late thursday

could easily waste my morning doin nothing except for lazying in bed

dun quite like winter it's abit gloomy.. not much sunshine today

mid winter tomorrow onwards!

alot of assignments due this weekend... uni this weekend...


stressed much? yesyesyes! need some distractions =D

发呆

im amazed that im still wide awake.. looking at how much sleep i had yesterday (which was barely)..


发呆ing...


thinking of what to do tomorrow morning

突然间.. 有点想去海边

another day to complain

gonna start late tmr and end late =.=..

have to close and process dispensary claims after end of trade thanks to end of financial year

T__________________T

well at least i get to wake up late and do something productive before work?


wonder i should reapply for my proof of age card since i misplaced it (no time to properly search for it =.=)..


seems like alot to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dunno where to start

better day tmr hopefully!

just bought an AMH online =.=... gonna sell it to my boss if i regret later lol... expensive.. but i guess i need 1

毁容pt2

u know how previously i said i 毁容了？

it wasn't that obvious since it's near my eye.. and i have dark eye circles.. so kinda camouflaged...


but my retail manager noticed.. and asked me what went wrong.. did someone abuse me?? in a very serious tone (i usually joke abit with her xD)...

it was just an accident of course =.=... still hurts though

but the back pain from the fall is getting better... i can sit without complaining that it hurts anymore =DD...

talk about 祸不单行 ahh...


yesterday, i tried to open my new jar of vegemite (my bro chuck away my old 1!!!)... it was so hard to open i injured my palm from doin so (friction ==)...

at least i get to eat my vegemite xD thanks to my housemate (she took a lot of tries too before succeeding in opening the jar!).. what a stubborn vegemite

and.. 胃不舒服... damn it

i wanna call in sick.. but i shouldn't..

alot of work waiting there for me =(

caffeine overload

thanks to caffeine im still wide awake!

maybe just too much in mind..

but p was right, no harm done = should be grateful about that


thanks for the consolation...

time to try to get some sleep? =]


nitenitenite

A good apology

A good apology has 3 parts:
1. I'm sorry 2. It was my fault 3. How can I make it right?
But usually people forget the 3rd part.

Came across this from LSH's status update..

So true..

sometimes, we even ignore the 1st 2...

i did realised b4, and am trying to make amends haha... let's hope my dear friends will forgive and forget xD (told them to tell me off straight away next time if i offend them even in the tiniest ways.. but again, i should be less ignorant, and realise it myself and not wait for them to tell me off? lol)

work is very tiring!

this year would be good if i don't have to do my internship.....



work tired home sleep...


i cannot sleep in peace knowing that i have so much things to do arghhhhhhhhhhhhh



T_T

nevertheless... brain dead... sleep time...

sigh did nothing today except sleep.........


so dead tired

weekend's over

enough of Vitamin D...




sweet dreams sleep tight! =)

food and workout

38.4kg few days ago...

i still can't believe that im under 40~~~~~... it's not JUST under 40... 1.6 kilos... alot to go to get back to 40 teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee



i can eat with no worries~~~~~~~ and i did...


followed by meat+mcd+food+more food+desserts


ended up with indigestion now


i should start working out =.=... to increase my metabolism... so that i can indulge in more food xD

paiseh very full of myself now keep boasting... this is a once in a lifetime man who knows later u see me being fat again... haihhhhh...

letters to young lover #1

came accross this passage (letters to young lover)... from mother to child who just got married.. thought i shall copy and paste it here..

although it's a Christian's writing (by Ellen White) ... i find that it does apply to all marriages... good advice i would say =)



Edson was the second of Ellen White's four sons. Because of her extensive travel and other responsibilities throughout her busy life, she had to be away from her children. A large collection of her letters to them has been preserved. The following letter was written to Edson and Emma in 1870 shortly after their marriage, and represents a mother's hopes and prayers for the home that has just been established. The counsel shows a loving mother's care for her son, but carries the added dimension of her own experience in receiving divine messages from the Lord in visions.

Camp meeting Grounds Clyde, Ohio
September, 1870

Dear Edson and Emma:

You, my children, have given your hearts to one another; unitedly give them wholly, unreservedly to God. In your married life seek to elevate one another. Show the high and elevating principles of your holy faith in your everyday conversations and in the most private walks of life. Be ever careful and tender of the feelings of one another. Do not allow a playful, bantering, joking censuring of one another. These things are dangerous. They wound. The wound may be concealed, nevertheless the wound exists and peace is being sacrificed and happiness endangered.

