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我把一个星期后要干的事，今天中午终于finished 了


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22 episodes in half a day...


my mum was not happy BOUT THAT lol... T_T


and..


stressed liao

一年半

昨晚某人突然fb msged 我....


他说，他对之前的事感到抱歉。


他打了好多字..

说了很多很多..

偶尔显得很脆弱.. 很不像他。

结果，问了他一句...

醉啦？

猜中了。

一年半了

不知今天醒来他是否会记得

what a beauty

the weather is =)..


was planning to take my power nap to rest my eyes..

the weather is too good though.. don't wanna miss it

understaffed

1 day, i shall try some methadone and see how it tastes like...

was gonna do that with TA today... too bad.. was so busy after


ahhh tired

so many colleagues called in sick this week... understaffed...

uni dayz

was looking at my old mails... sorting things out..

came across stuff from uni...

and i :)

last year i did pretty crap(as in, didn't put much effort into studies.. i was sooooo sick of uni after finishing my honours project hence skipped alot of uni classes)...

still managed to pull through with a Uni Merit award (top 20%)! ;DDDDD have no idea how i did it.. but oh wellz... be grateful!

nothing to be proud of.. though it looks better on my CV (at least was awarded something every year, would look bad if i missed out my last year!).. haih.. need to update it soon.. for next year's job seeking...

am very slacked this year.. didn't even hand in my assignments on time, or contribute much to discussions.... work life just makes everything even harder (but, that applies to others as well.. i shouldn't be making these excuses)...

let's hope i survive my internship... man i dun wanna pay another 550 dollars if i fail my exam!

1 Tim 6:10

貪財是萬惡之根。有人貪戀錢財，就被引誘離了真道，用許多愁苦把​自己刺透了

- 聖經提摩太前書6章10節

For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil, which some reaching after have been led astray from the faitgm and have pierced themselves through with many sorrows


recently, being told of a lot of things, some that seemed very unbelievable..

some were once God's preachers... you never thought they would do things that were so wrong...

really do not like politics, however it exists everywhere even in church...hospital...

i guess it's human nature.. to be greedy.. to want more? (power/money/status)

there are many sides to a story.. but, i chose to believe the person who guided and helped me with his care, wisdom and generosity of course.. and i don't like it when the people i care get involved and hurt...

oh wells, pray hard for the "RIGHT" team

new phone wallpaper

always maintain positive thoughts... which then yield happy things as well? =)

realised that i did not have any wallpaper on my iphone since i swapped to the new 1..

just added 1.. everytime i use my phone, that picture would pop up, which made me smile ;)

how could u not smile by looking at that cute lil thing???? xD

wanna know wat it is? try kidnap my phone 1 day for few seconds X)


stomach is still hurting... hmmmm ate too much lately?? i could hear it making very weird sounds... (sounds like muscle spasm or something =.=)..no.. it's not diarrhoea

T_T

in great pain great stress

Dream

A dream is a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep

Pinocchio

“Prove yourself brave, truthful, and unselfish, and someday, you will be a real boy.”

- Blue Fairy from Pinocchio

delete

previous post deleted =)...

since u deleted yours... felt better?

talk to me X)

Proverbs 31:8

Proverbs 31:8
"Speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves, for the rights of all who are destitute.
Speak up and judge fairly, defend the rights of the poor and needy"


read this somewhere on fb

Success

after a messy post, here's something to balance that...



"In the end, the extent of your own success will be measured by the accomplishments that you have helped create in others"


Saw this in the toilet of Clare pharmaacy.. i like it..

although not all view success the same way


小时候想长大时当个女强人（i still believe.. i can do it)..不过，现在..多了选择.. 当女强人，有时也会很累，想有个肩膀依靠.. if i have kids, i would give up 90% of my work to nurture them... at least that's what i have in mind now, i might change my mind in future =P (maybe husband can be househusband and look after kids while i go out to work hahaha just kidding)

http://www.adelaidenow.com.au/property/news/suicide-box-student-unit-plans-condemned/story-e6frefgc-1226098639824

This news article reminds me of East West Apartment (where i used to live). That place WAs really like a suicidal box! i felt depressed everytime i tried to study in that tiny puny room (or live in there, wonderful that i survived not 1 but 2 years!)

I shouldn't complain, it's not cheap (compare to living in the suburbs).., just 5 minutes walk away from my classes (not just uni itself)... shopping places/eating places are just 1 minute walk away (behind my apartment).. grocery shopping is 7 minutes away...

