces fall into place... thank God for that =)

health cover

couldn't sleep.. as expected.. shall blog to kill time =)

oh i finally signed up for private health insurance!


some may think it is unnecessary (according to my colleagues, we are still young, don't need insurance!)

some may think it is expensive (i think so too! especially for overseas people like me =.=)

but hey, we could spend money on good food, luxuries... why being stingy about your own health cover?

so in the end, i decided to finish work earlier (which was good, i was too tired to work today dunno why hahhahaa), went back to the city, and straight to medibank..(我办事效率还蛮快的lol only thought of it today)

the ones that cover Extras are freaking expensive (about 100 more per month).. i was gonna opt that out.. but the agent told me that she could waive off my waiting period for some of the Extras if i sign up for it today...

and it's not a contract thingy, i can swap back to different cover whenever i want.. since it is about time for me to get my dental check up+scaling+cleaning, and i have some freaking expensive prescriptions that i want to be filled.. altogether cost more than 200, hence my plan is to get all the benefits (maybe make a few contact lens/prescription glasses for fun since it's covered anyway xD), and then swap back to the basic health cover..

lol.. i have to make sure that i am not gonna be lazy in making appointments for dental checkups =.=...

goal

goal of the year:

complete my internship!

MUST GET MY DRIVERS LICENCE! i have a feeling that i probably aint gonna make it.. with busy schedule.. but i have to find time sumhow! no drivers licence = no job =.=

save up for next year... seems impossible at the moment with how i spend my savings on recent activities =.=.. BUT.. HAVE TO... for future pleasure =)

no dreams!

so tired even though i had V drink and tea in this evening!

so gonna wake up in the middle of the night again..

please... no dreams...

having weird dreams lately... made me couldn't rest properly =____________=

clarification

i do not have a boyfriend in Melbourne

York made that up (as a joke)

(because i have been going there quite frequent lately)

and friends believed it xD


cute people

3Q

人一定要想清三个问题：
第一你有什么，
第二你要什么，
第三你能放弃什么。

对于多数人而言：
有什么，很容易评价自己的现状；
要什么，内心也有明确的想法；
最难的是，不知道或不敢放弃什么。这点恰能决定你想要的东西能否真正实现，没有人可以不放弃就得到一切。

- 转发微博

stolen from mz's tweet =DDD

where in future

few years ago, if you ask me where i would like to settle at, i would probably say Adelaide.

few months ago, my choice would be Sydney.

due to the strange weather, i could not make myself choose Melbourne, it's a nice place to hang out, i could do frequent trips there no big deal.


few months ago, i would be sad, to be stuck in Adelaide, because of my visa status, and that it would be hard for me to look for job elsewhere Eg Sydney where it is impossible to get a PR. i love options dun like to be restricted.

Now, if you ask me where i would like to be, i am clueless.


have no idea

i dun mind country, or New Zealand.

its hard though, to move to a total new place, by yourself.

give me min 2 years to be stable, i might drag someone to move with me， wherever it is.

not asian countries though. i must admit, i prefer places where asians are not dominant, better work conditions i supposed

or i might just be stuck in Adelaide GREAT X)

Tender loving Care

我真正需要的其实并不多。
难过时的一句安慰，得意时的一句赞扬，
累了有一个肩膀靠，伤心了有一个温柔的怀抱。

Thank you =]

fb dead xP

i wonder how long my fb can stay asleep..

york said 2 days... =.=


hmmm 2 days... maybe.. since.. i need to wish someone happy birthday on that day~~


but for socialising purposes.. he said... should let it remain deactivated till next week


i dun actually miss fb.. surprisingly..

although i must admit.. i was on it almost all the time and not doing anything else =.=

"to deal with addiction.. u must first admit that u have that problem"

stupid york thong using what they learnt from pharmacology lecture to nag me.. xD


now.. im just staring at the ceiling light

nvm i still have twitter and skype~

He will carry you

If He carried the weight of the world upon His shoulders, I know that He will carry me...


please carry my burden for me

messy dream

uninterupted sleep..

yet...


dreamt of alot of things... it was sooooo messy...

don't remember the details.. or anything..


but, glad that i woke up =)


have to move around to kick start my metabolism!


good luck in your studies~

work

Finally kidnapped the bug from my store today ...

felt restless at work today..

wasn't tired at work, although couldn't go back to sleep after waking up in the middle of the night thanks to the coffee i had during the day..


wasn't in the mood to work towards noon.. procrastinated on things that i would usually try to finish... ok in the end i felt guilty i did just a tiny bit..

usually i would help in dispensing even though there might not be alot of scripts..

today, i was just like... meh.. the pharmacist could do it... and at some point the shop was so dead...

i ended up doin my chemmart college online training (my manager usually told me to do it during my spare time after work.. while others get to get time during their work hours to do some modules) =.=...


ok.. no mood to type... continue later

boh mood

moodless


can't think of any good distractions


everything seems uninteresting


maybe i should do some shopping

new month

诺言的“诺”和誓言的“誓”都有口无心 --- 张爱玲

我只能同情说出这句话的人=张爱玲...

had a more than 10 hours sleep.. it was awesome! ;D

真的是吃饱想睡.... sweat.... like a pig.. i remembered ivan comin into my room to give me something, and took my bowl away... while i continue to sleep...

thanks for the great idea of napping before study! now i didn't do any work at all!!!! =.=

maybe shud pop by uni... but it's too cold~~!

those on msn and skype, sorry that i couldn't reply ~

it's gonna be another busy day today... 1st day of the month.. big orderz....

oh ya it's winter ;)

ivan is gonna be away in melbourne for few weeks! i need to hunt someone down to cook me dinner.. or take me out for dinner XD

wish me luck~

RIP

2nd death this week..

my condolences..


enough said

cheer up!

cheryl leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

难过了后要振作


不哭不哭..

