昨天不知why心情超闷超糟。 (actually it was since monday)
think i had too much caffeine during the day i felt agitated and wanted to kill people =.=
probably low DA in the body
was gonna clean the room... but fell asleep half way texting... (i slept at 10 O.O)
today will be a good day~
我要把负面心情改变成正面能量
God.. in You i put all my trust... please lead and guide me to wherever You want me to go
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Sunday, December 11, 2011
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
habits + etc
最近多了几个好习惯...
1 multivitamin a day
breakfast (cereals) every day
bedtime before 12 during work days (that is because i am so tired lately from work zz)
no takeaway coffees/lunches (but i have a cup of coffee with breakfast at home.. hmm )
plenty of nuts every day (with breakfast and lunch)
refrain myself from shopping (and hopefully.. going from interstates.. )
make full use of my phone credits (ok.. probably not a good habit haha.. but at least i am using what i am paying for... i very very seldom text/call anyone and sembang.. if i do it's a once in a while thingy.. unless the person is my bf.. or when stressed..)
contact home more often (我这个不孝女haha mum always nags when i have wings i fly far far no news)
oh, i discovered something interesting! (ok discover is not the word for it.. i don't know).. using voice memo instead of blog.. too lazy to type haha... but when i play it back.. it feels weird listening to yourself... but nevermind.. not like im going to play it back or post it x)
keep up to date with what i have to do!
rarr rarrrrrr i still have not looked for a job yet.. so slow so late i know.. but didn't want to look for 1 before when i have no confirmation about my registration T_T
1 multivitamin a day
breakfast (cereals) every day
bedtime before 12 during work days (that is because i am so tired lately from work zz)
no takeaway coffees/lunches (but i have a cup of coffee with breakfast at home.. hmm )
plenty of nuts every day (with breakfast and lunch)
refrain myself from shopping (and hopefully.. going from interstates.. )
make full use of my phone credits (ok.. probably not a good habit haha.. but at least i am using what i am paying for... i very very seldom text/call anyone and sembang.. if i do it's a once in a while thingy.. unless the person is my bf.. or when stressed..)
contact home more often (我这个不孝女haha mum always nags when i have wings i fly far far no news)
oh, i discovered something interesting! (ok discover is not the word for it.. i don't know).. using voice memo instead of blog.. too lazy to type haha... but when i play it back.. it feels weird listening to yourself... but nevermind.. not like im going to play it back or post it x)
keep up to date with what i have to do!
rarr rarrrrrr i still have not looked for a job yet.. so slow so late i know.. but didn't want to look for 1 before when i have no confirmation about my registration T_T
Monday, December 5, 2011
Ielts
By the end of this week, I can get myself registered as a pharmacist (non-supervised!)!! didn't realise it is that quick until i counted my hours that I had completed..
and, finally.. my confidence is sorta back! passed my ielts...! was quite worried because I did not finish my writing paper T_T... really worried... i know i am competent.. but knowing that you are competent, yet unable to show that you are from unable to fulfil or achieve a task (stupid ielts)... i felt so...... = wanted to slap myself.... would start scolding myself.. why did i go out till late the night before exam... why did i not study for it (but like Thong and york mentioned.. u couldn't really study for an english test... or for essays... u get a topic and u write about it)...
i was stressed because if i didn't pass i wouldn't be able to get registered.. next available ielts test would be midjan next year!!!
but guess what.. managed to score above 7!
on top of that, scored 9 for both reading and listening!!!!!
at least i proved to myself that, my english improved since 5 years ago =) (YESSH my overall band score is better than 5 years ago too~~~ so glad, don't think i can score better in future unless i perfect every sections)..
"knew you could do it".. "we never doubted you for that"..."i have faith in you all the while"..
