昨天不知why心情超闷超糟。 (actually it was since monday)
think i had too much caffeine during the day i felt agitated and wanted to kill people =.=
probably low DA in the body
was gonna clean the room... but fell asleep half way texting... (i slept at 10 O.O)
today will be a good day~
我要把负面心情改变成正面能量
God.. in You i put all my trust... please lead and guide me to wherever You want me to go
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Sunday, December 11, 2011
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
habits + etc
最近多了几个好习惯...
1 multivitamin a day
breakfast (cereals) every day
bedtime before 12 during work days (that is because i am so tired lately from work zz)
no takeaway coffees/lunches (but i have a cup of coffee with breakfast at home.. hmm )
plenty of nuts every day (with breakfast and lunch)
refrain myself from shopping (and hopefully.. going from interstates.. )
make full use of my phone credits (ok.. probably not a good habit haha.. but at least i am using what i am paying for... i very very seldom text/call anyone and sembang.. if i do it's a once in a while thingy.. unless the person is my bf.. or when stressed..)
contact home more often (我这个不孝女haha mum always nags when i have wings i fly far far no news)
oh, i discovered something interesting! (ok discover is not the word for it.. i don't know).. using voice memo instead of blog.. too lazy to type haha... but when i play it back.. it feels weird listening to yourself... but nevermind.. not like im going to play it back or post it x)
keep up to date with what i have to do!
rarr rarrrrrr i still have not looked for a job yet.. so slow so late i know.. but didn't want to look for 1 before when i have no confirmation about my registration T_T
1 multivitamin a day
breakfast (cereals) every day
bedtime before 12 during work days (that is because i am so tired lately from work zz)
no takeaway coffees/lunches (but i have a cup of coffee with breakfast at home.. hmm )
plenty of nuts every day (with breakfast and lunch)
refrain myself from shopping (and hopefully.. going from interstates.. )
make full use of my phone credits (ok.. probably not a good habit haha.. but at least i am using what i am paying for... i very very seldom text/call anyone and sembang.. if i do it's a once in a while thingy.. unless the person is my bf.. or when stressed..)
contact home more often (我这个不孝女haha mum always nags when i have wings i fly far far no news)
oh, i discovered something interesting! (ok discover is not the word for it.. i don't know).. using voice memo instead of blog.. too lazy to type haha... but when i play it back.. it feels weird listening to yourself... but nevermind.. not like im going to play it back or post it x)
keep up to date with what i have to do!
rarr rarrrrrr i still have not looked for a job yet.. so slow so late i know.. but didn't want to look for 1 before when i have no confirmation about my registration T_T
Monday, December 5, 2011
Ielts
By the end of this week, I can get myself registered as a pharmacist (non-supervised!)!! didn't realise it is that quick until i counted my hours that I had completed..
and, finally.. my confidence is sorta back! passed my ielts...! was quite worried because I did not finish my writing paper T_T... really worried... i know i am competent.. but knowing that you are competent, yet unable to show that you are from unable to fulfil or achieve a task (stupid ielts)... i felt so...... = wanted to slap myself.... would start scolding myself.. why did i go out till late the night before exam... why did i not study for it (but like Thong and york mentioned.. u couldn't really study for an english test... or for essays... u get a topic and u write about it)...
i was stressed because if i didn't pass i wouldn't be able to get registered.. next available ielts test would be midjan next year!!!
but guess what.. managed to score above 7!
on top of that, scored 9 for both reading and listening!!!!!
at least i proved to myself that, my english improved since 5 years ago =) (YESSH my overall band score is better than 5 years ago too~~~ so glad, don't think i can score better in future unless i perfect every sections)..
"knew you could do it".. "we never doubted you for that"..."i have faith in you all the while"..
Thank you for that! well i have no faith in myself!
and thanks to those who wished me good luck.. indeed i must have received lotsa luck! (KN MZ JK DT????? xD)
after all the stress, i found out that i did not have to sit for it O.O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
apparently if i scored above 7 for every section for previous ielts test (i did 1 in nz 5 years ago), i could use that for exemption provided that i fulfilled every other requirements (Eg studied an approved course/ worked full time ever since)...
so yea... =.=
waste of money? not really... i can use that for my PR application now... extra points..=)
and, finally.. my confidence is sorta back! passed my ielts...! was quite worried because I did not finish my writing paper T_T... really worried... i know i am competent.. but knowing that you are competent, yet unable to show that you are from unable to fulfil or achieve a task (stupid ielts)... i felt so...... = wanted to slap myself.... would start scolding myself.. why did i go out till late the night before exam... why did i not study for it (but like Thong and york mentioned.. u couldn't really study for an english test... or for essays... u get a topic and u write about it)...
i was stressed because if i didn't pass i wouldn't be able to get registered.. next available ielts test would be midjan next year!!!
but guess what.. managed to score above 7!
on top of that, scored 9 for both reading and listening!!!!!
at least i proved to myself that, my english improved since 5 years ago =) (YESSH my overall band score is better than 5 years ago too~~~ so glad, don't think i can score better in future unless i perfect every sections)..
"knew you could do it".. "we never doubted you for that"..."i have faith in you all the while"..
Thank you for that! well i have no faith in myself!
and thanks to those who wished me good luck.. indeed i must have received lotsa luck! (KN MZ JK DT????? xD)
after all the stress, i found out that i did not have to sit for it O.O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
apparently if i scored above 7 for every section for previous ielts test (i did 1 in nz 5 years ago), i could use that for exemption provided that i fulfilled every other requirements (Eg studied an approved course/ worked full time ever since)...
so yea... =.=
waste of money? not really... i can use that for my PR application now... extra points..=)
Friday, December 2, 2011
一步一步走
Now.. im learning to do things... 1 step at a time....
doing too many things at once is no good... (not all the time though of course!)
take things slow ba =)
doing too many things at once is no good... (not all the time though of course!)
take things slow ba =)
Tears of JOY
Tear of happiness...
that's what I'm experiencing right now...
and i finally understood (as in why people shed tears of joy when tears are usually meant for sadness)...
When you thought you have no hope, and u were suddenly given 1... the heavy burden = lifted and gone...
真的轻松多了！
I am so glad
Thank you Lord.. you blessed me so much!
that's what I'm experiencing right now...
and i finally understood (as in why people shed tears of joy when tears are usually meant for sadness)...
When you thought you have no hope, and u were suddenly given 1... the heavy burden = lifted and gone...
真的轻松多了！
I am so glad
Thank you Lord.. you blessed me so much!
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