RIP democracy

never had i felt so painful for my country..

im not much of a patriotic person usually i must say! know nothing much/ care less about politics etc..

不过因为最近热门话题都围绕着大马大选，多少有关注一下。

昨晚虽然要工作不过还是一直注意着fb feeds.. 直到回到家也是准备不睡直到大选成绩揭晓。还蛮兴奋的。

想说希望外劳的票数不会太过影响成绩 （这个我相信很多人知道也且很无奈的被迫接受了）

想说为什么要拖成绩，输了就服输啊（当时非官方消息透露了PR赢了）

but when fb feeds were all about how taxis were trying to transport (ok i wouldn't use smuggle, they did it under moonlight in front of everyone that was there) fake votes to EC.. blackouts, recounts  = 真的是爱莫能助！


过后干脆去睡了，睡醒了看成绩还是难过的流泪了。然后继续睡！（我这里也是放假！）


God allows this to happen for a reason.. all I can do now is pray..

Hebrew 13-5-6

I've rediscovered an important, powerful Bible verse today, thanks to CG.

(Heb 13:5-6 RSV) {5} Keep your life free from love of money, and be content with what you have; for he has said, "I will never fail you nor forsake you." {6} Hence we can confidently say, "The Lord is my helper, I will not be afraid; what can man do to me?"

The Lord will never forsake us. Even during our lowest point in life, he will make provision for us, and always have our best interest in mind.

Even if He had forsaken Jesus on the cross (as mentioned in Mark 15:35-36 and Matthew 27:48,49, He will never forsake us human beings. That is His promise for us.

I've never actually quite understood the text when Jesus cried out on the cross, "Father father why have you forsaken Me?"

By now, when you try to interpret it this way, it makes sense, totally.

Reminds me of my favourite bible verse, John 3:16 ~

"For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life"

there may be times when we feel like God has left or forsaken us, but bear in mind, He is always there, with us, and opening pathways for us. Just like how He was with Joseph.

Have faith, and always pray.

Belated happy new year

Hello belated happy new year 2013..

We all survived 2012 ... not the end of the world yet as expected...

busy decemeber's gone.. greeted by a 45 degree hot january!! and it hasn't gone less busy even (you would have thought that january would be quiet.. but no... shop was flat out on wednesday morning when we opened... =.=.. and today.... )

i decided, no new year resolution for me this year!

felt like i've done so much in 2012.. and sacrificed alot of things that were once significant to me.. that I don't know what I want to do in 2013..

quarter century crisis hey? maybe.. I don't know.. have to stop and think.. what I really want..

in serious need to rebuild my spiritual life though..