Vivid dream

Wow. so it has been a while since I last blogged? I thought it wasn't too long ago.

and oh boy, lots of things have changed in between.

Ah well, first thing first. The reason I blog tonight is to record something before I forget about it later on.

So yea as per title, I had a dream few days ago (sunday morning?). Not just any dream.....

I remembered 2 scenes.

Well first one was, I dreamt of Sarah and her toddler. that was really really random, and the toddler was walking and maybe talking? (in reality just a newborn couldn't even crawl yet). I remembered being really surprise because from my memory he was still tiny (which he is in reality). Anyways, he was a cute happy little toddler, very smiley, and may he stays that way in real life!

Well, this first dream wasn't the main reason for my blog, but I thought I shall mentioned it anyway xD.

2nd dream, i dreamt of my used to be, very very close friend. Why say used-to-be? Well we don't talk to each other anymore. Why? I don't know. We did not even argue. I don't think we ever really argue? But I was furious at her at 1 point because of certain reasons, I don't know if she knows, but yes we just drifted apart, just like that, without any reasons/matters brought up between us. Well in the dream, I saw her, I felt awkward, not sure if she felt the same, she was with her foreign friends that I don't know. I forgot what happened, she started talking to me, and saying something to me (don't remember what was it anymore now, maybe something really casual, or of no importance), and then I just cut her off and blurted out, "Let's not be friends.... just, don't talk to me"

I think she was taken aback... I don't know.. I couldn't help it at that time, then I think i got emotional.

forgot who left first, or maybe both. I was really upset, tearful, and then I cried, very sad and emotional.

I don't normally cry (I can get teary easily, watching movies and stuff, but I don't cry), unless I am really really upset 受委屈.

then I woke up, and realised, there were tears, lots of tears, in my eyes on my face =.=...

I still don't know why/how I actually said what I said in my dream. Could not imagine that I will be the 1 saying it, even if it's just a dream (well it felt real at that time).I mean we used to be good friends, even though we might not hang out alot, have our own friend circles, and are busy with our lives. We even joked to be each other's bridesmaid.  We have not spoken for a year now, I couldn't on my side, couldn't bring myself to do it anymore, don't know about her, maybe she knows that I am angry hence why not talking to me? maybe she doesn't care or hasn't taken notice? maybe she is angry at me and not telling me as well? Well, who knows.....

I don't want to know... or maybe I do.

oh well, thought I will vent it out here...

Thought of the week

Thought of the week:

i think i should start swimming....

ah randomness..

everytime i have a sudden urge to exercise or do some physical activities, my time of the month visits me, hmm everytime...

hence, i think it must be my hormone, giving me all these "motivational" thoughts..

i wonder if it will last, or start (erm, physical exercises)

Well, i really do need some form of physical fitness, everyone should!

guess I should start with something realistic, and easy, to ensure that it will sustain

Will see what happens

Oh, ive sent off my passport for visa application, and completed all my CPD, way before due date.

Better this year than last :)... ah oops,  yet to do my tax return, have to do that before my holidays next  month!

well that's all for now! first post this year :)... let's hope i am able to post more often in future X)

#throwback #siemreap #2014 #swimmingpoolhahaha

French open finale djoker

Guess what I'm doing ?

As the title suggests, I'm streaming French open live finale. (via frombar dot com )

My favourite djoker vs nadal!

Please dethrone nadal!!

On the other hand, shun bian multitask

Face mask + using laptop to Warm my tummy

My version of watching french open.. With style ! ;)

PS: I know, I looked hideous in the pic! such cold winter~~!

UPDATED:

so Nadal won... aiyerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.. nvm.. i still love ya djoker!

Monday not so blue

Just downloaded blogger app on my phone (hooray!) So it's more convenient (attaching photos wise .. since I usually take photos on my phone nowadays.. and I hate blogging words and no picture!)

Anyways woke up this morning at 7.30.. jumped out of bed and got into shower.. thinking it's a Tuesday.

Then realised.. its actually Monday. And I don't work Mondays :))))... by then I was wide awake. So started my usual b4 work routine eg check mails, fb, juice, criminal case (fb friends could tell I'm hooked to this game lol.. I just love finding missing pieces bit!)

Glad I didn't sleep in since I have been doing that quite a lot lately on my days off (thanks to staying up late). Definitely not a good habit! 

Gonna slowly cutting off korean dramas (tv dramas in general), criminal case (the intention to delete it off fb popped up in my mind today, well its a good start!) ETC.. slowly weaning off koreans bcoz the hosting site is constantly down.. HAHA

Had a breakky date with 2 of my colleagues... Went to coffee barun.. Despite being less than 10 minutes away from my place I've never actually dined there b4. They are known for their awesome coffee ( I think A Mother's Milk got their coffee seeds from here). Anyways ordered Sauteed mushroom mixed in sour cream + poached eggs (got them to changed it to scrambled) with sausages and toast

I loved it! didn't think mushroom goes well with sour cream (but mushroom goes well with anything haha).. the scrambled eggs were perfectly cooked too! Often encounter alot of scrambled eggs that were too soggy or just aint fluffy enough.... This one... DELISH! 

Sauteed mushroom, sour cream + sausages+rockets+toast+scrambled eggs @ Coffee Barun

Finished 95% of it as I was hungry before (tried not to touch the bread at home before heading here!)

Great to catch up with those 2 colleagues as we are normally to busy to talk at work.. Spent 4 hours altogether! Karen (1 of them) showed us her ultrasound photos (she's pregnant with her fourth :D).. baby looked so quick sucking his thumb! (actually, don't know the gender yet, but the head looks like a boy's head haha silly me!)

Now I have a gap till work time... Well, I mentioned that I have mondays off. But because I feel awesome yesterday/today, I offered to work tonight (since I don't think boss like working monday nights.. and his birthday was yesterday :)). and, I live close, time better spent at work then on internet :))

Now something random, while I looked into the mirror today, I realised (and could see clearly) my iris were brown! I remembered back in the days, my eyes were black, tried very hard (even got my friends to look at it) and agreed that its either black or very very very dark brown (well, i supposed black is not very possible, so lets just stick to dark brown)..

So am surprised when they look different today, or now. Makes me wonder if adult's eye colour change? (I know infants do)... Googled for answer LOL .. briefly got the idea that they may, depending on sun exposure? I don't know. Even my hair colour changes at times from dark brown to brown to black xD.. Anywayz haha just something got me curious about. :)