Wow. so it has been a while since I last blogged? I thought it wasn't too long ago.
and oh boy, lots of things have changed in between.
Ah well, first thing first. The reason I blog tonight is to record something before I forget about it later on.
So yea as per title, I had a dream few days ago (sunday morning?). Not just any dream.....
I remembered 2 scenes.
Well first one was, I dreamt of Sarah and her toddler. that was really really random, and the toddler was walking and maybe talking? (in reality just a newborn couldn't even crawl yet). I remembered being really surprise because from my memory he was still tiny (which he is in reality). Anyways, he was a cute happy little toddler, very smiley, and may he stays that way in real life!
Well, this first dream wasn't the main reason for my blog, but I thought I shall mentioned it anyway xD.
2nd dream, i dreamt of my used to be, very very close friend. Why say used-to-be? Well we don't talk to each other anymore. Why? I don't know. We did not even argue. I don't think we ever really argue? But I was furious at her at 1 point because of certain reasons, I don't know if she knows, but yes we just drifted apart, just like that, without any reasons/matters brought up between us. Well in the dream, I saw her, I felt awkward, not sure if she felt the same, she was with her foreign friends that I don't know. I forgot what happened, she started talking to me, and saying something to me (don't remember what was it anymore now, maybe something really casual, or of no importance), and then I just cut her off and blurted out, "Let's not be friends.... just, don't talk to me"
I think she was taken aback... I don't know.. I couldn't help it at that time, then I think i got emotional.
forgot who left first, or maybe both. I was really upset, tearful, and then I cried, very sad and emotional.
I don't normally cry (I can get teary easily, watching movies and stuff, but I don't cry), unless I am really really upset 受委屈.
then I woke up, and realised, there were tears, lots of tears, in my eyes on my face =.=...
I still don't know why/how I actually said what I said in my dream. Could not imagine that I will be the 1 saying it, even if it's just a dream (well it felt real at that time).I mean we used to be good friends, even though we might not hang out alot, have our own friend circles, and are busy with our lives. We even joked to be each other's bridesmaid. We have not spoken for a year now, I couldn't on my side, couldn't bring myself to do it anymore, don't know about her, maybe she knows that I am angry hence why not talking to me? maybe she doesn't care or hasn't taken notice? maybe she is angry at me and not telling me as well? Well, who knows.....
I don't want to know... or maybe I do.
oh well, thought I will vent it out here...
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Thursday, July 14, 2016
Thursday, February 25, 2016
new year resolutions pt 2
before I start stating 2016 resolutions, would like to mention a few that I have achieved from past years :D
2014/2015 resolutions that I have achieved
- forming the habit of cleanse-tone-moisturize
I used to be very horrible in terms of putting anything on my face (or cleaning =.=).. I would just use makeup wipes to clean my face instead of cleanser, and skip toning or moisturizing. However, due to the massive amount of expired face products due to my lack of using and my love for buying random ones to try (and my increasing horrible skin condition because i did not take care of it), I forced myself to start doing the cleanse-tone-moisturize routine, and noticed a change.. my skin is not as dry now :D. Now, it is part of my twice daily routine which I am glad to have achieved, I still forget at times especially when I stay at home all day and not venture out which is fair enough.
- bond with my little brother more
Even though my younger brother and I live under the same roof, we can live without talking to each other for dayssss. When i came home after work, I would head to my laptop and glue to it for ages. Whenever I traveled, He found out about my travel plans from friends instead of myself because we seldom communicated. He stopped cooking due to both of us being at work full time and being tired. We barely ate together unless I mentioned to eat out during my day off.
I wanted to change that, or at least make my household living being happy :). So, end of last year, I decided to start cooking and eating at home more. I try to cook during my day off so we can eat together for dinner (and to save some $$). He was quite surprised when he noticed the change. Now, whenever he comes home on my day off, he will eagerly ask me if I am gonna cook :), and he tries to cook on the day that I work. We will eat together on the dining table instead of in front of our respective laptops. I like that change, and i'm sure he does to.
My next step is to find the effort to play board games with him, seeing that he loves it so much ;)
this family bonding is gonna be an ongoing task for sure!
OKAY, enough said. time to list out my part 2 goals:
i need to
- DECLUTTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS has been an ongoing project since forever! There are always clutter everywhere. I must admit that im a hoarder, I just couldn't get myself to get rid of several little small things (including empty jars/shampoo bottles that I have used =.=)..