My son, guard yourself and in no case manifest the least disposition savouring of a dictatorial, overbearing spirit. It will pay to watch your words before speaking. This is easier than to take them back or efface their impression afterward. Ever speak kindly. Modulate even the tones of your voice. Let only love, gentleness, mildness be expressed in your countenance and in your voice. Make it a business to shed rays of sunlight, but never leave a cloud. Emma will be all to you you can desire if you are watchful and give her no occasion to feel distressed and troubled and to doubt the genuineness of your love. You yourselves can make your happiness or lose it. You can by seeking to conform your life to the Word of God be true, noble, elevated, and smooth the pathway of life for each other.

Yield to each other. Edson, yield your judgement sometimes. Do not be persistent, even if your course appears just right to yourself. You must be yielding, forbearing, kind, tender-hearted, pitiful, courteous, ever keeping fresh the little courtesies of life, the tender acts, the tender, cheerful, encouraging words. And may the best of heaven's blessings rest upon you both, my dear children, is the prayer of your mother.

Mother -- Letter 24, 1870

face

我毁容了

T_________________________________T

face in pain now

dog craving

我想搬家！

currently, i have no reason to move house... well my family prefers me not to, since Ivan is still studying, that will be more convenient for him.

The only way for me to move house = landlord wants my place back; rent becomes too expensive (unlikely, since i have another housemate to share the cost); if my workplace is tooo far for me to travel aka countryside

the sole reason i dun mind going country to work... is ... I want a puppy ROFL!

wanting a puppy = 1 of the reasons i feel like moving to a different house that allows me to have 1

unless someone can take care of my puppy for me.. i just have to visit and play with it (ahahahahaha how convenient)...

have been puppy craving for a longgggggggggg time since the start of this year

but i guess it's impossible for now... =/


i want a moodle / cavoodle / yorkshire terrier / pomeranian !

miss home

i miss home!

Ivan is away for 2 whole weeks

he and chun packed a few lunches in my fridge so that i won't actually starve to death =.=

hope this 2 weeks will past really quick, if not i will be so lonely T_T

你开心就好

glad that you are smiling now

guidance

Trust in the Lord Always. And Lean Not On Your Own Understanding. In All Ways Acknowledge Him And He Will Make Your Path Straight.

老地方

老地方

病好！

Took med and rested napped slept...

finally.. feeling so much better! throat is still bit weird.. but at least it's not sore now (and not later hopefully!)

=)

another day another dollar

fat boss 报平安

i know the title is kinda SWT.. ROFL pardon me

fat boss is back...

a very tired one~~~~

damn skipping gym today... sorry york... very sorry.. i know he is gonna be so disappointed in me again (oh wellz, he already did)..

didn't keep track of time, slept too late yesterday..

okie updates! =), for the one who called me fat boss =.=...

a few of u might have asked me already whether im ok..

TO be frank...

things were going according to what i imagined it to be (im not saying it's good or bad)... =)

past few days, i was actually alrite xD

okie... i dun wanna jinx myself... emo again later or whatsoever..

but so far.. im alrite~

wellz,

i am a rational person... (可惜我是水平座啊xD)

there are a few things that i could never tolerate.. 背叛.. dishonesty

once u cross the line, there is no going back =) (again, dun wana jinx myself.. i think i always do lol oops)

what doesn't kill you only makes u stronger

我知道我是个遇强则强的人（ok im simply abusing chinese idioms probably using it incorrectly.. what i meant was, i will not let tough situations get into my path that i want to go xD..)

have better things to do than to waste my time on things that i consider insignificant

Such a messy post I shall edit again later

Hypog & dehydrated (too much heater) today nearly fainted x.x

Good thing is we have junk chocolates in my pharmacy .. Felt much better after

Wth with this hypo thingy.. I went to maccas 3 times for the past 2 days should have enough glucose/energy not the opposite -.-

Maybe due to lack of rest as well during the weekend.

Good to catchup with my gurl~ she has been studying and acing her subject now thank goodness..

So hard to date her lately with her being bz and me being lazy.. But she was in a random mood yesterday so she sorta dragged me out while thork were at a bday party.. (would hav dragged them as well oh wells xD)..

