Sunday, May 29, 2011

RIP

2nd death this week..

my condolences..


enough said

cheer up!

cheryl leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

难过了后要振作


不哭不哭..

哭的话打自己的脸

大声的

然后

吃东西

然后

吃饱累的话就睡

然后,整理房间& 读书

the last thing that u shud do now is... surf net =.=

your to-do-list for the day =)

Saturday, May 28, 2011

At a place with no reception

1 near death

3 ambulances

Alot of family members and friends

All could do now is pray and wait

TGI weekend!

finally.. i have a weekend when i could do NOTHING ;D


past few weeks were too tiring~

doggie

ter-read ur blog

说实话,我真的还蛮怕野狗的。

虽然狗蛮可爱啦

lol 矛盾

Friday, May 27, 2011

pre-sleep

i reckon, my brother.. and my friends... seriously... pamper and spoil me alot

to the extent.. that my mum and my bro once commented: you dun need a bf =.=.. / hard to find a bf that satisfies u next time


my brother's reaction was really interesting and funny when i first gotten a bf last time..

the first thing he asked: why r u in a r/s??????? what makes u change your mind??? =.=

i forgot what crappy excuse i gave him... and his reply was funny: well im in adelaide now.. u dun need a bf anymore.. just dump him (ok he was joking obviously ;) but my bro was so cute LOLz)


ok i should rest now... sick.. tried sleeping before and i dreamt that i couldn't breathe =.=..

if i can't sleep i know who to disturb =P

random bla

actually, i dun mind living by myself in an apartment..

if the place is filled with the friends i love and know since long ago =)

then, once in a while, could easily visit friends, or just invite them over to chill, or just have some quality time by myself at home, indulge in a good book or just slack

slumber party once a while ;D

not that i dun have friends here in adelaide.. in fact, a fair bit... but, aussie culture is so different... honestly, i miss doing stuff with my high school mates (silly stuff that we used to do =P)... hanging out with people that knows u well, people that you are comfortable doin your usual stuff with.. (dun get me wrong, i love my aussie friends... who do lots of different interesting stuff...)

so living by myself, yet having an adequate social life and tlc from your close ones.. not a bad idea...


or a complete opposite, sometimes, i feel like, sharing a house with bunch of friends.. like what wilson and chun and lorna do... would be perfect to live with them... free medical consultation ROFL.. and.. good chef... and, good advices...


not that im complaining.. i have a very caring brother who looks after me =)..

i miss.. being myself though.. abit lost at the moment?

sometimes i dun even know, whether i've changed, or i've just been adapted to the place im in.. or im still the same old me... or just trying to fit in so i won't inconvenient other people.. or what..

i've always been independent, ever since going overseas after high school... i slacked alot after ivan came.. i started depending on people... when, i shouldn't


ok my half an hour is up... lol... byebye

Saturday, May 21, 2011

yesterday night i was reminded again.. the dreadful experience of food poisoning 5 years back...

feel like u rather get fat or die than to feel very nauseated the whole night or for few days =.=

Friday, May 20, 2011

May 20

5 2 0 :)

Crap feeling so not well now ='(

Not sure if it's due to the influvac I received yesterday

Have to chuck away my lunch, if I force it down my throat I think I will chuck up -.-

Bad timing to get sick

Thank goodness it's weekend already

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Give thanks

sometimes I wonder,

Why God has been so gracious to me?

He blessed me with alot of things that I could not imagine.

He is still blessing me, continuously without fail.

I am not the most faithful person in Him, probably no where near in terms of many areas.

But He never leaves me, and always show His unfailing love to me.

And, I do believe in Him, very.

Sometimes, I really wish that people, especially those that I care, would share the same believe, faith and joy that I have.

There are so much that you could learn by reading His Word.

I respect those who have different opinions or religious belief though.

However, please respect mine as well. I really despise people making fun of it (although i learnt to endure and accept, it happens all the time).

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Motivation button = on

wanted to go to uni..

ended up not going.. due to...

- my brother decided to go... initially i was like, oh yay i have company.. but he told me he's only gonna come back home at 1.. =.=.. i didn't wanna stay too late............. quite tired actually..

- cold wasn't a huge factor today.. maybe coz i was motivated to go

- but i need to wake up early tmr =(...... (unless i catch a taxi to work <3)

- i dunno what reading materials to take along.. abit unorganised at the moment on what i should work on...


anywayz, im glad that i stay at home now.... but not being productive at the moment..