The cleanest my room has ever been is usually right before I fly off to somewhere, because either I have no mood to pack if there is mess around,or i procrastinate by tiding my room and leave packing till the very last minute), or I tidy my room along the way in search of what to pack... hmmm i'm not making any sense here haha don't know what I am typing.
Anyway I need to get rid of ALOT of things:
CLOTHES
clothes that I no longer wear even though it's still quite new looking, clothes that I can't wear because I 长肉了 T____T , clothes that I said to myself maybe I will wear it again 1 day, clothes that I have no occasion to wear.... etc
PAPERWORK
books and reading materials from uni, i still have them. feel sad to throw all my hardwork out though my brother kept naggging at me about them. But i really should say goodbye to them, I don't need them anymore! (easier typed than done).. also some bank statements, old rental contracts/paperwork, pharmacy reading materials etc
BODYSKINCARE/COSMETICS
oh, and expired samples/skincare/cosmetics/medications... I have tons of them... i seldom use cosmetics especially mascara, lip stuff but i like to buy them (maybe I should start wearing them more during work) =.=.. the only ones i use more, are foundation/bb cream, and even those i have lots of them that have been sitting around for more than 2 years, unfinished.. some . are not cheap so it feels quite wasted just to throw them out (i need someone to come and throw it away for me xD)... and lots of samples that I get from work place, i seldom even touch them! (hence nowadays i don't really take samples/freebies anymore).. Bottles of body moisturisers that are out of date..
to prevent stuff from expiring before I use them, I came up with my next goal:
- MOISTURISE/MOISTURISE, MOISTURISE!!!!
Need to start using my body moisturiser and lip balm. My skin/lips are so dry due to the dry australian weather. Bought all these good moisturisers and lip balms but never used them, just checked these products and they were all expired! On the other hand I actually have less expired facial skincare now (excluding body moisturisers) ever since forming the habit of cleanse-tone-moisturise routine 2 years ago.. so this year i shall apply the same method for body moisturisers, and lip balm!
hmmmm 2 goals listed... enough time spent.. to be continued :).. gonna shower now.. let's hope i remember to moisturize after xD
2014/2015 resolutions that I have achieved
- forming the habit of cleanse-tone-moisturize
I used to be very horrible in terms of putting anything on my face (or cleaning =.=).. I would just use makeup wipes to clean my face instead of cleanser, and skip toning or moisturizing. However, due to the massive amount of expired face products due to my lack of using and my love for buying random ones to try (and my increasing horrible skin condition because i did not take care of it), I forced myself to start doing the cleanse-tone-moisturize routine, and noticed a change.. my skin is not as dry now :D. Now, it is part of my twice daily routine which I am glad to have achieved, I still forget at times especially when I stay at home all day and not venture out which is fair enough.
- bond with my little brother more
Even though my younger brother and I live under the same roof, we can live without talking to each other for dayssss. When i came home after work, I would head to my laptop and glue to it for ages. Whenever I traveled, He found out about my travel plans from friends instead of myself because we seldom communicated. He stopped cooking due to both of us being at work full time and being tired. We barely ate together unless I mentioned to eat out during my day off.
I wanted to change that, or at least make my household living being happy :). So, end of last year, I decided to start cooking and eating at home more. I try to cook during my day off so we can eat together for dinner (and to save some $$). He was quite surprised when he noticed the change. Now, whenever he comes home on my day off, he will eagerly ask me if I am gonna cook :), and he tries to cook on the day that I work. We will eat together on the dining table instead of in front of our respective laptops. I like that change, and i'm sure he does to.
My next step is to find the effort to play board games with him, seeing that he loves it so much ;)
this family bonding is gonna be an ongoing task for sure!
OKAY, enough said. time to list out my part 2 goals:
i need to
- DECLUTTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS has been an ongoing project since forever! There are always clutter everywhere. I must admit that im a hoarder, I just couldn't get myself to get rid of several little small things (including empty jars/shampoo bottles that I have used =.=)..
The cleanest my room has ever been is usually right before I fly off to somewhere, because either I have no mood to pack if there is mess around,or i procrastinate by tiding my room and leave packing till the very last minute), or I tidy my room along the way in search of what to pack... hmmm i'm not making any sense here haha don't know what I am typing.