It's relatively new/modern... the space.. was just too... cramp... for 3 people to live in... dun have enough space to breathe, no ventilation in the rooms...

it will be good that the government stops these developers from building more of these apartments to scam foreign students' money LOL...

Empower Me

Nobody knows, how weak I am, better than You

i woke up, with this song stuck on my head...

Empower me =)

more quotes

Missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you have seen them or the amount of time since you've talked. It's about that very moment when you're doing something and you wish that they were right there with you

"i miss how happy i was with you"... "i'm really hoping that you miss me too"


saw these quotes...

could u relate to it? myself.... maybe? sometimes?

at the moment..... couldn't really... too stressed..

i just wanna be pampered~

occasionally i still miss the people i care for... when my mind is less busy =)

had a bit of dramas going on at work today... it was hell of a day... felt... REALLY... TERRIBLE...

like a pipe went loose or something...

but it all ended alright... im glad =)


LOL.. im gonna start adding random quotes that i come across and like... xD

head and eyes are so sore right now ='(

work = "wonderful"

seriously, not happy...

today's work - horrible

hate it when people simply accuse you, in a rude way

to have quite a bit of experience in management... i was very surprised/shocked to see the way she acted / interacted with people... very bad PR or whatever you call it.. just not appropriate and RUDE

i gave her a benefit of doubt.. many times... could stand it no longer

i was glad, some colleagues understood... and felt my frustration..


please give me more patience!

solution to 2

2 saturdays ago, i was emo from the sermon that pastor preached.. a topic on 2 stuff...

which i could not figure....

HOW to...

i couldn't do both... i could do the former... but not the latter... or the latter.. not the former.. then i realised, i couldn't do either...

which made me sad...


i found my answer last saturday.. via another sermon (unrelated)

as for what were those 2 things, and what was the answer for it (at least i think that is the answer... i might be wrong? LOL).. shall leave it for next time =).. time to sleep

no more desserts! hmm maybe less

all work no play makes Cheryl a rich kid...

OK no more desserts! (at least not three times or more a week)...

less eating out....


if i do so... could save up at least 500 half a year on desserts ALONE... (definitely alot more if i eat out less)...

Galatians 5:6

For in Christ Jesus neither circumcision nor uncircumcision has any value. The only thing that counts is faith expressing itself through love.

Proverbs 17:22

A merry heart doeth good like a medicine: but a broken spirit drieth the bones.

Proverbs 17:22

workload

so tired...

very exhausted

the thought of workload and internship tasks are slowly haunting me.........


stress is crazily building up

......................


keep a cheerful heart and mind!


i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me! Phil 4:13

After not using my Optus number for a while.. Just realized that it got hacked.. Lol

Have to abandon it? But it has such a nice number!


Very extremely exhausted lately, from work. Ppl noticed that I looked tired.. Especially after work, just wanna cuddle under my quilt and sleep..


Very very tired.. And I haven't finished my cases for tmr.. Damn it sleep time

SE

feeling nauseated...


it's all in the mind i will be ok!


would love to skip training though... unpaid work early tmr i need the rest (have to use my annual leave to work =.=)!

BUT...

it's important to have good work ethics in order for the people above you to be impressed and not complain (i need a good resume for next year haih)

and i need a massage =/... very sore back i feel so old with these sorts of complains

blog walking

got my jab today... i hope i dun fall sick this time!

came across these when i was blog walking

hehe i like!

男孩婚后对自己的妻子比婚前更好。一次聚会朋友笑他：“怎么结婚了还那么腻…？”他讪讪地笑着说：“结婚前很多男生都想追她，很多男生会对她好，我只有对她更好才能追到她；结婚后对她好的男生越来越少，我只有对她更好才能不让她失落。”我所做的就是想让她幸福。说完，在场的朋友都沉默了。

it's very sweet =)

2nd 1:

“如果胖的我跟瘦的我同时出现，你会选哪一个啊？” “当然是胖的那一个啊。” “少骗人了，哪有人会选胖的啊。” “……因为，胖胖的你没有人疼。”记得，当时我哭了 。 也许这是他对我说过，最浪漫的话。


to be honest, i don't prefer guys that are too thin.. not as nice to hug/pillow!

其实幸福不难，不过to realise how simple it can be achieved, can be a difficult thing

Day off again

Got my day off for this thurs and fri..

