脑袋有点乱七八糟

告诉自己，我没事

委屈，小事

帮了忙反而被说成是应该的，应该感激，我无话可说


或许一些事能忍就忍，毕竟是在食物链最低层嘛，

不好意思我一定会加几句意见，别人忍，你当成理所当然，我能忍不代表我会

random 1

就算你留戀開放在水中嬌豔的水仙
別忘了山谷裡寂寞的角落裡
野百合也有春天

听见幸福的声音

因为某些原因，让我重新打开这本充满回忆的书.. 被同学们开玩笑说像圣经一样的书（因为很厚）


好怀念


有时间的话我会坐下好好的翻阅一下

一定

=）

make own food!

instead of going out for desserts.. i shall start making them from now on...


cut down on going out for meals/desserts... less fattening.. more healthy.. save cash xD


which means... to cook more often too!

gourmet food i shall say good bye to u for now (probably won't totally avoid it... maybe just less frequent xD.. and only food that i am interested in!)

good sleep!

hmmm.. i did not know how i fell asleep last night... was in the middle of a msn convo (haha sorry i fell asleep!)

but it was good =)... had less then 5 hours sleep (in total) for the weekend... plus i worked.. so zombified... xD (昨天早上被朋友的phone call 吓醒=.=.. was meant to wake up early for breakfast due to friend's farewell.. but i did not wake up till they were outside of my house waiting to pick me up)

after breakfast.. zombified at home the whole afternoon =.=... finally got the chance to use my face mask xD... wanted to beach it initially but it started to rain T_T.......

at least managed to tidy up my room abit...

no more fei hua... more after work! ;D.. somehow in a blogging mood ~

till death do us part

Couple married 72 years die holding hands

till death do us part..

my favourite quote from the marriage oath..

在这年代，到底还有多少married couples 相信且 practise this vow?

i don't know.. but i still believe in it =)

meals

just realised these 2 days.. if i have a good breakfast in the morning, i could survive without lunch...

and if i have a proper breakfast and lunch... i could survive without dinner....

HMMMMMMMMMMM nice!

好累

好累

daily tasks

time for...

moisturiser+sunscreen q2h

H2O q1h prn

breakfast mane

coffee mane

multiV mane


i love to use our medical shorthand :D (good for lazy people)

apparently there was an earthquake yesterday... (news all over facebook.. trust adelaide to have something more exciting).. whoa i did not feel it.. but somehow i woke up at that time.. probably due to falling asleep at 9 with lights on and everything on =.=...

i need money!

now that i've finished my exam... things to look into pop up 1 by 1...


sigh i need money... who wanna buy my phone? $600 negotiable! (i really really wanna sell it.. i can survive without an iphone =))

shud start using my android if im getting rid of that iphone

spent $100 for first aid

approx $350 for ielts

$350 for my stolen toy T_T

need $3000 (at least.. i think?) to apply PR

driving lessons/test (dunno how much haven't looked)

HMR accreditation (probably gonna abandon that now that i have no moneyyyyyyyyyy)

another %500+ electricity bill =.= )split with housemate i still have to pay for my brother's and mine!)


have been making own coffee (no more buying coffee during work!) and instant noodles!


i'm sad

i know i have this impulse spending habit especially when i'm stressed (bought i think 3 tix prior past 3 exams/uni due tasks)!...

hence now im not getting that iphone 4s (if i can help it xD)! unless if it's via contract i supposed..

would even sell my ipad, but it has a few scratches and dent, not comfortable selling something not as perfecto.. i'll keep it

songs

最近一直狂听歌(especially after jacky's concert)... after exams, 开始追星光，然后又开始听很多情歌

越听就会越想唱k to try out the good songs...

越听就会越想开始谈恋爱 (imagine him singing to me hohohoho)

有时间的话要开始听听些老歌~~~

haih test

don't wanna think about how i did in exam today... make me feel even more scared..


