Fatty lifestyle (and a messy room)

HAI..

I vowed to blog more, then i got lazy (AGAIN)..

just like  how I vowed to tidy my room... and it still remains... MESSY (&UNtidy)..

felt like life can't move on when room's not tidy (WTH? )

for example,

I was telling myself to go out more... to shop.. to go for gym.. go for breakfast .. ended up staying at home because my head was telling me.. NO.. you should tidy your room..

when I looked at my room... man... it's so messy.. so much stuff...

even googled how to tidy a messy room xD...

still don't know where to start.. what to do with random items...

Then

I walked back to my laptop.. and surfed internet all day...

this routine continues and repeats without fail daily on my days off work..


So ya..

Life has been sedentary ... feeling so fat from lack of movement LOL...


before I finish, here's a shot of my unTIDY room

LOL such shame I fail being a woman



Ta-da

Failed sick leaves

last night, woke up from a really really bad abdominal cramp. Lots and lots of wind.

I was in agony for what it seemed like hours..

By the time I went back to bed it was around 5am.

Thinking to myself, if it occurs again gonna ring my boss telling him Imma sick couldn't go into work.

So it happened again, I rang him, surprisingly he was up already, and I could hear loud classical music on the background on the other side of the phone, Geesh he was up early (I thought to myself), but then he has kids to send to school so that was probably why.

After getting approval, I went back to sleep.

Then I woke up, only to realise, it was a dream.

Then went to work, saw him, told him, he sent me home.

Then I woke up again, wth it was another dream??????!!!!! don't remember what happened but I  could recall getting off work again because I wasn't well.

However........ shall I repeat what happened again??

altogether it happened THREE TIMES!!! I called in sick THREEEEEEEEEEee TIMESSSSSSSSS in my DREAM?????!?!!!!!!

Last but not least, it was around 7am probably, or just before, I could hear my door open, or was it not shut I don't know. My brother went out for work. It was raining.

Then I heard from the bathroom there was a sound from the drainage, then I squeeky sound, as if something crawling, from the bathroom drainage up, coming closer straight into my room, sound gets louder .. up onto my bed (I didn't see it but could hear it getting closer as the sound was getting louder, all within less than 2 seconds!) I jerked awake, feeling really shocked.

Then I thought to myself, was it another dream? I couldn't be sure this time. Since there has been rats in my house (we caught 3 using the mousetrap last week, not sure if there's more). I searched under my pillows on my bed, couldn't see anything, couldn't hear anything.

the sound I heard in my dream, must be the sound of my stomach playing up........

T.T

this was a total nightmare...

I didn't even bother ringing up my boss anymore. Must be fate that I was meant to go to work!


PS: seeing how pale I looked, my colleagues sent me home for the day. After making sure stuff was done for the day and the store was quiet, I left near around noon.

and had a good rest/sleep for 6 hours, FINALLY

想到世界各地

以前（也没多久就去年而已）某人说且本人也认同，人要乘年轻时，有体力少负担，多工作多赚钱 （老了有家庭了可没办法太拼命要兼顾家庭啊）。筹钱买房筹钱以备急需之用。


没多久，却改观了，尤其是自从到日本去旅行回来后。


真的好想到处去走走看看。没有AL不打紧，能的话我甘愿申请unpaid leave 再来个1-2 months break...


好多地方好想去看一看，一个人去也ok。


甚至念个short course overseas 也想试一试，重新当个学生在不同的环境念书. the diference is, this time i have the financial ability to do so, and to study what i am interested in.. and just immerse in the local culture...

以前小時曾經有個夢想, 就是要環遊世界!

小時還覺得是個很難達成的夢想,畢竟這要花很多很多的錢,感覺像是有錢人才能辦到的夢..

不過現在不一樣了,多了很多budget airlines, budget accomodations... new tech... 以前覺得是個不實際的夢, 現在不在是夢了,不難達成..