SKY shall be my role model from now on! damn he still studies approx 2 hours a day... quite well-disciplined i should learn from him... (even have a book in the bathroom.. and notes stuck on the wall in front of the toilet bowl =.=)..

study hard! you r gonna be awesome by the end of this year cheryl~~~

pray hard~

"come to Me all who are weary and I shall give you rest".. Lord i shall come to you and take a nap when im seriously tired.. mentally and physically =)

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

photo before sleep


nostalgic... i see my names there =.=...


Shud really sleep.. but... damn.. haven't done my discussion board... my mind couldn't rest..


But my brain couldn't think


really really should sleep

puPPy

madly obsessed with puppies lately..!

my pharmacist just got her puppy flew all the way from Tasmania last Fri...

it's a labradoodle!

and from the way she described it, i fell in love with it straight away.. it sounded just like a baby!

saw the picture as well it's very CUTE!


Chun was looking after a puppy as well... guess what, it's tiny = size of a wallet!

i sooooo wanna pet 1! who wanna give me 1 or look after 1 for me? ;)


Cavoooooooodle! or even a pomeranian.. whatever im not fussed.. as long as u dun give me a chihuahua... man they bark too loud... my cousin had a few last time.. made me dun wanna go to his house anymore =.=

Meds

one thing bad about being a pharmacist (in my case),

i used to not believe in medications, thinking that they do harm to u and should not try to use it if possible.

Then 1 of my friend/senior said: it's quite ironic that u study pharmacy then =.= + well if medications help relieve symptoms and improve your health then there's no harm taking it.. after all, quality of life matters...

i supposed... always weigh benefits vs risks


Now, i dare to take any medications (ok, not any lar lol)... coz i know, they are not likely to do me harm if taken properly =)


i shud chuck away my expired medications, took abit too long to work.. now im feeling drowsy from taking it ZzzzzzzzzzzzzzZ.. emphasise: sleep hygiene sleep hygiene!

and i had a long weird dream again... it's like watching someone else's life

well at least my tummy rested well =D.. discomfort went away

Monday, May 16, 2011

Worth

Even the prodigal son realized that he deserved better and went back to his father

Everyone deserve the best

sleepy

yanwz... maybe it's from that half of sleeping pill (i don't even know the ingredient.. wilson gave half to me long time ago)... i could go back to bed anytime

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Ecclesiastes 4:12

A threefold cord is not quickly broken

this applies to many things in life =)

discussion board hihihihihi

discussion board ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hiiiiiiiiiiiii...


feel like copying and paste the answers....


ahhhhhhhhhh lazy

Make things happen

I've always believed in making things happen.

You need to put in effort if you want certain outcome.

The question is, how?


That's for me to figure, pray for guidance :)

no more money to travel!

my friends asked me again if i were joining them to melb.. since i told them that i wouldn't be going (i think they ignored what i said =.=)..

but they already bought my tix.. so i might as well go.. dun waste


it will be good

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Jane eyre movie

Couldn't believe that they ACTUALLY filmed Jane Eyre!

For those who think: WTH is jane eyre??? It is a novel (one of my fav!) by Charlotte Bronte. (couldn't be bothered detailing, go wiki it ppl if you are interested ;) )


I don't think many people would have read that book before, or like it (well I think I have weird interest that not many of my friends share lol), so ya was abit surprised.

Can't wait to watch it when it comes onto big screen in Adelaide =D

Facebook.. Hi or Bye?

Could Facebook be some sort of temptation and distractions?

there were ppl that came up with a list of pros and cons of facebook, how fb networks do wonders, or how fb caused ppl (plenty including me) to get sidetrack from doing work..

you could constantly observe how ppl were obsessed with fb etc etc.. and made jokes about it..

Leave it? Delete? Remake?

Till I know what I want to do with Facebook, maybe I should have some time off from it =)

So if you see my name missing from your list one day, don't be too alarmed =D.. It is highly likely due to deactivation of my account =)

PS: Khang Ning, blogspot is probably not the only 1 to undergo reformation hahahaha

Mark 8 36

What benefit will it be to you if you gain the whole world but lose your own soul?

Good luck charm... for wedding =)

something old, something new

something borrowed, something blue

and a silver sixpence in her shoe



have remembered the first 2 phrases ever since reading SVT series 10 years ago!

only learnt about the 3rd one when I googled it yesterday (YES google! I must be bored haha)

apparently this saying came from Britain