Better make full use of them :))

Wasting my annual leaves randomly -.-

Hanhdorf Drive

Yesterday, out of no where... we ended up driving to Sterling

i felt WOW coz i was actually thinking of that place just a night before

Saturday, when i woke up..feeling rather gloomy... went to church... spent the morning.. the soup was very yummy (i wanna try reproduce that brocolli soup!)

After lunch and youth meeting, we weren't sure of what to do.

and we didn't want to go home and sleep, what a waste of the day (even though the weather didn't look good)..

Then Chun suggested to go for a drive (he drove not me of course).. i was up for it (since i love car rides alot haha).. i was like HMMMMM Sterling? He then said.. That was where he was planning to go... oh yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaa hi five! great minds think alike xD...

Sterling has some really nice european feeling... would be really pretty in autumn!

drove to Algate.. explored slightly further.. but turned back coz we weren't sure where we were heading to...

then we went to hanhdorf.. to a place where he accidentally discovered last time..

it was a VERY PRETTY PLACE.. vineyard.. again.. would be lovely in autumn full with grapes ready to be harvested

ivan and alex were sleeping at the back of the car =.=.. i would fall asleep very easily.. (at 1 point i did! so tired).. but as the passenger next to the driver, i was told last time that i shouldn't

uni memories

i kinda miss my uni friends.. and times when we were in 4th year.. (and some during 3rd year)..


happy times.. i met lots of wonderful people


sad times (stupid thesis)


there will be some moments that i will cherish for a lifetime

food = procrastination

study makes me procrastinate... (well im sure it does that to everyone)

and makes me update my fb more ... my effort from last 2 months went down the drain ROFL..


craving for French cuisine now................... does Adelaide have good French restaurants??

exam stress =.=

an old poem once taught

If - Rudyard Kipling

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!

sleep

i love being able to sleep in during the weekends


but

everytime it hits weekends... especially winter...

i wake up... with a 沉重的心情... the weather outside... is rather gloomy...


not a very pleasant feeling

road trip plan #1

i was told that Sterling is a pretty place

would like to drive there 1 day! it's not even far.. hanhdorf distance~

Cold weather

Went to gepp cross for lunch..

Had cold roll at some Vietnamese restaurant..

The weather is soooo damn cold!

and the stress... begins

after this weekend... there will be 4 whole week of stress T________________T



aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

July's devour

devour's dessert was better in June compared to July..

haih mandarin souffle no more

but at least their desserts are better than eggless or aviary or sugarbowl

drive

i will not drive a car that does not belong to the person who lend it to me..

or a car that does not belong to a friend of mine (except rented cars)

and when the owner probably doesn't even know that i am offered by somebody else to drive their car

that's not the way to do it.. but anywayz.. 谢谢你的好意

productive day doin unproductive stuff

remembered how i mentioned i was supposed to go to Chun's house to study?

ya we ended up going!

before that, Wayne, who's currently on holidays .. had nothing better to do as well, suggested to try some pastry/cupcakes at a cafe somewhere in the city


since i had my day off and had a light lunch/snack at home only (we decided not to go to stag because we weren't hungry enough).. so yes off we went (good thing he lives only 5 minutes away from me!)


we found the cupcake cafe... and when we walked in the customers there were mostly girls LOL... it was quite packed as well.. the environment was quite nice... Wayne liked it alot (although everything was so pink =.= LOL)

there was where i got my coffee and hence couldn't sleep last nite (brain too worked up by the caffeine)... the cupcakes were good =).. not too sweet, yet good..

were there chitchating for a couple of hours.. then chun rang me... he just woke up from his sleep... and was bored.. and hungry LOL... and wanted company for dinner.. both of us were still full from the cupcake and drink.. and it was still early! not even late tea time.. (plus someone else asked me for dinner.. although at that time i wasn't sure if it was gonna even happen).. but then we decided to accompany him

so ya he came to the city to pick us up back to his house =.=... we chilled there till my brother came back from Melb and went to the airport to pick him up since the house is very near the airport

i was trying to study at their place.. borrowing Wing's pharmacology book that's there.. but the 2 of them kept talking about games.. LOL i got distracted xD

after picking Ivan up from the airport we went to IKEA nearby for dinner (chun had to work at 7 so all decided to have early EARLY dinner)... well actually, the rest of us just had some snacks XD they were pretty good..

and i went window shopping.. i love shopping for furnitures in IKEA.. they have all sorts of interesting stuff!

then, back home.. watched masterchef!

i had a productive day =) (doing unproductive stuff HAHAHA)

still awake!

the coffee i had this evening is keeping me awake now =(((((((((

broda

it's good to have ivan back home =)...