It was funny how we have such different personalities yet we get along pretty well..,

We just filled each other with goss.. Talked about the Old days.. How 2009 was abit of a drama for both of us.. I'm glad that I'm actually over c now.. It dragged for a while.. Funny thing was the first thing she asked about me was not what went on lately, but how was c and I..
we just zone out and daydreamed at maccas that we didn't realize it was 1 -.-

simple things

little simple things make me happy..

this evening, kinda surprised.. and happy =D


made my day <3

Fear

痛，多少都会有的

知道痛的来源，知道会痛，就很自然的不要去接触了。

我也会害怕痛，很怕

from morning

LOL this morning.. had some 感触ing moment regarding my 2 close buddies while i was browsing photos from melbie...

im used to arguing with york about anything random.. poor thong has to be da peace maker

nevertheless.. they are 2 good people =)

i might lose touch with other ppl from uni after grad.. but i will keep trying to stay in touch with them

anywayz.. blog later.. shower time

NOOOOOOOOOOOO

just found out that my exam is at the beginning of August, not end of august


i haven't touched my books yet =.=


and i was plannin to go to melb just before Aug T_______T guess i can't now sobbbbbbbbbbbbb

need to start studying...


oh uni .. love and hate relationship we have here

reminder phone!

must not forget my phone again today....!!


damn it thought i left it at home yesterday.. freaking bored at work.... then we had staff meeting till late at night

by the time i got home it was 8.30.......... T___________________T... no rest no rest


today is gonna be a busy day~

holiday mood

damn it.. didn't shop much during the last melb trip..

was in too much pain thanks to period coming right on the first day!

and lack of sleep... goodness i fell asleep at the bar lounges and karaoke on sat and sun (was gonna escape from them and find minzhao.. but they were right, i wouldn't be able to spend time like this with them next time when we are fully busy at work.. so might as well.. plus paiseh to disturb minzhao who is still busy with her project)...


shopping... nope.. didn't shop much... while the girls went all out on monday.. i went back to the hotel to play bridge with the others... and then went sightseeing instead... missed out on all the sales T_T ..but.. when i have no mood i dun shop.. so meh why bother

and then prepare to go to the airport to board my plane... and then got my flight cancelled...

i was actually happy XD.. (get back my airfare refunds!!!!! they are freaking expensive =.=) feel very sorry for my workmates though..


haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........... adelaide has nothing to shop T_T... more like... i wouldn't be bothered to shop when im in adelaide because im at work most of the time!!!

why did i agree to work this saturday haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiihhhhhhhhhhhhhh...... need to figure a way to get home after =.=

teehee

1st thing Stef said when she saw me: Cheryl u lost a lot of weight!

XD xD im happy hehehee...

and and.. i fit into a size Xs t shirt perfectly now! =DDD.. i remembered trying the same Tshirt 3 years ago in melb... but didn't buy it coz it could trace out my fats =.=... i wasn't as fat as last year at that time...

of course, if i do put on any weight at all later, that shirt would not be perfectly fitted anymore xD...

no workout required.. u just got to work full time like me =P... and travel more xD


need to work on my eating habits though... once i miss a meal my stomach will play up.. i suffered during melb trip =(... but PMS+caffeine contributed towards it as well!

improve

lack of experience in a relationship makes me realise that, i have so much to improve on.

i want to give my best in it; if things don't work out, at least, you know you gave your best you could.

good news

just a while ago i told mum that I don't wanna get a full time job next year even if it means i can't apply for PR then (well i don't mind that much as long as i have a valid working visa)


but now the good news, retail/hospital pharmacists are gonna be added back to the Skilled Occupation List (SOL)!!! effective as of July 2011.... rolling on my bed with joy now hehe

make me less reluctant to move to country areas to work... since.. i know i don't have to be stuck there for at least 2 years! i can just stay there for a year =D

Somehow, bits and pieces fall into place... thank God for that =)

health cover

couldn't sleep.. as expected.. shall blog to kill time =)

oh i finally signed up for private health insurance!


some may think it is unnecessary (according to my colleagues, we are still young, don't need insurance!)

some may think it is expensive (i think so too! especially for overseas people like me =.=)

but hey, we could spend money on good food, luxuries... why being stingy about your own health cover?

so in the end, i decided to finish work earlier (which was good, i was too tired to work today dunno why hahhahaa), went back to the city, and straight to medibank..(我办事效率还蛮快的lol only thought of it today)

the ones that cover Extras are freaking expensive (about 100 more per month).. i was gonna opt that out.. but the agent told me that she could waive off my waiting period for some of the Extras if i sign up for it today...

and it's not a contract thingy, i can swap back to different cover whenever i want.. since it is about time for me to get my dental check up+scaling+cleaning, and i have some freaking expensive prescriptions that i want to be filled.. altogether cost more than 200, hence my plan is to get all the benefits (maybe make a few contact lens/prescription glasses for fun since it's covered anyway xD), and then swap back to the basic health cover..

lol.. i have to make sure that i am not gonna be lazy in making appointments for dental checkups =.=...

goal

goal of the year:

complete my internship!