Anyway I need to get rid of ALOT of things:
CLOTHES
clothes that I no longer wear even though it's still quite new looking, clothes that I can't wear because I 长肉了 T____T , clothes that I said to myself maybe I will wear it again 1 day, clothes that I have no occasion to wear.... etc
PAPERWORK
books and reading materials from uni, i still have them. feel sad to throw all my hardwork out though my brother kept naggging at me about them. But i really should say goodbye to them, I don't need them anymore! (easier typed than done).. also some bank statements, old rental contracts/paperwork, pharmacy reading materials etc
BODYSKINCARE/COSMETICS
oh, and expired samples/skincare/cosmetics/medications... I have tons of them... i seldom use cosmetics especially mascara, lip stuff but i like to buy them (maybe I should start wearing them more during work) =.=.. the only ones i use more, are foundation/bb cream, and even those i have lots of them that have been sitting around for more than 2 years, unfinished.. some . are not cheap so it feels quite wasted just to throw them out (i need someone to come and throw it away for me xD)... and lots of samples that I get from work place, i seldom even touch them! (hence nowadays i don't really take samples/freebies anymore).. Bottles of body moisturisers that are out of date..
to prevent stuff from expiring before I use them, I came up with my next goal:
- MOISTURISE/MOISTURISE, MOISTURISE!!!!
Need to start using my body moisturiser and lip balm. My skin/lips are so dry due to the dry australian weather. Bought all these good moisturisers and lip balms but never used them, just checked these products and they were all expired! On the other hand I actually have less expired facial skincare now (excluding body moisturisers) ever since forming the habit of cleanse-tone-moisturise routine 2 years ago.. so this year i shall apply the same method for body moisturisers, and lip balm!
hmmmm 2 goals listed... enough time spent.. to be continued :).. gonna shower now.. let's hope i remember to moisturize after xD
Tuesday, January 12, 2016
New year 2016 resolutions part 1
New Year 2016 Resolutions pt 1~
I guess it is the time of the year again, new year, new plans, new goals.
I tried not to set any goals in the past (partly because I knew I would not follow/achieve any of them hahahahaha).
However, I suppose this year I would like to motivate myself and set goals for myself. I have been in my comfort zone for so long, I need some sort of challenges, hey I have so many more years to go, I can't stay the same all the time aye? Have to 进化to the better keke.
Okay shall start listing all my goals!
- Be fitter and healthier
One thing that I was proud of myself at the end of last year, I started going back to the gym (after paying for the membership since 2011 and BARELY went at all!) yup... I paid for not going, such a waste of money I know, tried to ring to cancel it once i think back in 2012 or 2013, but they said I couldn't cancel it over the phone and have to pop in to see them, AND I WAS THAT CBB and just kept paying instead =.= (bad on me). Partially because of my shift work till late night and they closed at 10pm, I did not have time to go after hours (and I could not be bothered to wake up at 6am to go sweat myself in the gym before work, nor gym on my day off after a 12 hours shift, yup you can say they were all excuses).
Last year, I decided to cancel it for good, went to their website 1 last time to check out anything good (eg gym classes, attend one or 2 before cancelling), then found out the gym near to mine just become 24/7 for 2 weeks. I was so excited because I always hoped my gym is 24/7 like some other ones so I can go after work :). See how I tried to cancel twice and something else turned up to stop me hehe, must be a sign from God hehe. So I started straight away, think it was back in October or November on the days that I work (roughly 3-5x a week).
不过因为十二月从印尼回来时生病了，加上工作开始很忙，所以直到过年一个多月没去了。不过今晚终于下定决心又开始！I've decided that if I were to stop attending for 2 months straight, I shall cancel my gym membership!!
Proof of my first gym session for 2016, pardon my 丑态 哈哈哈哈 (eye bags and break outs from late nights haihs need to fix that!)
So yeah, be fit and healthier, going to gym is part of the plan (I definitely find my stamina to have improved :). 我不期望会有个苗条有骨感的身材, i am not born with that sort of genes & have accepted that fact, but at least I want to be healthier and look healther, fit enough to climb mount fuji in future is my goal! :)
2ndly, eat healthier and sleep earlier and drink more water!!! sounds simple? But I don't do it =.=, or haven't been in the past..........................................
- COOK MORE!
Last year end (又是去年年底！）I started cooking more. Not that I didn't cook at all in the past, just mainly cooked for myself (dump everything.. veges fish balls eggs mushrooms you name it into a pot and boil them and then add noodles, macam eating 火锅 LOL, but that Was my staple in the past!) I blamed that on long 12 hours working shift again, and CBB cooking on days off because to me day off IS a DAY OFF (those who constantly work long shifts, 你懂的). 然后，出现了转机~ my brother, who was a vegetarian, decided to add fish in his diet! (之前我的借口之一是嫌他麻烦不知要煮什么给他）.So again I got excited and started to find stuff to cook for us. 他一开始觉得很奇怪我怎么突然开始下厨，thought it was for the other half xD.