所以只要有機會,不想錯過..

畢竟青春是短暫的!


imagine old liao go climb here and there carry a bagpack on my back OMG i think i can die (even now I think I will struggle badly~ haha)

so now, where next? I don't know? anyone care to share any good places??


ps: this was a post created in feb/march as a draft but wasn't published.. so I thought I would do it now :)

回顧 old blog posts

Sometimes, often, after abandoning my blog for a long long time (eg now)..

I would go through my previous blog posts again, read them 1 by 1.. just for the sake of it ..

and then, TRIED to delete whatever that I felt kinda stupid HAHA...

Well I emphasised on the word TRIED, because alot of times, I couldn't get myself to delete them =.=.. call me a HOADER lol.. I like to keep memories of all sorts of things, be it significant or not...

也有一些文章, 以前因為不想太公開是什麼(搞神秘wth????? klar I just didn't wanna publicise it but still wanted to vent it out somewhere which happened to be my blogspace poor you people who read it), 所一些連現在我回去讀了都讀得一塌糊塗的 (aka I forgot the contents)! I guess it is a good thing, most of them were probably not happy memories, and I don't remember any of them now :)

Move on re my old posts... 

most of my 2012 posts, I realised.. were about my work life lol... I guess that was the time when I first registered, I was quite passionate about it (work life), I was eager to earn big bucks (ok not that big but its good to feel like you're finally independent! financial wise).. I worked alot... and I really mean... ALOT... even now, I don't quite understand how I did in.. but glad to say, I did enjoy.. It's not all pros though, I sacrificed quite a bit of my own time too... and health... and friends (when events were organised I was either too tired or working).. I hope that now I can balance me time, work time, and social time wisely..

have to admit not the best in terms of self management... (Eg.. I still have yet to fully unpack ever since moving into my new rental place in January!!!! help me unpack pleaseeeeeeeeee.... and.. I still haven't done my 2 years worth of Tax return OMGOMGOMGOMG)..



Hmmm I did not blog much in 2013... Have to rethink what happened during that gap hahaha..
Err 1 thing for sure,
I still haven't bought my laptop!!!!!!!!!!

and during the year, the day that I decided to let my laptop go to sleep (because I barely or you can say NEVER shut down my laptop)...  it decided to hibernate and died... Well didn't actually die die, it was resuscitated lol replaced the hard drive.. but gone were everything else... plus vista.. T.T .. now running on super slow win xp which is not even supported by microsoft anymore haih haih I need a new laptop.. Mac perhaps?

So.. remember to BACKUP all the time... (still not learning my lesson, still have stuff floating around on my desktop)...


Move on...

still yet to get a puppy... (in an old post I mentioned that I wanted 1)! I really wanted a cute scottish terrier...
but damn, so so so expensive!!!!!!!!!!!! (at least AUD 1k... and that might even be a dodgy 1!) broda offered to pay 400-500 as my birthday gift though, I have such an awesome brother!

I know alot of people/friends teased that I should look after myself first/work less/ travel less before I get a pet... but hey, how do you know that I won't travel less for the sake of my cuties?? I don't travel because of work *which is unavoidable*, but leisure .. and can't say that everyone out there that owns a pet do not have full time job.. IMO dogs are not that weak ..

I'm not in a hurry to get 1 (I was eager at 1 stage).. if a suitable 1 comes by, by all means I will grab it! if not, I will wait.. till I have my own house, so my dog has run around the house carefree wth LOL.. :)))

Here I attach a photo of the cutie..

Ah Oops..  That's not a scottish terrier.. X).. but a sulky Persian cat.. If any of you friends remembered, back in MSN days, I used that as my profile pic.. super love this cutie... didn't know it is a Persian till I googled persian cats yesterday and it popped up in 1 of the millionsss results LOL... LOVE the pao face

K who can resist these cute Ninja scotties?????? can't say no to them!