哭的话打自己的脸

大声的

然后

吃东西

然后

吃饱累的话就睡

然后，整理房间& 读书

the last thing that u shud do now is... surf net =.=

your to-do-list for the day =)

At a place with no reception

1 near death

3 ambulances

Alot of family members and friends

All could do now is pray and wait

TGI weekend!

finally.. i have a weekend when i could do NOTHING ;D


past few weeks were too tiring~

doggie

ter-read ur blog

说实话，我真的还蛮怕野狗的。

虽然狗蛮可爱啦

lol 矛盾

pre-sleep

i reckon, my brother.. and my friends... seriously... pamper and spoil me alot

to the extent.. that my mum and my bro once commented: you dun need a bf =.=.. / hard to find a bf that satisfies u next time


my brother's reaction was really interesting and funny when i first gotten a bf last time..

the first thing he asked: why r u in a r/s??????? what makes u change your mind??? =.=

i forgot what crappy excuse i gave him... and his reply was funny: well im in adelaide now.. u dun need a bf anymore.. just dump him (ok he was joking obviously ;) but my bro was so cute LOLz)


ok i should rest now... sick.. tried sleeping before and i dreamt that i couldn't breathe =.=..

if i can't sleep i know who to disturb =P

random bla

actually, i dun mind living by myself in an apartment..

if the place is filled with the friends i love and know since long ago =)

then, once in a while, could easily visit friends, or just invite them over to chill, or just have some quality time by myself at home, indulge in a good book or just slack

slumber party once a while ;D

not that i dun have friends here in adelaide.. in fact, a fair bit... but, aussie culture is so different... honestly, i miss doing stuff with my high school mates (silly stuff that we used to do =P)... hanging out with people that knows u well, people that you are comfortable doin your usual stuff with.. (dun get me wrong, i love my aussie friends... who do lots of different interesting stuff...)

so living by myself, yet having an adequate social life and tlc from your close ones.. not a bad idea...


or a complete opposite, sometimes, i feel like, sharing a house with bunch of friends.. like what wilson and chun and lorna do... would be perfect to live with them... free medical consultation ROFL.. and.. good chef... and, good advices...


not that im complaining.. i have a very caring brother who looks after me =)..

i miss.. being myself though.. abit lost at the moment?

sometimes i dun even know, whether i've changed, or i've just been adapted to the place im in.. or im still the same old me... or just trying to fit in so i won't inconvenient other people.. or what..

i've always been independent, ever since going overseas after high school... i slacked alot after ivan came.. i started depending on people... when, i shouldn't


ok my half an hour is up... lol... byebye

yesterday night i was reminded again.. the dreadful experience of food poisoning 5 years back...

feel like u rather get fat or die than to feel very nauseated the whole night or for few days =.=

May 20

5 2 0 :)

Crap feeling so not well now ='(

Not sure if it's due to the influvac I received yesterday

Have to chuck away my lunch, if I force it down my throat I think I will chuck up -.-

Bad timing to get sick

Thank goodness it's weekend already

Give thanks

sometimes I wonder,

Why God has been so gracious to me?

He blessed me with alot of things that I could not imagine.

He is still blessing me, continuously without fail.

I am not the most faithful person in Him, probably no where near in terms of many areas.

But He never leaves me, and always show His unfailing love to me.

And, I do believe in Him, very.

Sometimes, I really wish that people, especially those that I care, would share the same believe, faith and joy that I have.

There are so much that you could learn by reading His Word.

I respect those who have different opinions or religious belief though.

However, please respect mine as well. I really despise people making fun of it (although i learnt to endure and accept, it happens all the time).

Motivation button = on

wanted to go to uni..

ended up not going.. due to...

- my brother decided to go... initially i was like, oh yay i have company.. but he told me he's only gonna come back home at 1.. =.=.. i didn't wanna stay too late............. quite tired actually..

- cold wasn't a huge factor today.. maybe coz i was motivated to go

- but i need to wake up early tmr =(...... (unless i catch a taxi to work <3)

- i dunno what reading materials to take along.. abit unorganised at the moment on what i should work on...


anywayz, im glad that i stay at home now.... but not being productive at the moment..


SKY shall be my role model from now on! damn he still studies approx 2 hours a day... quite well-disciplined i should learn from him... (even have a book in the bathroom.. and notes stuck on the wall in front of the toilet bowl =.=)..

study hard! you r gonna be awesome by the end of this year cheryl~~~

pray hard~

"come to Me all who are weary and I shall give you rest".. Lord i shall come to you and take a nap when im seriously tired.. mentally and physically =)

photo before sleep

nostalgic... i see my names there =.=...


Shud really sleep.. but... damn.. haven't done my discussion board... my mind couldn't rest..


But my brain couldn't think


really really should sleep