Anyways, I have been craving for korean food for a while, and since flights to KOREA is pretty expensive, I can't just book and fly over there like what I did for japan =.=. Went online came across a korean youtuber called Maangchi who has plenty of korean cuisine recipes, and alot of them are simple to follow (mind you I am a very 懒散 and 嫌麻烦 person and if the steps are complicated or if I can't get the ingredients from my local grocer I will not proceed further!). SO 我决定从她拿下手！I am glad I came across her, tried a few of her recipes (including the tuna pancakes) and they worked out well :)
I guess it is the time of the year again, new year, new plans, new goals.
I tried not to set any goals in the past (partly because I knew I would not follow/achieve any of them hahahahaha).
However, I suppose this year I would like to motivate myself and set goals for myself. I have been in my comfort zone for so long, I need some sort of challenges, hey I have so many more years to go, I can't stay the same all the time aye? Have to 进化to the better keke.
Okay shall start listing all my goals!
- Be fitter and healthier
One thing that I was proud of myself at the end of last year, I started going back to the gym (after paying for the membership since 2011 and BARELY went at all!) yup... I paid for not going, such a waste of money I know, tried to ring to cancel it once i think back in 2012 or 2013, but they said I couldn't cancel it over the phone and have to pop in to see them, AND I WAS THAT CBB and just kept paying instead =.= (bad on me). Partially because of my shift work till late night and they closed at 10pm, I did not have time to go after hours (and I could not be bothered to wake up at 6am to go sweat myself in the gym before work, nor gym on my day off after a 12 hours shift, yup you can say they were all excuses).
Last year, I decided to cancel it for good, went to their website 1 last time to check out anything good (eg gym classes, attend one or 2 before cancelling), then found out the gym near to mine just become 24/7 for 2 weeks. I was so excited because I always hoped my gym is 24/7 like some other ones so I can go after work :). See how I tried to cancel twice and something else turned up to stop me hehe, must be a sign from God hehe. So I started straight away, think it was back in October or November on the days that I work (roughly 3-5x a week).
不过因为十二月从印尼回来时生病了，加上工作开始很忙，所以直到过年一个多月没去了。不过今晚终于下定决心又开始！I've decided that if I were to stop attending for 2 months straight, I shall cancel my gym membership!!
Proof of my first gym session for 2016, pardon my 丑态 哈哈哈哈 (eye bags and break outs from late nights haihs need to fix that!)
So yeah, be fit and healthier, going to gym is part of the plan (I definitely find my stamina to have improved :). 我不期望会有个苗条有骨感的身材, i am not born with that sort of genes & have accepted that fact, but at least I want to be healthier and look healther, fit enough to climb mount fuji in future is my goal! :)
2ndly, eat healthier and sleep earlier and drink more water!!! sounds simple? But I don't do it =.=, or haven't been in the past..........................................
- COOK MORE!
Last year end (又是去年年底！）I started cooking more. Not that I didn't cook at all in the past, just mainly cooked for myself (dump everything.. veges fish balls eggs mushrooms you name it into a pot and boil them and then add noodles, macam eating 火锅 LOL, but that Was my staple in the past!) I blamed that on long 12 hours working shift again, and CBB cooking on days off because to me day off IS a DAY OFF (those who constantly work long shifts, 你懂的). 然后，出现了转机~ my brother, who was a vegetarian, decided to add fish in his diet! (之前我的借口之一是嫌他麻烦不知要煮什么给他）.So again I got excited and started to find stuff to cook for us. 他一开始觉得很奇怪我怎么突然开始下厨，thought it was for the other half xD.
Anyways, I have been craving for korean food for a while, and since flights to KOREA is pretty expensive, I can't just book and fly over there like what I did for japan =.=. Went online came across a korean youtuber called Maangchi who has plenty of korean cuisine recipes, and alot of them are simple to follow (mind you I am a very 懒散 and 嫌麻烦 person and if the steps are complicated or if I can't get the ingredients from my local grocer I will not proceed further!). SO 我决定从她拿下手！I am glad I came across her, tried a few of her recipes (including the tuna pancakes) and they worked out well :)
I always love soft tofu stew, and the ones I have from Rundle mall food court just doesn't cut it, so decided to make my own! I was impressed!! LOVE IT!! (thanks to the recipe!)