If only I can have both persians and scotties (am I being too greedy????)

kkk.. I think I summed up enough Re:thoughts about my old blog posts... tired d... time to nap facebook clean house

遇見幸福

昨晚我遇見幸福

說遇見,其實是夢見吧

很真實呢．

那時候感覺像是在馬來西亞．

至少我記得車門有大馬國旗的標誌ｗｔｈ？？？！

說到那個夢, 夢里與一班朋友,好像是一起去遊玩.

夢里有我的他.. 我與他,微笑的看著對方

我與他,還有一班朋友,大家都很高興的,乘坐一輛大型的車, 像是要去個地方

夢里能感覺到, 幸福感很充實..有一直不停微笑着的


覺得夢真的很奇怪...very mysterious..

無論夢里多不邏輯,卻會覺得很真.

醒來了會覺得, wth what was that??

夢里的那個他, 現實中我知道他是誰.. 是認識的...

不過, 與他半個撇都畫不上

我甚至現在懷疑自己,有沒有記錯人, 畢竟夢醒後很多事情難免不太記得 了.

我一開始夢醒了也不記得我做過這個夢.

只是印象中我的夢很美好,所以拼命去想去到底夢見了什麼

現在記起了,想要寫下來記下來.


Sometimes I wonder what dream is. Why people dream? Why it felt so different in a dream world? Things are so blizzard can feel so logical and real.

Don't know when I will meet my Mr, I really don't have a clue. Having being single for this long felt strange, but not in a bad way. :) of course if he comes into the picture, I will welcome him with open arms ROF, share everything that I love/found.. Till then, I am enjoying exploring different new things.. and the me time..

Nevertheless, thanks for the sweet dream. Although it was just a dream, it made me happy/smile in a way that I hadn't felt for a long time

I hope everyone else have a wonderful dream too (although its day time now hahaha, time for nap???!)

祝大家也有個好夢吧 ~

Love~

60 day water challenge!

Hmmm.. it has been more than half a year since I blogged!

Time to continue where I left off, I supposed?

Before I realise, 2 months have passed since the start of 2014! Time sure flies!

Past 2 months have been productive in various ways though, I shall blog about them later (if I don't procrastinate and disappear again ;P).

After 3 busy months, finally this time March is gonna be a quieter month for me, hence time to catch up with various other stuff.

Recently set up a 60 day challenge for myself (as of 1st of March). The challenge is to have at least a glass of water bd (aka twice daily morning and night). It probably sounds very simple to you, but trust me it is quite challenging for me as I barely drink even a glass of water daily O.O (colleagues make me coffee/tea during work but that doesn't quite count).

Started few days ago, have been going on quite well I would say. Hope this continues. Would love to implement some healthy routines / alter some bad habits. This is just the start. :) Part of my 2014 resolutions.

health conscious -> must be a sign of aging. T_T

Anyways wish me luck! xD

PS: both photos here grabbed from some random webbie not mine teehee thank you

RIP democracy

never had i felt so painful for my country..

im not much of a patriotic person usually i must say! know nothing much/ care less about politics etc..

不过因为最近热门话题都围绕着大马大选，多少有关注一下。

昨晚虽然要工作不过还是一直注意着fb feeds.. 直到回到家也是准备不睡直到大选成绩揭晓。还蛮兴奋的。

想说希望外劳的票数不会太过影响成绩 （这个我相信很多人知道也且很无奈的被迫接受了）

想说为什么要拖成绩，输了就服输啊（当时非官方消息透露了PR赢了）

but when fb feeds were all about how taxis were trying to transport (ok i wouldn't use smuggle, they did it under moonlight in front of everyone that was there) fake votes to EC.. blackouts, recounts  = 真的是爱莫能助！


过后干脆去睡了，睡醒了看成绩还是难过的流泪了。然后继续睡！（我这里也是放假！）


God allows this to happen for a reason.. all I can do now is pray..