Thank you for that! well i have no faith in myself!
and thanks to those who wished me good luck.. indeed i must have received lotsa luck! (KN MZ JK DT????? xD)
after all the stress, i found out that i did not have to sit for it O.O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
apparently if i scored above 7 for every section for previous ielts test (i did 1 in nz 5 years ago), i could use that for exemption provided that i fulfilled every other requirements (Eg studied an approved course/ worked full time ever since)...
so yea... =.=
waste of money? not really... i can use that for my PR application now... extra points..=)
and, finally.. my confidence is sorta back! passed my ielts...! was quite worried because I did not finish my writing paper T_T... really worried... i know i am competent.. but knowing that you are competent, yet unable to show that you are from unable to fulfil or achieve a task (stupid ielts)... i felt so...... = wanted to slap myself.... would start scolding myself.. why did i go out till late the night before exam... why did i not study for it (but like Thong and york mentioned.. u couldn't really study for an english test... or for essays... u get a topic and u write about it)...
i was stressed because if i didn't pass i wouldn't be able to get registered.. next available ielts test would be midjan next year!!!
but guess what.. managed to score above 7!
on top of that, scored 9 for both reading and listening!!!!!
at least i proved to myself that, my english improved since 5 years ago =) (YESSH my overall band score is better than 5 years ago too~~~ so glad, don't think i can score better in future unless i perfect every sections)..
"knew you could do it".. "we never doubted you for that"..."i have faith in you all the while"..
Thank you for that! well i have no faith in myself!
and thanks to those who wished me good luck.. indeed i must have received lotsa luck! (KN MZ JK DT????? xD)
after all the stress, i found out that i did not have to sit for it O.O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
apparently if i scored above 7 for every section for previous ielts test (i did 1 in nz 5 years ago), i could use that for exemption provided that i fulfilled every other requirements (Eg studied an approved course/ worked full time ever since)...
so yea... =.=
waste of money? not really... i can use that for my PR application now... extra points..=)
Friday, December 2, 2011
一步一步走
Now.. im learning to do things... 1 step at a time....
doing too many things at once is no good... (not all the time though of course!)
take things slow ba =)
doing too many things at once is no good... (not all the time though of course!)
take things slow ba =)
Tears of JOY
Tear of happiness...
that's what I'm experiencing right now...
and i finally understood (as in why people shed tears of joy when tears are usually meant for sadness)...
When you thought you have no hope, and u were suddenly given 1... the heavy burden = lifted and gone...
真的轻松多了！
I am so glad
Thank you Lord.. you blessed me so much!
that's what I'm experiencing right now...
and i finally understood (as in why people shed tears of joy when tears are usually meant for sadness)...
When you thought you have no hope, and u were suddenly given 1... the heavy burden = lifted and gone...
真的轻松多了！
I am so glad
Thank you Lord.. you blessed me so much!
Thursday, December 1, 2011
hi Summer 2011
what a way to begin my 1st day of summer
WOken up partly due to my alarm at 6.. partly due to my stomach
spasm/cramps... i was like.. crap... in pain... (and till now i have no idea why)
and decided to call in sick.. (have plenty of sick leaves left might as well)
was supposed to start at 12.. but did not want to wait till 11 to see if pain subsides.. what if it didn't, then they will have less time to look for someone else to cover
managed to get a few things done... booking done, hmr letter done, went to the immigration office to enquire about my visa done...
OK.. gonna be a very busy day tomorrow.... BIG oRDER coming in for first week of the month T_T (at least i don't have to do the ordering today xD)
now i wish that i work weekend.. i can get so many things done during weekdays that i can't on weekends (since it is very likely that i'll spend my weekends out with friends... plus most shops/banks/offices do not open on weekends hmmm)
WOken up partly due to my alarm at 6.. partly due to my stomach
spasm/cramps... i was like.. crap... in pain... (and till now i have no idea why)
and decided to call in sick.. (have plenty of sick leaves left might as well)
was supposed to start at 12.. but did not want to wait till 11 to see if pain subsides.. what if it didn't, then they will have less time to look for someone else to cover
managed to get a few things done... booking done, hmr letter done, went to the immigration office to enquire about my visa done...
OK.. gonna be a very busy day tomorrow.... BIG oRDER coming in for first week of the month T_T (at least i don't have to do the ordering today xD)
now i wish that i work weekend.. i can get so many things done during weekdays that i can't on weekends (since it is very likely that i'll spend my weekends out with friends... plus most shops/banks/offices do not open on weekends hmmm)
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