When I first saw the recipe to make these bread rolls, I was amazed at how easy it looks! So I tried it (after more than 1 month, talk about being lazy and also having baking phobia lol 我讨厌把手弄脏，have truely overcome that by now hehe)..
So far I have baked or used flour multiple times, partly motivated to finish off the soon to expire flour!
So yup 2016 definitely more cooking + baking!!!!! to 省钱 (暂时还没省到，because I started spending money on baking gadgets =.=)
more goals, but I think I have typed enough. will continue on later, =) hopefully not half a year later lol.. need to shower its nearly 12am! (oh wells what to do, late shift late gym late everything =/)
PS: the above goals were sort of my past year (not mentioned) resolutions that I have been failing to achieve. so hopefully this year I will actually do something and be persistent in it =)
Monday, January 11, 2016
Tuna pancake recipe
Made tuna pancakes today with a recipe that I found online.
It turned out well so I shall write down the ingredients here for future reference :)
Tuna Pancakes (more like fishcakes lol) - 6 pieces
- 2 small cans of tuna (water drained)
- 1/4 cup of chopped onions
- 1 tbs of plain flour
- 1 whole x-large egg
- 1 tsp oil (sesame), (or butter or others)
- 1/2 tsp of salt (or more)
- 1/4 tsp grounded pepper (approximately)
- 1 mince garlic
- cheese (optional)
- chives/ thyme/ chilli (optional)
hmmm i reckon thats it.. mix all the above, then pan fry.. (flip when one side turns golden brown).. takes about 5 minutes
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It turned out well so I shall write down the ingredients here for future reference :)
Tuna Pancakes (more like fishcakes lol) - 6 pieces
- 2 small cans of tuna (water drained)
- 1/4 cup of chopped onions
- 1 tbs of plain flour
- 1 whole x-large egg
- 1 tsp oil (sesame), (or butter or others)
- 1/2 tsp of salt (or more)
- 1/4 tsp grounded pepper (approximately)
- 1 mince garlic
- cheese (optional)
- chives/ thyme/ chilli (optional)
hmmm i reckon thats it.. mix all the above, then pan fry.. (flip when one side turns golden brown).. takes about 5 minutes
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Tada, don't have any greens to garnish, I used whatever I found in ma fridge... cherry tomatoes. Worked out well because they were so sweet went well with the salty tuna :)
Besides Tuna, other meat/fish can be used to substitute.. Ivan is a pescatarian so my cooking leans more towards fish and vege.
就这样！最近想多尝试下厨Try 不一样的东西 （主要是材料简单步骤简单不然我也懒得去试 xD) ... 想吃什么就上网找食谱
ok TA!
Thursday, September 10, 2015
Thought of the week
Thought of the week:
ah randomness..
everytime i have a sudden urge to exercise or do some physical activities, my time of the month visits me, hmm everytime...
hence, i think it must be my hormone, giving me all these "motivational" thoughts..
i wonder if it will last, or start (erm, physical exercises)
Well, i really do need some form of physical fitness, everyone should!
guess I should start with something realistic, and easy, to ensure that it will sustain
Will see what happens
Oh, ive sent off my passport for visa application, and completed all my CPD, way before due date.
Better this year than last :)... ah oops, yet to do my tax return, have to do that before my holidays next month!
well that's all for now! first post this year :)... let's hope i am able to post more often in future X)
#throwback #siemreap #2014 #swimmingpoolhahaha
Monday, June 9, 2014
French open finale djoker
Guess what I'm doing ?
As the title suggests, I'm streaming French open live finale. (via frombar dot com )
My favourite djoker vs nadal!
Please dethrone nadal!!
On the other hand, shun bian multitask
Face mask + using laptop to Warm my tummy
My version of watching french open.. With style ! ;)
PS: I know, I looked hideous in the pic! such cold winter~~!
UPDATED:
so Nadal won... aiyerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.. nvm.. i still love ya djoker!
Thursday, June 5, 2014
Gym 2014
went to gym for the first time this year!
Have photos as evidence :p
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| @Goodlife |
Was slacking the entire year actually, either I was busy, tired, away, couldn't find my gym stuff/clothes etc.
glad I went. And worked out whether gym is doable night time after work.
You see I usually work till 9pm and my gym shuts at 10pm, takes at least 10 minutes to get to gym from work place, so afraid the place may halao ppl let's say 15 minutes before closing.