T_______________________________________________________________T

well, at least i got a hot looking examiner...

adam philips is still as good looking as ever (.. but... still remembered that he nearly failed my AP EBM test)


at least i have 2 weeks of temporary freedom!!!!


really hope that there's gonna be a supplementary exam


this is what happen when u start studying 2 days before exam =.=

and btw... BUDDY thanks for studying with me!

hypoglycaemia

i think i am able to self diagnose some symptoms (especially after trainings etc)...

i was soooo thirsty today... mouth went really dry.... then started to feel dizzy and lack of energy... heart rate, dun remember.. wasn't like my normal self.. i assumed it might be caffeine...

after having some dinner.. my headache was gone.. i felt better...

i realised... it could be hypoglycaemia - low blood sugar levels.....


still abit dehydrated at the moment though... im glad that the headache is gone for now...


need plenty of rest

friend

每个人都有伤心难过的时候，有时我们会惊奇的发现，每次在你难过时听你哭诉，陪你伤心的总是那么几个人。在你快乐时，他们也许不会出现，但当你难过时，他们总是第一时间出现在你身旁，好朋友是一辈子的事 ♥

end of r/s

两个人的长距离恋情就这么结束了。

i feel sad for her, since she put in so much effort, u know she wanted it to work (even flew all the way from the States to stay over for 2 months... to see if the relationship was gonna work.. and took the board exam here.. just in case she is gonna be permanent here in future)..

according to chun, wilson seems fine... hmm but im sure, deep down probably not... it was very rare for him to get into a relationship in the 1st place.. (aka settle down since he can be quite picky)


but i dun blame her... imagine having the ex, the complicated, the female bestie and the current (herself) all in the same house... without considering/consulting how she would react/feel... we all agreed that was a total GG..

plus bits and pieces of others...

no motivation no OHM

craving for cake, icecream, and some adrenaline...


haih....

post kaboom event

just got home.. omg freaking 3am (but i fell asleep for an hour or 2 before that oh wellz)

and as expected, did not get any study done for today...

damn it still slightly traumatised...

when i think of it, accidents etc.. could have easily happened to anyone.... recalling how i dealt with things without thinking too much of the harm that could be involved.. could be quite dangerous... have to be careful from now on... it could have been me..


good thing i have private health insurance (BUT CHOY dun wanna have to use it!).. many ppl said young people dun need this kinda of thing.. but man, u never know... things could just happen... medical expenses are freaking expensive in australia!


on the positive note, it could have been worse... GOOD thing no injuries to eyes! nor throat...

good thing that you're still alive

haih means saturday not going to good food and wine show anymore... who wants my tix?

things happen

sometimes, things just happen.. u duno when.. u dunno wat..

it can just come out of no where... catch u by surprise

just that this time, it's an unpleasant one..

to be honest, shocking..

the last thing u would wanna do now is to be emotional..

but to giv support

pray

stressed liao

feeling the enormous stress............



final exam.. u better pass Cheryl! add oil~

rants.. again

i need 灵感 to write up my assignment =.=......

exam in 1 week's time.. and im in melb GG (ok, i booked this long time ago before i know the actual exam date.. i thought my exam was gonna be at the end of Oct haih)...

but it's good... i find myself, being able to actually rest.. and breathe properly (aka taking a break from work) when i was here away...

weren't able to rest properly even though i was not working when i was in adelaide (maybe because there were many other side stuff going on)... i should stay home more often.. but somehow.. i couldn't rest properly (friends would call me and then out i went.. but lately, i have been trying to be antisocial - financial crisis =.= xD)...

stuff lining up awaiting me - intern stuff, portfolio, exam, first aid, ielts english test, PR application, HMR accreditation (MAYBE?????), look for car! and learn to drive!, decide whether to go back early next year... JOB????? where to live next year?????

crap i have so little time T_T... i tried not to think of so many things and kept myself busy..

now that im home and have time and am trying to do my assignment (failing big time).. T____T .. starting to think alot alot alot... haihhhhhhhhhhhh... rants

start thinking.. or maybe not

感到好压力...

so little time.. so much to do.. alot to think about