a pile of dishes waiting in the sink for him LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

food

it's a good thing i ate beforehand


oh wellz oh wellz ;) (seriously.. no point to get angry or anything when u know that's gonna happen.. however... nvm i was just speechless.. 所以说我直觉有时还蛮准的 xD)



damn watching masterchef makes me crave for fine dining


$$$$$

thank goodness billy is back! i think he was the reason why REd team won! =DDDD

addition of another chef

found myself another chef ;DDDDDDDDDD

can't wait can't wait

corned silverside and yorkshire pudding i shall be the guinea pig xD

day off

was planning to go to Chun's place to study/sleep/do watever..cook? today... but i overslept!!!

my alarm clocks failed to wake me! (ok maybe got woken up once but i went back to sleep)...

by the time i woke up night shift had ended hours ago and chunnie would be happily sleeping at home (he worked in the city could have gotten him to pick me! i still dunno where exactly they live never actually notice around whenever they picked me to their place)

used to study/eat/sleep/skipuni at their place in 1st year (although it was a different house and location now!)... i can never study at home.. too much distractions!

so far i have read 10 pages of AMH.. did some laundry cleaning.. ok i guess not too bad yet xD

stag has 50% off for steaks (weekday lunch specials)... i forgot about it coz i never go for it (since i dun have the chance to.. i work weekdays office hours oh wellz T_T).. by the time i remembered.. i already snacked on some food at home and not hungry anymore.. wayne too!

... anywayz.. i love my day off!!! i wish i have more days off from work!

goin out for afternoon tea =DDD

wat to do

what shud i do on my wednesday offfffffffffffff????

kang ying couldn't come to adelaide anymore... housemate decided to go to melbie to meet her


T___________________________________________________________________________T


aiyerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr


no chance to drive car LOL

KIDS

after watching colic baby on utube in today's seminar..

i dun think i wanna have kids... they are scaryyyyyyyyyy...


and postnatal depression and mastitis and everything...


be a mum - phobia


dun get me wrong i still love kids.. some of them... just... scary

the thought of being a mum is scary

uni work semi done

yesterday i didn't even know what i fell asleep or what time i woke up again...

i remembered falling asleep at 12ish .. set my alarm clock at 1... woke up.. type 1 sentence.. went back to sleep... woke up at nearly 4... laptop still on my lap... went back to sleep.. woke up at 6 again... put my laptop away (becoz i could feel the heat on the quilt.. dun wanna overheat it!)... went back to sleep again till 7... =.=


not satisfied with my work.. but ... that's wat i get for not doin it early...

not looking forward to the grades...

seriously.. i did so crap =.=


well at least get over and done with.. i wanna focus on my exam! instead of stupid assignments sighhhhhhhhhhh


i am bringing my V drink to uni!

med

how many people took up medicine because their parents tell them to? because it is a prestigious career? because they reckon smart ones shud go for med?

how many of them genuinely have passion for it?

stress building up

昨早醒来就不太舒服,病了两个星期加上考试压力加上凌晨四时才睡，所以请病假了。


每次考试近了没做准备，就很压力，大小事都容易emo。

昨天看到外面天气那么好我心就超不爽。也觉得不该一直睡浪费这么好的天气，虽然病了要多休息。

Since I did not go to work, Cl picked me up earlier than planned to their place.

I fell asleep straight away when I got there. A very restful sleep.

everyone in the house were sleeping except da chef, cooking his ramen away... since he needed to feed old man wing before he went for his night shift.. poor thing..

心情

words .. hard to describe... how im feeling.. now...

你懂我懂

im the 1 who should say thanks..

but... thank you.. is not enough..

hence why i said.. hard to describe

有想哭的感觉...

good weather bad mood

正妒忌着外面的好天气

脑袋很空白


stupid i spent so much time reading a useless stuff... not 1 but 2...

computer has too much crap to clear..

got to backup stuff... but need to find a HD...


and...

i think im starting to feel stressed.. and i hate that stressful feeling

sleep sleep sleep

i dun think im the only 1 that remember guaaaaaaaaa


nevertheless... oh wellz =)

july one

start of the new financial year...


time for tax return soon!!


finally.. it's friday..

gonna be a very busy weekend i supposed

last day of financial year

work today felt like fri... it was a very busy day...

road trip next week??? =DDD


where to?

tired but caffeine high

今天一直被上司灌可乐to make sure that i dun get too tired ROFL


忘了我不能喝可乐(more like can't drink too much).. oh wellz... there's always nexium!