Got there 9.20, asked the receptionist how much time I got, she said 40 minutes, SWEET!
End up doing about 25 minutes cardio then stretched. Took it easy haha burnt off about 200kcal. I'm satisfied!
Hopefully I don't slack off!
To make it easy for myself, gonna make note here of what to bring as reference (forgot my drink bottle today!!)
UPDATED LIST (after my 2nd visit and actually took a shower there, realised missing some stuff that could be handy!)
in my Bag:
Gym card
Top and bottom
Towel
Water bottle
Shoes
Socks
Toiletries (shower/hair/skin)
Hook (damn no hook in shower areas!)
Flipflop (don't wanna get tinea)
Gym card
Top and bottom
Towel
Water bottle
Shoes
Socks
Snackbar
Ipod+earphones
Ipod+earphones
phone+keys
Change of clothes+bra&undies (during the day)Toiletries (shower/hair/skin)
Hook (damn no hook in shower areas!)
Flipflop (don't wanna get tinea)
I think that's all for now hehe
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| My Favourite Purple runners, exclusively for gym use! |
Monday, May 19, 2014
Monday not so blue
Just downloaded blogger app on my phone (hooray!) So it's more convenient (attaching photos wise .. since I usually take photos on my phone nowadays.. and I hate blogging words and no picture!)
Anyways woke up this morning at 7.30.. jumped out of bed and got into shower.. thinking it's a Tuesday.
Then realised.. its actually Monday. And I don't work Mondays :))))... by then I was wide awake. So started my usual b4 work routine eg check mails, fb, juice, criminal case (fb friends could tell I'm hooked to this game lol.. I just love finding missing pieces bit!)
Glad I didn't sleep in since I have been doing that quite a lot lately on my days off (thanks to staying up late). Definitely not a good habit!
Gonna slowly cutting off korean dramas (tv dramas in general), criminal case (the intention to delete it off fb popped up in my mind today, well its a good start!) ETC.. slowly weaning off koreans bcoz the hosting site is constantly down.. HAHA
Had a breakky date with 2 of my colleagues... Went to coffee barun.. Despite being less than 10 minutes away from my place I've never actually dined there b4. They are known for their awesome coffee ( I think A Mother's Milk got their coffee seeds from here). Anyways ordered Sauteed mushroom mixed in sour cream + poached eggs (got them to changed it to scrambled) with sausages and toast
I loved it! didn't think mushroom goes well with sour cream (but mushroom goes well with anything haha).. the scrambled eggs were perfectly cooked too! Often encounter alot of scrambled eggs that were too soggy or just aint fluffy enough.... This one... DELISH!
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| Sauteed mushroom, sour cream + sausages+rockets+toast+scrambled eggs @ Coffee Barun |
Finished 95% of it as I was hungry before (tried not to touch the bread at home before heading here!)
Great to catch up with those 2 colleagues as we are normally to busy to talk at work.. Spent 4 hours altogether! Karen (1 of them) showed us her ultrasound photos (she's pregnant with her fourth :D).. baby looked so quick sucking his thumb! (actually, don't know the gender yet, but the head looks like a boy's head haha silly me!)
Now I have a gap till work time... Well, I mentioned that I have mondays off. But because I feel awesome yesterday/today, I offered to work tonight (since I don't think boss like working monday nights.. and his birthday was yesterday :)). and, I live close, time better spent at work then on internet :))
Now something random, while I looked into the mirror today, I realised (and could see clearly) my iris were brown! I remembered back in the days, my eyes were black, tried very hard (even got my friends to look at it) and agreed that its either black or very very very dark brown (well, i supposed black is not very possible, so lets just stick to dark brown)..
So am surprised when they look different today, or now. Makes me wonder if adult's eye colour change? (I know infants do)... Googled for answer LOL .. briefly got the idea that they may, depending on sun exposure? I don't know. Even my hair colour changes at times from dark brown to brown to black xD.. Anywayz haha just something got me curious about. :)
Friday, May 9, 2014
Failed sick leaves
last night, woke up from a really really bad abdominal cramp. Lots and lots of wind.
I was in agony for what it seemed like hours..
By the time I went back to bed it was around 5am.
Thinking to myself, if it occurs again gonna ring my boss telling him Imma sick couldn't go into work.
So it happened again, I rang him, surprisingly he was up already, and I could hear loud classical music on the background on the other side of the phone, Geesh he was up early (I thought to myself), but then he has kids to send to school so that was probably why.