MUST GET MY DRIVERS LICENCE! i have a feeling that i probably aint gonna make it.. with busy schedule.. but i have to find time sumhow! no drivers licence = no job =.=

save up for next year... seems impossible at the moment with how i spend my savings on recent activities =.=.. BUT.. HAVE TO... for future pleasure =)

no dreams!

so tired even though i had V drink and tea in this evening!

so gonna wake up in the middle of the night again..

please... no dreams...

having weird dreams lately... made me couldn't rest properly =____________=

clarification

i do not have a boyfriend in Melbourne

York made that up (as a joke)

(because i have been going there quite frequent lately)

and friends believed it xD


cute people

3Q

人一定要想清三个问题：
第一你有什么，
第二你要什么，
第三你能放弃什么。

对于多数人而言：
有什么，很容易评价自己的现状；
要什么，内心也有明确的想法；
最难的是，不知道或不敢放弃什么。这点恰能决定你想要的东西能否真正实现，没有人可以不放弃就得到一切。

- 转发微博

stolen from mz's tweet =DDD

where in future

few years ago, if you ask me where i would like to settle at, i would probably say Adelaide.

few months ago, my choice would be Sydney.

due to the strange weather, i could not make myself choose Melbourne, it's a nice place to hang out, i could do frequent trips there no big deal.


few months ago, i would be sad, to be stuck in Adelaide, because of my visa status, and that it would be hard for me to look for job elsewhere Eg Sydney where it is impossible to get a PR. i love options dun like to be restricted.

Now, if you ask me where i would like to be, i am clueless.


have no idea

i dun mind country, or New Zealand.

its hard though, to move to a total new place, by yourself.

give me min 2 years to be stable, i might drag someone to move with me， wherever it is.

not asian countries though. i must admit, i prefer places where asians are not dominant, better work conditions i supposed

or i might just be stuck in Adelaide GREAT X)

Tender loving Care

我真正需要的其实并不多。
难过时的一句安慰，得意时的一句赞扬，
累了有一个肩膀靠，伤心了有一个温柔的怀抱。

Thank you =]

fb dead xP

i wonder how long my fb can stay asleep..

york said 2 days... =.=


hmmm 2 days... maybe.. since.. i need to wish someone happy birthday on that day~~


but for socialising purposes.. he said... should let it remain deactivated till next week


i dun actually miss fb.. surprisingly..

although i must admit.. i was on it almost all the time and not doing anything else =.=

"to deal with addiction.. u must first admit that u have that problem"

stupid york thong using what they learnt from pharmacology lecture to nag me.. xD


now.. im just staring at the ceiling light

nvm i still have twitter and skype~

He will carry you

If He carried the weight of the world upon His shoulders, I know that He will carry me...


please carry my burden for me

messy dream

uninterupted sleep..

yet...


dreamt of alot of things... it was sooooo messy...

don't remember the details.. or anything..


but, glad that i woke up =)


have to move around to kick start my metabolism!


good luck in your studies~

work

Finally kidnapped the bug from my store today ...

felt restless at work today..

wasn't tired at work, although couldn't go back to sleep after waking up in the middle of the night thanks to the coffee i had during the day..


wasn't in the mood to work towards noon.. procrastinated on things that i would usually try to finish... ok in the end i felt guilty i did just a tiny bit..

usually i would help in dispensing even though there might not be alot of scripts..

today, i was just like... meh.. the pharmacist could do it... and at some point the shop was so dead...

i ended up doin my chemmart college online training (my manager usually told me to do it during my spare time after work.. while others get to get time during their work hours to do some modules) =.=...


ok.. no mood to type... continue later

boh mood

moodless


can't think of any good distractions


everything seems uninteresting


maybe i should do some shopping

new month

诺言的“诺”和誓言的“誓”都有口无心 --- 张爱玲

我只能同情说出这句话的人=张爱玲...

had a more than 10 hours sleep.. it was awesome! ;D

真的是吃饱想睡.... sweat.... like a pig.. i remembered ivan comin into my room to give me something, and took my bowl away... while i continue to sleep...

thanks for the great idea of napping before study! now i didn't do any work at all!!!! =.=

maybe shud pop by uni... but it's too cold~~!

those on msn and skype, sorry that i couldn't reply ~

it's gonna be another busy day today... 1st day of the month.. big orderz....

oh ya it's winter ;)

ivan is gonna be away in melbourne for few weeks! i need to hunt someone down to cook me dinner.. or take me out for dinner XD

wish me luck~