After getting approval, I went back to sleep.
Then I woke up, only to realise, it was a dream.
Then went to work, saw him, told him, he sent me home.
Then I woke up again, wth it was another dream??????!!!!! don't remember what happened but I could recall getting off work again because I wasn't well.
However........ shall I repeat what happened again??
altogether it happened THREE TIMES!!! I called in sick THREEEEEEEEEEee TIMESSSSSSSSS in my DREAM?????!?!!!!!!
Last but not least, it was around 7am probably, or just before, I could hear my door open, or was it not shut I don't know. My brother went out for work. It was raining.
Then I heard from the bathroom there was a sound from the drainage, then I squeeky sound, as if something crawling, from the bathroom drainage up, coming closer straight into my room, sound gets louder .. up onto my bed (I didn't see it but could hear it getting closer as the sound was getting louder, all within less than 2 seconds!) I jerked awake, feeling really shocked.
Then I thought to myself, was it another dream? I couldn't be sure this time. Since there has been rats in my house (we caught 3 using the mousetrap last week, not sure if there's more). I searched under my pillows on my bed, couldn't see anything, couldn't hear anything.
the sound I heard in my dream, must be the sound of my stomach playing up........
T.T
this was a total nightmare...
I didn't even bother ringing up my boss anymore. Must be fate that I was meant to go to work!
PS: seeing how pale I looked, my colleagues sent me home for the day. After making sure stuff was done for the day and the store was quiet, I left near around noon.
and had a good rest/sleep for 6 hours, FINALLY
I was in agony for what it seemed like hours..
By the time I went back to bed it was around 5am.
Thinking to myself, if it occurs again gonna ring my boss telling him Imma sick couldn't go into work.
So it happened again, I rang him, surprisingly he was up already, and I could hear loud classical music on the background on the other side of the phone, Geesh he was up early (I thought to myself), but then he has kids to send to school so that was probably why.
After getting approval, I went back to sleep.
Then I woke up, only to realise, it was a dream.
Then went to work, saw him, told him, he sent me home.
Then I woke up again, wth it was another dream??????!!!!! don't remember what happened but I could recall getting off work again because I wasn't well.
However........ shall I repeat what happened again??
altogether it happened THREE TIMES!!! I called in sick THREEEEEEEEEEee TIMESSSSSSSSS in my DREAM?????!?!!!!!!
Last but not least, it was around 7am probably, or just before, I could hear my door open, or was it not shut I don't know. My brother went out for work. It was raining.
Then I heard from the bathroom there was a sound from the drainage, then I squeeky sound, as if something crawling, from the bathroom drainage up, coming closer straight into my room, sound gets louder .. up onto my bed (I didn't see it but could hear it getting closer as the sound was getting louder, all within less than 2 seconds!) I jerked awake, feeling really shocked.
Then I thought to myself, was it another dream? I couldn't be sure this time. Since there has been rats in my house (we caught 3 using the mousetrap last week, not sure if there's more). I searched under my pillows on my bed, couldn't see anything, couldn't hear anything.
the sound I heard in my dream, must be the sound of my stomach playing up........
T.T
this was a total nightmare...
I didn't even bother ringing up my boss anymore. Must be fate that I was meant to go to work!
PS: seeing how pale I looked, my colleagues sent me home for the day. After making sure stuff was done for the day and the store was quiet, I left near around noon.
and had a good rest/sleep for 6 hours, FINALLY
Monday, May 5, 2014
想到世界各地
以前（也没多久就去年而已）某人说且本人也认同，人要乘年轻时，有体力少负担，多工作多赚钱 （老了有家庭了可没办法太拼命要兼顾家庭啊）。筹钱买房筹钱以备急需之用。
没多久，却改观了，尤其是自从到日本去旅行回来后。
真的好想到处去走走看看。没有AL不打紧，能的话我甘愿申请unpaid leave 再来个1-2 months break...
好多地方好想去看一看，一个人去也ok。
甚至念个short course overseas 也想试一试，重新当个学生在不同的环境念书. the diference is, this time i have the financial ability to do so, and to study what i am interested in.. and just immerse in the local culture...
以前小時曾經有個夢想, 就是要環遊世界!
小時還覺得是個很難達成的夢想,畢竟這要花很多很多的錢,感覺像是有錢人才能辦到的夢..
不過現在不一樣了,多了很多budget airlines, budget accomodations... new tech... 以前覺得是個不實際的夢, 現在不在是夢了,不難達成..
所以只要有機會,不想錯過..
畢竟青春是短暫的!
imagine old liao go climb here and there carry a bagpack on my back OMG i think i can die (even now I think I will struggle badly~ haha)
so now, where next? I don't know? anyone care to share any good places??
ps: this was a post created in feb/march as a draft but wasn't published.. so I thought I would do it now :)
没多久，却改观了，尤其是自从到日本去旅行回来后。
真的好想到处去走走看看。没有AL不打紧，能的话我甘愿申请unpaid leave 再来个1-2 months break...
好多地方好想去看一看，一个人去也ok。
甚至念个short course overseas 也想试一试，重新当个学生在不同的环境念书. the diference is, this time i have the financial ability to do so, and to study what i am interested in.. and just immerse in the local culture...
以前小時曾經有個夢想, 就是要環遊世界!
小時還覺得是個很難達成的夢想,畢竟這要花很多很多的錢,感覺像是有錢人才能辦到的夢..
不過現在不一樣了,多了很多budget airlines, budget accomodations... new tech... 以前覺得是個不實際的夢, 現在不在是夢了,不難達成..
所以只要有機會,不想錯過..
畢竟青春是短暫的!
imagine old liao go climb here and there carry a bagpack on my back OMG i think i can die (even now I think I will struggle badly~ haha)
so now, where next? I don't know? anyone care to share any good places??
ps: this was a post created in feb/march as a draft but wasn't published.. so I thought I would do it now :)
Thursday, June 9, 2011
health cover
couldn't sleep.. as expected.. shall blog to kill time =)
oh i finally signed up for private health insurance!
some may think it is unnecessary (according to my colleagues, we are still young, don't need insurance!)
some may think it is expensive (i think so too! especially for overseas people like me =.=)
but hey, we could spend money on good food, luxuries... why being stingy about your own health cover?
so in the end, i decided to finish work earlier (which was good, i was too tired to work today dunno why hahhahaa), went back to the city, and straight to medibank..(我办事效率还蛮快的lol only thought of it today)
the ones that cover Extras are freaking expensive (about 100 more per month).. i was gonna opt that out.. but the agent told me that she could waive off my waiting period for some of the Extras if i sign up for it today...
and it's not a contract thingy, i can swap back to different cover whenever i want.. since it is about time for me to get my dental check up+scaling+cleaning, and i have some freaking expensive prescriptions that i want to be filled.. altogether cost more than 200, hence my plan is to get all the benefits (maybe make a few contact lens/prescription glasses for fun since it's covered anyway xD), and then swap back to the basic health cover..
lol.. i have to make sure that i am not gonna be lazy in making appointments for dental checkups =.=...
oh i finally signed up for private health insurance!
some may think it is unnecessary (according to my colleagues, we are still young, don't need insurance!)
some may think it is expensive (i think so too! especially for overseas people like me =.=)
but hey, we could spend money on good food, luxuries... why being stingy about your own health cover?
so in the end, i decided to finish work earlier (which was good, i was too tired to work today dunno why hahhahaa), went back to the city, and straight to medibank..(我办事效率还蛮快的lol only thought of it today)
the ones that cover Extras are freaking expensive (about 100 more per month).. i was gonna opt that out.. but the agent told me that she could waive off my waiting period for some of the Extras if i sign up for it today...
and it's not a contract thingy, i can swap back to different cover whenever i want.. since it is about time for me to get my dental check up+scaling+cleaning, and i have some freaking expensive prescriptions that i want to be filled.. altogether cost more than 200, hence my plan is to get all the benefits (maybe make a few contact lens/prescription glasses for fun since it's covered anyway xD), and then swap back to the basic health cover..
lol.. i have to make sure that i am not gonna be lazy in making appointments for dental checkups =.=...
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
goal
goal of the year:
complete my internship!
MUST GET MY DRIVERS LICENCE! i have a feeling that i probably aint gonna make it.. with busy schedule.. but i have to find time sumhow! no drivers licence = no job =.=
save up for next year... seems impossible at the moment with how i spend my savings on recent activities =.=.. BUT.. HAVE TO... for future pleasure =)
complete my internship!
MUST GET MY DRIVERS LICENCE! i have a feeling that i probably aint gonna make it.. with busy schedule.. but i have to find time sumhow! no drivers licence = no job =.=
save up for next year... seems impossible at the moment with how i spend my savings on recent activities =.=.. BUT.. HAVE TO... for future pleasure =)
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